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That's by design. I wondered for awhile why God designed the ego to be arrogant and to complain and think everything is normal....I discovered it was so it could surprise itself. Every now and then God surprises me with really cool moments where my awareness spikes higher than it normally is and catches me off guard. It has happened so often randomly I realize I was being given my answer. Our only issue is bias, if every human could realize that all of their human knowledge is what separates them from God they would drop it in a heart beat. Oh and I know it wasn't random but I'm not smart enough to predict when it will happen so it feels random.

Thank you for the clarifications. I'll sprinkle something for you. It can hold. You can live from that state. If you so choose. Any psychedelic state you take on, you can keep, if you so choose. The belief of a time limit in trips, is brainwashing nonsense, social conditioning. YOU limit how long your trips are as God. Now I am not saying the ego has control over it, I am saying that you as God will allow the ego to live in that state if it is capable of handling it. So understand you have only touched the tip, Reality is much more radical than you think.

I'm glad you became aware of this LOL. Without feeling...there is nothing to experience.

From the ego's perspective this is ABSOLUTELY TRUE. :"It is just as breathtakingly and unspeakably beautiful as it is horrifying and hideous. " The ego's version of Absolute truth is duality. The Absolute only sees beauty.

The first rule of therapy is honesty. Here is something. Majority of Depression is caused by suppression. There is something you desire that is going unfulfilled and as a result your perspective on life being feasible has crumbled. This is normal. But you can only discover this if you sit, and ask yourself some questions. 1. What is it I really want? Not what other people tell me I should want, what is it I WANT? 2. Why do I want this? Is it sincere? Or is it again something that is an attempt to prove something to others around me? 3. How honest am I with myself? What do I like to lie about? How can I figure out better what I actually want? 4. Do I know how amazing I am? If not why not? Have I ever gave my best towards something long enough to discover my own genius? Do I even know what my talents are? 5. Have I cultivated any friendships? Do I even know what friendship is? If I have friends, have I been a good friend to them? 6. Do I take time to relax or am I always on the go? You can use this map I made that describes how the ego functions. One of these needs is not getting met.

Many people demonize Leo, a woman made a video and said he was Satan if I remember correctly.

Life is an infinite perspective. You are always trapped in how you look at it. But yes from the ABSOLUTE PERSPECTIVE....everything is INFINITE INTELLIGENCE. So yes from the absolute stupid or dumb doesn't exist as those are distinctions we are creating. It is all just infinite intelligence. One day those that think themselves intelligent will discover the power of stupidity LOL. Want to know the power of stupidity? All conflict is an expression of stupidity. ALL OF IT!!! Let that one sink in. If you are engaged in conflict with anyone at anytime, you are actually being stupid....cause you are just arguing with yourself. So see? We are all stupid by design....and intelligent as well of course.

Exactly. Its genius. Cause the one thing you can't fake the funk on is PAIN. LOL and of course your love for LIFE. Fear of death always proves...you love LIFE. Also for people who are reading this, please don't harm your physical body. I had a user mistake this talk for physical death. It's psychological. We are not pushing for you guys to harm your body. Feed your body and take care of it.

1. Enter an altered state. 2. Have studied the concepts of Non-Duality that you understand it enough that its not bullshit to you. You can't fake this shit. If you don't understand it, it won't happen. That is the whole point of the teachings. 3. Under the altered state start stripping away your beliefs that you have been educated into. Focus on what is true in your direct experience not on what the content of the dream has taught you through education and science. You can only do this if you truly understand intellectually that there is no difference between your dreams at night and what you call your regular life (waking dream). 4. If you follow the above steps, an existential fear is going to arise. Sit and allow it. This will be the MOMENT OF TRUTH. You will discover in this moment if you really want to awaken or not. 5. Now don't beat yourself up if you retreat back to the safety of your character identity. Because this is the hardest thing you can ever do. You are killing the dream of duality, of individuality, so it can be jarring. But the great thing is you got to experience the existential fear and now this process is REAL to you. That fear isn't an accident. It points to the fact that YOU as presently constructed will DIE. Your body will remain, but you will cause a permanent shift in your experience if you go further. The fear is there to test how badly you want it. If you want it, that fear won't stop you and you will do it again until you accomplish it. So how do you accomplish it? Do the steps, sit in the fear, and it will happen on its own. Your mind will deconstruct itself on its own since you sufficiently convinced yourself that you do not agree with your original construction of reality. This will start a several months long process of your body rewiring your neurological system to make the experience of Oneness PERMANENT. One of the parts of this process gave me a terribly bad trip where I felt like I was getting raped metaphysically. Why? Because I was becoming ONE with everything on such a deep level it was like everything was penetrating me and entering me. LOL. Talk about invasion of privacy. Now why did it feel like this? Because my sense of a body became everything around me. So it felt like the whole world was entering my body like someone trying to share the same clothes as you as you are wearing it. Anyway at the time I realize it only felt like a violation because in comparison to my normal experience it felt alien, and wrong. Now it's natural and normal. It's so obvious that reality is ONE because that is my lived experience, no different than you feeling like a separate individual. I both experience Oneness, and Duality at the same time. If you want an example how to do it. Watch this video by Leo. You can just listen to this video over and over with an open mind and if you believe what is being stated in this video as truth...it will happen on its own. Repeat this until it happens. IT WILL, if you want it.

He's not saying that. He's saying that every possibility that could ever exists already exists. As such each moment is both new and old. Each moment is also stand alone like an image in a film reel. When you watch a film each moment is stand alone. Because the events in that movie are not bound by time. You can pause it, fast forward it and rewind it. Now guess what? You can reach a state of Consciousness where you can rewind, and fast forward events in your life. Works the same way because its all imaginary.

