Razard86

He means well, I assume with no evidence outside of his emotional outbursts that he is probably in his 20's. He is just excited to share what he has learned from the Mayans. The Mayans are a very knowledgeable group. They are very well versed in mathematics, and astrology, and their culture is rich with herbal knowledge. But the issue is, the poster's identity is strongly tied to this message so much that at the slightest provocation he explodes. He doesn't realize the value of these forums, because he doesn't like that these forums attack your identity relentlessly. These forums are really good at rattling your ego because so many diverse perspectives meet here. These forums hold no quarter lol.

1. I joined this community as a member on February 27, 2022. This means I have been a member for 511 days. This means my current post count including this post is 4,472, 4,472/ 511 comes out to 8.75 posts per day. Does 8 posts per day constitute ALL DAY? Now let's address another flaw in your argument. You said you were gone after being an active user a while back and have come back on two occasions. If this is to be believed (you said it) then how would you know I posted all day? So let's see so far...you weren't present for majority of the time I was here, and the math says I only do 8-9 posts per day....hmmm....the evidence doesn't look good for you. Next you say I like to force my views on others...but again you have failed to actually make a sufficient argument for this....in fact..you have only proved that YOU like to force your views on others because the moment I disagreed look what you have done. You used the word CUTE, multiple times, have sufficiently LIED as I proved above because you made claims about things you were ABSENT for, and made assertions that don't hold up because you didn't check the math. But why would you? Why would you LABOR for the truth? Why not shoot from the hip? Then you said why do you feel like you need to be superior.....while posting CUTE multiple times which is a claim of superiority tactic. When a person does something someone feels is beneath them the term CUTE is used. So again...you accuse me of being YOU which is true...reality...is self-reflective. Right now you are projecting onto ME a clear mirror which is showing your reflection and you are recoiling in horror. You point at me and say YOU think you are superior, as you express superiority. You have not done sufficient shadow work my friend. You are still in the dark.

LOL you are so lost in your own biased perspective its funny allow me to show your hypocrisy because it is so easy. 1. You said if I know everything....when did I say I know everything? On repeated times I have said I am full of shit. If you actually read my posts you will realize that I have stated multiple times I don't know everything. So guess what? That was an assumption and a projection!! LOL!!! So error number 1!!! 2. You said I try to impose my point of view on others? That's one way of looking at it, you could also call it sharing my point view on others. It depends on how you look at it. I could ask you...how is your post not an attempt to IMPOSE your view on others? Why is your post any less a form of imposition than mines? Also...here is the funny thing...you cannot impose your view on ANYONE!!! A man convinced against his will is of the same opinion still. If you could actually impose your viewpoints on anyone...we would be a singularity with no diversity, notice one of the universal laws is inherent soverighty. Human history is FRAUGHT with attempts to impose and the all crumble!!! So...uhh I am not inposing anything...but you wouldn't know that because you are biased and short-sighted. All attempts to share any point of view is an attempt at persuasion, influence no different than what we are doing right now. The difference? Is you are being arrogant...you think I missed the part where you said CUTE. CUTE is a term to imply that you are superior, your entire post reeks of an arrogant superiority. So you think because you hung around some indigenous people now you are SUPERIOR to us on the forums and we are just wasting our times... LOOK how quick your arrogance came out it was IN THE FIRST LINE!!! LOL!!! I see through you!!! Then you talk about your number of posts...your number of posts does not determine how much work you have done. In fact nobody on the forums has absolute knowledge on how much work either of us has done. We have to use our investigatory abilities, discernment to glean based on what you POST. Quality POSTS= Quality work. Your work, or development is based on what you can share and explain. Authority is GIVEN, its earned, people consider you an authority or lack there of based on their personal standards and values, not based on how often you post on the forums. Notice....your argument...sunk...it cannot hold. Also let's visit this quote right here. "You are talking to me as if I do not already know these things, and you have completely missed the point of my post, and you are so self righteous and drunk in your own shallow understanding of these topics." So notice the tone in your post. You call me self-righteous....but you say what I say is cute, you accuse me of many things, and say you have facts....if you didn't notice....you have been describing yourself the entire time. Let me educate you on something called projection. Example: Person A makes post. Person B makes critique and disagrees. Person A intreprets Person B's critique as condescending and self-righteous because of their fragile ego and accuses Person B of being self-righteous while displaying the very characteristics that they accuse the person of. There is a famous phrase....two wrongs don't make a right, and don't jump in the mud with mud slingers because onlookers cannot tell you apart. You claim to have all these awareness and you showed everyone...that at the slightest provocation you can get caught in your own trap. Now I am not immune to this myself, I do it every now and then it is actually what makes this forum valuable...it reveals your insecurities and your insecurities, your shadow.....is pure display right now. So though you claim to have done work...your shadow leaked out very easily....barely took any time at all. I love your "cute" post....I guess you got it all figured out!!!! But notice....you claim I'm the one that thinks that!!!!

