Razard86

I agree with everything you said but one caveat...studying= meditation. Paying attention, concentration, IS meditation. So secretly the key to the intuitive understanding you are discussing is done through careful observation, and focused attention at those particular things which develops a high level intuitive understanding, or knowing of that particular thing.

Nice!!!! Yeah I had that insight too. Always looking at yourself. I also had the insight.....my job is to pay attention...deeply. To look at myself lovingly for long periods and appreciate the present moment of that appearance. If you do this long enough...you will wake up permanently that you are looking at yourself. It's why we have YOU- TUBE It's why we take SELFIES as you surmised. We love to look at ourselves. Maybe just maybe....collectively....humanity will wake up through this process.

Nice!! I hope it helped you along on your journey.

I am lol. Like I said he's entertaining but also completely full of it. I'll just drop this link right here since Mr. Vlad is currently stuck in Spiritual Egotism. https://ideapod.com/spiritual-ego/

So I just had another awakening....and it gave me the answer I was looking for. I awakened to what Self-Acceptance is. Reality....is a walking contradiction. Because it is INFINITE it has to be everything and thus it will always contradict itself, what we call paradox. I have investigated this Paradox and what always comes back...is it cannot be any other way. What I became aware of is, logic does not like this as logic desires the lack of contradiction. But through this investigation I realized through experience the hilariousness of all conflict as hypocrisy has to exist, stupidity has to exist, chaos has to exist, liars and cheaters have to exist, a lack of control has to exist. Once you realize through experience this...then you can be patient with the absurdity of other people and situations that transpire. Understand...it cannot be any other way. If you look long enough at the human you are cosplaying as....you will also see that same absurdity smiling and looking back at you and GUESS WHAT? It cannot be any other way.

Appreciate the gratefulness and I apologize if my correction came across as me thinking I am somehow superior or that I am trying to teach, I am not greater than you or anyone else. I've recently become more sensitive to how I am presenting myself as other egos around me have illuminated their desire to feel important which paradoxically has illuminated my own desire to not present myself in a way that communicates that I deem myself superior. I thank you for your ability to take a critique in stride and I hope I can emulate the same graciousness you did when it comes time for me to be corrected LOL.

It was concerning when you called him out a long time ago....now...it's just sad. I thought this thread was buried...and somehow...it has been allowed to be revived. Well hey....it is entertaining to say the least but we all know here are a list of things he won't do. 1. He won't share with others on the forums how they can achieve awakening outside of his classic "Surrender to ME." Nonsense. 2. Anyone who disagrees with him he will call them a child, or claim they don't know anything without actually offering a rebuttal. 3. He won't acknowledge his delivery format, offer an explanation for why he chooses it, and doesn't even realize that anyone who speaks as if he is somehow superior or better is not only engaging in delusion and separation, but is no different than the rich and greedy who communicate in the same style. 4. He doesn't even realize that when you study God one of the core fundamental teachings is the USE OF POWER. God delegates. This delegation does not operate from hierarchy, and it is systemic. For example your body does not recognize the brain as superior to the liver. So while there is diversification, there isn't a concentration of power but a sharing according to individual need for the collective whole. Notice how his speech divides, notice how he communicates hierarchy? He is so obviously full of it!!! His message is counter because it is SELF-SERVING.

^^^^^I rest my case....he doesn't even understand the teachings....Hey Vladimir...who are you saving....if there is only one being? Who is this boy you refer to? When I am YOU. Who is being delusional.....? Also....GOD doesn't need to ask anyone to serve them....because GOD doesn't need anything. You are so corrupt you are laughable you don't know anything but your selfish desire to corrupt your other aspects for personal gain. LOL. God is of service to ALL, YOU an ego desire for others to serve you. Jesus washed the disciple's feet, if you had your way the whole world would wash your feet, and you know what....maybe they should...so they can cleanse you of your selfishness since you need so much service to feel love. You call THIS^^^ speaking from the absolute perspective? THIS? This is ego....he is clearing shoving it in people's faces you don't want me to build a wall of texts showcasing this...because there isn't enough room to contain all his braggadocio, condescending nature. You want me to post his Narcissistic Videos on here too? I visited his channel? All his video's on Youtube don't even teach anything but hey? I awakened...worship me!!! LOL. 1. Notice...the core of all teaching is unconditional love. The core of all teaching is oneness. This Vlad teaches division and his own personal upliftment. If he had his way....the Churches would erect his image. LOL. You cannot tell me this shit is not hilarious!!! Worst part is I get him, in one of my awakenings...I realized the purpose of the story of Christ Jesus. It's a symbolic story that describes the path of ascension. So...everybody you MEET is Christ. Because they are you. Now ask yourself....this Vlad who CLAIMS he is Christ...do his words sound...Christ like? LOL. All I see is Pharisee talk

An unbiased mind...doesn't know what horrible things are. Horrible things only exist in an unbiased mind. You have to be dumb to be biased...so we are all too dumb in comparison to Infinite Intelligence and that is why we think horrible things exist. I'll give an analogy so you can understand. You draw a stick figure...then you draw a scene where the stick figure loses his arm, and then catches on fire. Now is there any problems? NO!!! The stick figure is too dumb from its point of view to realize...that nothing is happening. Us compared to God...is like that stick figure...to us something REAL is happening.

This video can help in that regard. Concentrate on these visuals/meditate, surrender to the moment, and maybe you just might have a breakthrough experience. Good Luck!!!

Can't be greater...they are identical but I know what you mean...in a sense it's greater....but in actuality....they are identical. If there was an out there....the belief in an out there is what messes us up. It's the understanding through consciousness that there is no out there....there is just here....one of the greatest tricks ever done is the belief that when you think you are in your head...lol...you don't have a head...or rather...everything you see...is your head/face. LOL.

Here is a small article about the life and death of Queen Bees. Bees are interesting creatures, if you have some time...read the rest of the articles about them. https://www.geesbees.ca/post/the-queen-bee

I felt something listening to this, her singing is divine from my perspective. Let me know if it resonates...

If you can do it in minutes technically it's already your baseline. The only reason you have to do it...is because you live in a society. Now you go off to some cave or something....you won't have to keep all this construction up and you can live from that state...but do you actually want too? I say just visit it from time to time.

Do you see what is bolded? Why is this silly thread still being tolerated? He literally thinks he alone is the Savior....I know sometimes awakening can get one caught in delusion...but how long are we going to allow this ego game? I suggest the moderators lock this one this is only going to confuse people. You want a whole forum of Messiah Complex Egos running around calling themselves the Messiah and seeking for you to serve them? You read it...he didn't ask to be of service...he asked how YOU could be of service to him.....some much corruption here.

You have control....where do you think selfishness comes from? God is selfless...so God has no control as it gives up its will to universal love. Your control...is finite...your control is RESPONSE. You have the ability to raise your awareness and pick something. Watch this video...and contemplate the nature of Will until you get it.

Sad thing is sometimes the greatest act of love is to cut that limb off if it threatens the survival of the whole body. Such a shame.....sometimes paradoxically the greatest act of selflessness...is selfishness. It's selfish to cut the limb, but it's also selfish to not cut it. So how do you break this paradox...through intention. If you intended to cut the limb because it saves the whole then this is ultimately a selfless act especially if you did all you could to save the limb.....but if you did it out of hatred for the limb because it was acting wayward....then this was truly a selfish act. So one of the ways....to know the true nature of an act is not just the act....but the intention behind it. The intention reveals the act. Truthfully what I am saying is not new though...ancient texts have stated it is the intention that determines the act....not the act itself. You know WHY you did something at the end of the day.

Why you messing up his game? LOL....

What I bolded...confuses me. How do you realize the Absolute...as a relative truth? The Absolute...never changes...relativity...is change itself....so I'm confused. Are you referring to the subjectivity of reality and how it is Absolutely relative? That part?

The pain in your intestines is just body scanning. Allow it and it will eventually pass. All demonization of this process is just your ego afraid of change. If you allow this process to continue...your body will upgrade itself and your ability to perceive will change with that upgrade. The body is like experience suit, a perception suit, through the use of meditation, contemplation, deconstruction, psychedelics, and other methods you can alter your D.N.A. which changes your perceptual experience. So don't worry about your intestines, the pain will pass and if it doesn't it just means you were being shown through awareness that you need to get that area of your body checked out. Don't let paranoia go to your head...unless you don't trust the ABSOLUTE...which means...you don't trust YOURSELF.