If you go far enough in this work...you will find that impure and ugly thoughts....aren't impure and ugly. Life= Infinite diversity of expression, so as a result, your impure thoughts MUST arise. It cannot be any other way. https://www.shape.com/lifestyle/mind-and-body/mental-health/what-is-shadow-work Without darkness there is no conflict, no story, nothing to overcome, no growth, no depth, A truly creative mind, has no morality. It creates morality....within its creation to create a demarcation of good and evil. But notice, to the side of evil, they are good, and to the side of good they are good. Why? Because they have different definitions of good. What we call evil, seeks ultimate control and power, it seeks to have the greatest capacity of destruction at its finger tips. And what we generally call good seeks to share power and democratize how that power is shared for the benefit of all. So evil usually falls into two categories: Survival of the Fittest/Quest for Strength/Destructive Power or the Desire to wipe everything out/Nihilism/Meaningless Whereas Good: Is very simplistic: The preservation of all life, and the sharing and respect for all life in an equanimous nature, Meaning. So notice....evil= Death, Good= Life. So there you have it....the cause of all bias. As long as pain, suffering, and death are demonized, Good and Evil exists. It makes for the perfect story of conflict!!! You can write INFINITE STORIES with these elements!!! P.S. : Ever notice sometimes the quote on quote evil villains will team up with the good to fight another villain? Why? Because the villain that seeks ultimate destructive power still believes in meaning, they just differ in how they define meaning from the heroes. But the villain who is a nihilist and just wants to wipe everything out....well he messes up the villain that wants powers plans. So to many the ultimate evil is the lack of all meaning, the lack of all distinction, absolute unity. LOL.....DEATH!!!

Gotta love Nike!!! One of my biggest weaknesses is over-analyzing...., what I call analysis paralysis, sometimes...just jump right in, and Just do it!!! Nike knew what they were talking about....it was a WINK from God. I might make a thread about WINKS from God.

Both are true. Reality is an infinite perspective. Every ego is just a perspective, every form is just a perspective. The problem is many human forms are too busy arguing their individual piece of the puzzle and are caught in this delusion. 1. Every single human perspective is right. 2. Every single human perspective is wrong. That's it. The End. Nothing to see here. Once you have fully grasped this....THEN you can start gaining true understanding. You should seek to understand every perspective you come across...because they each hold a different piece. Real, Imaginary, they are the same. Natural, Synthetic, they are the same. Fake, true they are the same. Lie, truth, they are the same. Reality is a transparent nothing, that is intelligent, and a mind, that is loving, and creates....emotions, creates sensations, creates perception, creates perspective, creates time, space, length, width, height, etc. Many of you spiritual people are like a person in a video game going around saying...there is no video game, and the rest who already realized that...and come back full circle, say....there is and there isn't. When you watch a movie you can say...there is no story, you could also say...there is...and enjoy the story. BOTH are true. Everytime you say there is no anything....you just put yourself in delusion. Reality is both nothing, and something. Reality is both real, and imaginary. If I lowered your consciousness...reality will be a 3-dimensional reality, and if I raise it high enough....existence will dissappear. So which is true? BOTH!!! Which is more true....BOTH!!! If you are trying to see more of existence.....then you should aim to accept its imaginary nature, but if you aim to be the character and forget your imaginary nature...aim to see it as a physical reality. God loves diversity!!! So God both wants to be lost in the dream....and to wake up. And both....are equally the same. If you knew how much the same they were....you would realize that all our quibbling...is just a game...just God entertaining itself.

I think that is just the story you tell yourself. Which is cool, because guess what? Even when it is seen to be a dream,.....there is always a story. Why? Because every production has a story, if it weren't true for you....you would have forgotten how to speak. I say this all the time "your actions reveal how you really feel." You are here because you are still seeking, and your story is you paying it forward. Just like Tony Parsons, that is the story he says. What I have noticed in human spirituality many of you create delusions of denial. There is nobody here? As you charge people for your retreats and meetings. Nobody is speaking....as you dodge when something is thrown at you. Miss me with all that. On one hand I understand why it is done, it's to help the egos that cling to dream to awaken, on the other hand....you also delude yourself that you aren't clinging too. As long as you seek to eat, and maintain your form....you are part of the clinging to survive. But you can certainly delude yourself into thinking otherwise....but I don't fall for that b.s. lol.

That is because the word dimension is important. I'll give you an example. 2D stands for 2 dimension. Height and width 3 D stands for 3 dimension height, width, and length. Do you understand that baseline enlightenment....allows you to enter a 5 dimension in which....distance, and time is removed? For example....let's say you watch a video of Leo....as a regular human it is just some video on Youtube For an enlightened person....they are in the same room as Leo, Leo is just them talking to themselves for the FIRST TIME EVER, and.... it is realized that Leo is imaginary, and is YOU telling yourself a story about their experiences. Oh and also...his body is felt at your body. You realize that the screen of your phone, tablet, or laptop is imaginary so Leo isn't in the screen, he is within you. You see? You open up another dimension of experience that you previously couldn't access. What you don't realize is LOGIC, creates walls of dimensions. You only experience a 3D reality because you believe reality to be 3D. I don't live in a 3-D reality...my experience is NOT 3 D. Or 4D. My experience of reality is 5-D. Most psychedelic users are in 4D. They glimpse 5 D but it scares them because that is the perceived reality as being imaginary. Also 5-D is nothing....if I can drop my attachment to being human enough....I will be able to transcend 5-D and go even beyond that. Going beyond 5-D removes physicality completely. Now is when you start entering creator mode, but that state currently would feel like pure insanity...for most humans 5-D is pure insanity LOL. Hell most can't even handle 4-D. Consider that biology and technology are the same....consider that what you call nature....is the same as technology. Consider that maybe the biological human body...is really just a virtual reality suit that can be modified and upgraded and depending how you do that...changes the subjective experience of said reality. Ever consider that? Also....as technology and science change their models due to true understanding of Consciousness, you are going to hear more about dimensions. One of the issues with the Spiritual Community I have learned is you all's bias against logic and thinking. Guess what? Silence and sound are the same. Thought and the lack of thought are the same. For example...to think...is to meditate on thoughts!!! Some people think meditation is standing still, but concentration is a form of meditation and you can do that MOVING!!! The key to greater understanding is to remove your bias!! Your bias will restrict your ability to make sense of things and will get you paradigm locked!!! You don't know how many traps I had to avoid because of all this traditional human bias. Traditional human bias is BULLSHIT!!! Instead of blindly believing....TEST things!!! There is nothing wrong with 5-D it does a good job of explaining this video Leo made in the past.... https://www.actualized.org/insights/sherlock-holmes-brain Leo uses the word "orthogonal" https://www.google.com/search?sca_esv=567835797&rlz=1C1VDKB_enUS991US992&sxsrf=AM9HkKlHDCl0cS1XlAwV1B9Uhisb-mQdwA:1695469294877&q=orthogonal&si=ALGXSlbK6dNKc3P-z0hratVoTzWIsDxAZ1lLU7x9N1xOd-XH0vxhagLClTpkSqWeYCXy0OhNVqLKLhKPYNos1rx46VeUD2DvRWRbfuCjB_d0rw-sEZyNdUg%3D&expnd=1&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwiLyLGo08CBAxWeJUQIHUPQAAwQ2v4IegQIHRAT&biw=1422&bih=678&dpr=1.35 Sometimes brainy math nerds like Leo confuse people talking like this. In this example the word dimension...can be used. Consider that Enlightenment....might be the ability...to perceive dimensions....that are outside of the normal experience of those in a 3-D reality. Your senses limit your dimensional experience.