Yeah glad you noticed...suffering is so great....it allows you to really appreciate life. My appreciation grew ten fold as a result of my suffering. But obviously while you go through the suffering you want it to leave. Also...everyone really try to understand this video. All psychedelics users should watch and deeply integrate the theme of this video. ^^^^This is spirituality. Be okay...with change. Even if it conjures up deep suffering...that suffering will be impermanent. It won't last...but neither will the so called good times. In secret...there is only good times...we literally have to trick ourselves into experiencing what we call bad times. You are not allowed to run from this....the smart thing is to surrender to it. Now with that said...I'm not saying don't take pain medication lol. What I am saying is...you can train your ability to love pain and connect to it more. Do it as exercise, but if you don't think you can handle it at times nothing wrong with avoiding it at times as well. But you can train yourself to create a space where you can hold the pain and experience it at a lower intensity than normal.

This^^^^ You guys are on fire!!! LOL.

This^^^ nice post!!!

Mind helping me with this one? Respectfully of course....I am so lost lol....

This is why I keep telling people to stop trying to avoid pain, and emotional discomfort. Not too be mean....but all this fear...is ego. 1. You cannot desire to be nothing, everything, and then hope to go back to how things were before. 2. You cannot avoid emotional discomfort, when you do these substances they raise awareness and the judging part of you comes to the surface. You become MORE AWARE of your ego. Your ego is the part of you that judges, and emotes....so all emotional discomfort is due to the ego being messed with since it is the part of you that tries to retain HOMEOSTASIS, its the part that allows your reality to feel STABLE. So taking these substances messes with the comfort you feel of feeling like YOU, which is just the normal experience of this baseline. Notice you said you are afraid of damaging your brain...your brain....is imaginary. So notice you are worried about shedding the normal perceptual reality you have...but also...you want to experience something drastically different? You have a fear of going insane....what is insanity? Living from a perceptual reality that is DRASTICALLY DIFFERENT. Notice everything you have shared with us....was attempts to do this work....and remain COMFORTABLE. If you seriously want to go deeper in this work....you have to drop this. Here is a WARNING....insanity...is the inability to accept what is. What would happen....if you woke up and your entire perceptual experience changed drastically, and you couldn't accept it? You would freak out!! Now notice...is the perceptual experience what is insane? Or is it the refusal to accept it and the underlying terror and the expression of that terror what we call insanity? What you don't realize....is if you keep going down this rabbit hole you CAN and WILL ABSOLUTELY CHANGE YOUR PERCEPTION. What you don't even realize... is these come downs yall keep referring to....isn't the drug...its the body. Your body is capable of doing what these chemicals do as these chemicals are only catalysts. I learned this when I tripped for an ENTIRE MONTH and had to CONSCIOUSLY come down through an intention to go back to normal. I learned through that experience....that the only thing that holds you back...is your concept of NORMAL. Your ego has an individualized definition of what is normal, and ANY deviation from that definition which is an INTUITIVE definition, a FELT definition will conjure up FEAR. So you got to ask yourself....how much do you want to FUCK UP YOUR LIFE, because you are going to do that if you continue. Why? Because prolonged use of these substances CHANGES YOUR D.N.A. These changes WILL change permanently your experience of reality. Maybe you are able to hear better, smell better, maybe you feel emotions more intensely, maybe your depth perception changes, maybe you become permanently aware that everything is YOU. Are you prepared for this? If not? QUIT this work and go back to living as a regular human being. Because this work....ABSOLUTELY will include UPS AND DOWNS, and deep emotional pain because it is INNER WORK. I say this with deep compassion but your ego is not going to win this battle of trying to erect a wall of comfort if you continue. It WILL LOSE THIS BATTLE. Some people who do psychedelics.....go insane....and NEVER RECOVER. Why? Because they are too selfish to get their reality fucked with!!! If you are too attached to your life...then don't mess with this stuff.