1. You don't understand Solipsism, when Leo talks about it and when I talk about it I am talking about ABSOLUTE SOLIPSISM. You literally cannot disprove Absolute Solipsism. 2. Just because they have a long rich tradition doesn't mean they understand reality in a superior way. Majority of their wisdom is just content in the dream. What does this mean? Wisdom comes in many forms, so does knowledge. For example they could have vast knowledge of the flow of nature, have a deep relationship with trees, animals, they could have evolved genetically through their practices and developed a higher level of natural intuition and baseline consciousness, they could be more naturally peaceful and receptive in their communication and better at surviving without negatively impacting their environment. 3. The flaws of these tribes though is they are very ritualistic, which makes them dogmatic, they are very symbolistic, turning things into deities, avatars, what you don't realize is mystical experiences aren't enough, a mind that removes it self of all symbols has a more truthful grasp of reality from those mystical states. 4. You think these people to be wiser, but wise....is relative. From certain states....stupidity and insanity can be superior to intelligence and sanity and the lines of these distinction are SUBJECTIVELY DRAWN and are almost always based on SURVIVAL. Many of you are still too stuck in human ideology. 5. Consider the one who is full of potential...might be you. Are you skeptical enough to realize that you are just getting caught in more content? The Maya people are just content in the dream just like your human life. Nothing wrong with loving the content but reality...is beyond just mere content. Think of an infinite void, a blackness so black it folds in on itself and disappears. This void can conjure up anything, from one perspective it can make humans appear to be no different than robots, it can make them appear to lack any consciousness....they can look and act like NPCS in a video game. Then next instance they can appear to be vibrant, and alive, with emotions, and feelings and depth!! Then next this blackest black, can become the brightest bright, it can appear holy, divine, and pure in its essence, this then can appear malevolent, like the darkest, scariest, craziest thing, like pure evil, ....THIS IS REALITY. Drop your notions of good, bad, survival, etc.... and then when you are done purifying yourself of your silly human perspective....THEN you can finally receive truth. But the human perspective....is a hard perspective to drop.....because it really means death. Not just death through a mystical appearance....oh nooooo, it means you become the walking dead. You escape the perspective of the character you have been playing your whole life.

I've experienced what you experienced...it can get even darker...what you got to experience was your shadow. If I locked you in a room and tortured the hell out of you long enough....the part you just experienced....would surface. So you got to meet your dark side. The reason you enjoyed it is because you LOVE DARKNESS!! You LOVE EVIL!!!! This is a secret most don't want to explore. You love everything, and I mean EVERYTHING!!! What you think you hate is just societal conditioning, the constructed ego. Those shrooms got you out of your conditioned mind to experience malevolence. It's crazy that, that is just as much you as the normal fun loving guy you normally are huh? Now that was the REAL WORK!!! I'm glad you got through it okay, glad you didn't get suicidal. That trip showed you why WAR exists, slavery, genocide, and whatever other horrors you can think of.

^^^^Naw you aren't wrong...but umm....if infinite intelligence followed your very limited perspective....consider the consequences.....ever think of that. I notice a lot of people never think about that. Reality is constructing infinite perspectives....actualized.org is just one itty bitty tiny perspective among a ridiculous infinity of perspectives. So while what you say is true....umm where is the fun? The adventure? Let's say reality were to listen to you and adhere to what you just posted....what do you think would happen?

The part I bolded....that takes talking to yourself to a whole other level LOL. Example: Hey dude I didn't understand what you meant? Mind explaining? Response: It means everything to me!!! Example: Wow...dude...I guess you are the only one here....why are you so mean to yourself dude? Now onto your analysis....you said it lacks the dimension of depth of openness, because you perceive it clearly...um how can it lack the depth of openness...if you perceive it clearly...that means it was open enough to be perceived clearly...... You said he sees enlightenment as love, glory, you see it as the cosmos revealing itself as a living being. How is a living being, that is revealing itself DIFFERENT than love and glory? This is what I am talking about!!! You have a very divisive mind that seeks to divide. Literally all the epistemological teachings would say that the cosmos revealing itself, which would be called awakening is an expression of love, and glory!! But you somehow...find a way...to disagree...and create it into a debate....about nothing!!! LOL!!! You are a perfect expression of the absolute's ability to purposefully create conflict over nothing!!!! This is why I said you don't know love....because you turned love into a concept, and then as result become confused. I asked a friend of mine who has taken 5 MEO about you and why you do this nonsense and he says it is probably your strategy to stay grounded. I'm like if he wants to stay grounded...it might be better for him to get off the forums cause he is just messing his mind up. When you took 5 MEO....was that a concept? I see what the problem is....you don't like the fact that it is only you....you don't think that's love. The void terrifies you. I experienced it before so I get it, but all you got to do is remember...it's you and everything will be okay. I finally understand what your issue is. Because you think love doesn't actually exist as everything and nothing. Because you don't see the void as love...this is the cause of all your responses. At a certain point you gotta accept it man....

Who is "we"....and do you really believe the Self needs to constantly create a model? Or rather...the self that has tricked itself into thinking its human needs the model?

Which is a concept....notice...you attempt to not construct a concept....and then you push forward a concept...so which is it? Also...why do you waste your time repeating the same thing? Might as well just copy and paste that same response....on every thread...it would save you time. Also...if what you said were true....then why are you still here? On this forum....what is it that you seek?

Totally true...but all of a life is addictive....life is the craziest drug....that is the hilarious part of all this....life itself is a drug. You don't even need drugs....your body is a drug...consciousness is a drug....that's the part that is hilarious!!! People only use drugs to access a more direct connection to consciousness and they don't even realize it.

Ohhhhh I know....not the specifics but the energy...I've gone through my own...but I am pretty sure when you had your Alien Awakening it pretty much completely shattered the human spirituality paradigm so badly....you were like...'What is even the point of humans?" Cool thing for me I had an awakening into how cool humans are and how amazing they are. So I've come to realize that each Ego's job is to maximize all the different perspectival viewpoints. Infinite Intelligence will look at itself from every conceivable angle ever!!! Which is why all our interactions are hilarious as all hell in the grand scheme of things because conflict is going to be inherent because of this. I love your blog posts by the way...any blog posts I think are important I'll post them it's gonna take me awhile to go through them all lol.

You can only penetrate a mind if you first understand their perspective. Many times when you disagree...you are unable to describe what the disagreement is. You often give vague descriptions and don't go into detail so it often comes across as just random disagreement for the sake of it. For example you said above on another's post...it is lacking a dimension....that really doesn't say anything....

https://www.actualized.org/insights/the-trap-of-pragmatism Bitter people vent Leo....." Excerpt from your Rant on Pragmatism "So much debate, so many words, so little substance. None of them can render a satisfactory explanation of Consciousness, Truth, or GOD. I reached the ultimate understanding of reality despite all their bullshit. I spit on all of them. None of them comprehend GOD. Fuck you academic devils for what you did to philosophy. You turned the most important subject of all into a joke. I had to wade neck-deep through 2000 years of your horseshit to finally reach GOD on my own. So pardon me if I’m a bit bitter. I’m trying to show you how to cut through all the crap and do some serious philosophy." It's all good though, I get it I felt the same way every time I discovered a lie growing up about some aspect of the World that was presented as different.

https://www.actualized.org/insights/i-am-not-a-master Basically he is saying his main objective is exploration, cataloguing, and sharing the information as best he can. He is integrating as well but that wasn't his prime objective. I wonder what he thinks now currently.....

Design, reached, sounds like you reaching omniscience....was also a game.....maybe you just find the other games not as enjoyable. Well you do play the Actualized.Org moderator game....so maybe that fits your tastes? Are you not entertained? Is that not why you are here? course I am just messing with ya...

Absolute Solipsism is not even a concept....it's absolutely true and it literally cannot be unproven...and all of Science continually proves it. 1. When you go to sleep at night your current world disappears. 2. If you aren't there to experience something...it doesn't exist for you. You might say but someone can tell me about it.....that person is in your experience. But they can show me a video, that video is in your experience. 3. How do we know this to be true? Easily...have you ever known anything in what you call Life that was OUTSIDE your experience? The answer is NO!!! All knowledge, knowing, is in experience. So what does this mean? It means your experience is ABSOLUTE!!! Which means...you are the ABSOLUTE!!! That's it. This is what ABSOLUTE SOLIPSISM says. Notice...you cannot argue against it. Why? Because it's absolute. All you can do is DENY what is true, but you can never disprove it...why..because it's ABSOLUTE!! Now....when you awaken to the ramifications of what this actually means....then you discover that there is no difference between a hallucination, a dream, or what you call real life. If you truly awaken to this....it will cause nihilism, and a deep depression for many. Initially when I awoken to this and perceptual experience changed permanently for this, it was EASY for me. I was like...what is Leo talking about I love this!!! Then slowly...lately even...my desire to go back to my separate 3D experience started to come back. Then I realized what Leo was talking about. Many of you have no clue how much you love "OTHER." You do not want to realize that your reality is imaginary, you think you do but when you do....you will realize you are all alone. You are an Infinite Void...that creates OTHER. It's one thing to say it, but to live from that state is RADICAL. You might say....but why would I want to do this. Well.....your ability to interface with reality changes....it becomes DIRECT. And let's just say a whole new world appears before you. You think having a bug crawling on you is uncomfortable? Try having the whole world moving WITHIN YOU!!! Can't get more intimate than that!!

You can't really mean believe that talking on here is an actual spiritual practice of deconstruction....reconstruction, or creation, sure but deconstruction? If you want to do that, LIKE REALLY DO THAT you would need to make a thread and have us actually offer forms of deconstruction. Otherwise...using the conceptual mind actually increases the web that it tangles...you are making the ego more rigid. If you truly want to untangle the conceptual mind here...seek to accept every position here. Basically AGREE WITH EVERYTHING and argue nothing. What your currently doing is the opposite which actually makes your ego more rigid.

If you want to do 0D...do 0D...does it really matter if they put numbers on it or not? Why don't you ask yourself...why does it bother me that they put numbers on it? Also...why does the number complicate things? Did you read the source material I gave, I think they do a good job of explaining their perspective. Like anything it is a map at the end of the day...but understand if you dismiss something without truly understanding it....you are just being a bigot. Nothing wrong with that.....being a bigot is a part of the natural psychology of the human experience at some point in time we are all being bigoted. But hey you can always take the harder path.....and try to understand what they are saying....either way its ultimately up to you. No wrong or right in this scenario...and if you don't like the word bigot...we can replace it as you are being biased...either way it is what it is... thanks for your response.

I'm glad you understand...also...I didn't have my first friend until my 11th grade in high school. I got picked on bullied and got into fights as a result from kindergarten to junior year. Hell some tried to bully me in the first college I went too as well. Every friend I ever made....became a life-long friend. This doesn't mean they didn't steal from me or manipulate me in some way. I forgave every single one of them and they all changed to the best of their ability through me accepting them. It wasn't easy, because people don't like to be called out. One of my friends threatened to crash the car I was riding in with him one time (He was the driver). So all these melodramatic you don't understand my pain stuff that people like to use as a defense...it's a cop out. I will say the same thing I have always said...'Be a friend to have a friend." What is a friend? A friend is one who forgives you when you are weak and unruly. A friend is one who calls you out even though it could end the relationship. A friend is one gives to you not to get something out of it. A friend is one who doesn't keep score and if they do...they don't hold it against you. A friend roots for you in your victories, and cries with you or at least meets you in your sorrow. A friend accepts they are imperfect and so are their friend. A friend doesn't unfriend you because you haven't communicated for years. Why? Because a true friend...is a friend for life. ^^^This is the motto I have lived by. Why? It's because it is how I wish the world would be. Be the change you want to see in the world. Why? Because if you play the same game as the world....then why are you complaining....you are only complaining about yourself!!! LOL.

1. Authenticity: A genuine desire for something. Things that are opposite of authenticity, pretending, going through the motions, fear, nervousness, ignorance, putting on airs, arrogance, ignorance. How to develop Authenticity. Authenticity is Self-Knowledge, for now we will keep out the BIG SELF, and put the focus on the little self. What do you know about your little self? First question would be what are your talents? You only know your talents by trying many different things and seeing what comes easy. Second question how honest are you about why you believe what you believe and why you do what you do? Really question EVERYTHING you do...for example....if right now you want to use the bathroom...but you don't....WHY? Maybe you say I will go walk in an hour....but you change your mind... WHY? You need to have a psychological profile on yourself!!! In the spy community they call it a Dossier. You need to have a Dossier on yourself!! Height, Weight, favorite jokes, favorite color, favorite past-times, etc. How well do you know the human character you are playing? Ever notice when people admire someone they know everything about them? They hang on their every word? Ask yourself...would a spy no more than you about yourself? Ask yourself would an UBER obsessed fan of yours know you better than you know yourself? Ask yourself....has Razard86 predicted you very well....and why is that? The better you understand yourself...the more you will see yourself in others and not only be able to relate to them intellectually but experientially because you will understand their struggle. Every single person in life is on the journey of self-knowledge...that is why you often hear people who are wildly successful eventually say the famous phrases "I didn't know who I was, I wanted to discover who I am.....and blah blah blah it happens so much it is starting to become an old movie. Life is SELF-DISCOVERY, SELF-KNOWLEDGE, the more you learn about the amazing human you are inherently....the more you can share your amazing self with us.... When you finally understand this character....then you can truly be AUTHENTIC. Authenticity will be for you....I know why I do this, I know what I value, I know my strengths, I know my limitations, and I know that I am constantly changing so even this map I have of myself...is a continual update. But at least with this map...I can be Authentic. The last piece of Authenticity.....through the constant studying of yourself and calling yourself out and allowing others to call you out...you will develop discernment. Discernment IS SELF-AWARENESS, It is the highest level of accountability. With this skill in every moment you will be able to see your ego CLEARLY and the egos of others clearly. So one important aspect of study is to study what is ego? Pay attention to the things I point out and notice they are universal....all egos are the same in what they want...how they obtain it...is the only difference. How did I learn this? Through honesty about what I want...and studying human history and the people around me and noticing....we all want the same thing. YOU are human history...every human that has lived is you...and you are them so the better you understand yourself the more Authentic you can be. Be your greatest fan....cause there will never be another life like yours...EVER!!!