I agree but the crazy thing for me is.....at least a chair as a concept makes sense within parameters. But the world has never created a consistent enough definition of what a Jew is. https://www.dna-worldwide.com/resource/159/jewish-ancestry-and-dna-testing#:~:text=In addition%2C both tests come,or any other belief system. This blows my mind. Forget about the Absolute Truth, they don't even have their relative truth figured out on there own level.

When you say you awakened to Solipsism. Unpack that for me. What was the nature of that experience. Also its not just about having the experience in a moment, can you stabilize it. Can you make it your default experience. If you cannot then you still have some attachments to get rid of, you still have some resistance.

It all depends on how you look at it. Its both true and untrue. The beauty is in being able to experience it first hand.

Thank you for your response. We are all petty and any issues we have with ourselves is due to style which separates us from the substance so its no big problem its absolutely normal. 1. When I say nondual state, I explained that earlier at the top of my post where I said its not enough to be aware that all is one. For many people when they take a psychedelic they can become aware that all is one. But they may not be aware of LOVE. So what I am referring to is how to become aware of both Love and Oneness. 2. The two minds I explained earlier, the brain is the part of you that is focused on survival. The other mind that is part of you is the heart chakra. Now obviously there are other chakras and I could go deep into how they impact you such as the third eye, the crown, etc. but I wanted to focus on the part that doesn't deal with survival when fully opened. A fully opened heart chakra is only possible when you have made your peace with the finite life of the human identity. Only through that can the love that is searched for be realized as a baseline experience. 3. All enlightenment discussions are models because every communication is itself a model. A model cannot be avoided, for example many Neo-Advaita try to avoid models but no matter what they do their communication will always be received as a model. The point is to allow your intuition which has the ability to resonate and detect the substance, heart, or essence that is trying to be communicated within the model. This can only be done with an openness which again= Open Heart. My point is in your spiritual journey a special emphasis on your heart chakra is paramount. Because that is what gets you to the truth of what you are. You are love, and you designed the human body to place your most authentic nature in the non-linear, non-conceptual, intuitive, felt part of you which is your heart. When the brain heart connection is established, then you can finally communicate with the universe. This is just me outlining a method of how it works.

Its just an experience like anything else. Enjoy it. If it works for you it works for you. Who knows maybe you'll find a wife there LOL. But if you want to know whether the Mormon church is going to take you to a deeper connection with God? No. There isn't a single religion currently created that will. Because the path to God is direct devotion within. I won't beat a dead horse on what that entails. But going to a Mormon church can be nice training wheels and the social connections there could last a life time....so why not?

Max Kellerman and Andre Ward are masters at understanding the sport of Boxing. I just love hearing two masters discuss something. Gives me great joy!!

The title says it all. What you don't understand is, how can I answer your question...if you don't tell me what you don't understand. You asked me to be specific, but you need to be specific on what you think isn't specific. The title says how to live from a Non-Dual state. So I am explaining that.

Can you be clear and more concise on what is confusing? What part is too vague?

So that's how it feels to be a bowling ball and hit some pins. Interesting.

It's literally only because they don't want too. It's why I said Self-Honesty is the most important thing. People literally get married and have children and never wanted to in the first place. What they wanted was to be accepted, so they denied their deepest desires, for their surface desires. You see the only reason humans are complicated is because they are INFINITE!!! Your psychological makeup is a combination of lies and truths you tell yourself. If you lie too much you will get confused and have NO CLUE why you are doing what you are doing. The secret in life was hidden in every major religion. Tell the truth. But notice people say WHY? What is in it for me? Notice every religion can't answer that. That was on purpose!! Why? Because if you knew telling the truth made you smarter, stronger, wiser, healthier, EVERYBODY would do it!! But that would be cheating!!! No!!! Construct a world, where people choose to tell the truth, for its own sake!! And be rewarded in SECRET!!!! That would be TRUE AUTHENTICITY!!! Are getting the beauty of this design? God set this up so intelligently that GOODNESS CANNOT BE FAKED!!! All people who pretend to be good will be discovered. All liars will be exposed to the truth!!! Lol it's genius!!!

You only care about life because its special. Why? Because your human identity is one of a kind. Only you having lived as that identity truly understand the beauty of the human identity. The secret is special doesn't need comparison. That is what a human thinks because a human thinks it is separate. Only when faced with God do you understand how special you are. God created death so you can realize how special you are. Life is only special because you can lose it. Once your human body is destroyed completely that human life is over. That is what makes it precious, special. If your human self lived forever it couldn't be special. Special is exclusivity. Special is limited. So why is God the most special? Because God is unlimited limits!!! You exist as one of God's imagined limits! Which is why you are so special and why God is so special. It's so obvious!!!

^^^^^LOL if Realizing God doesn't make you special then you don't know what special is. 1. God is the most special thing there is. 2. You realize that is what you are. 3. So you realize that you are the most special thing there is. Then vibv walks up to you and denies that you are special. So vibv tells you that you are not God. Why? Because vibv doesn't know what special is. Why? Because vibv thinks it is egoic to think you are special. Not realizing that by that logic...nothing is special. But if nothing is special, then how can vibv know what is and isn't special? Because vibv is in denial of the fact that they are special, which is why...they must deny the specialty of themselves and existence. So how do we solve this conundrum? Easy, threaten vibv's life and those they care about and you will discover how special vibv feels about life. The beauty of death is it REVEALS THE TRUTH!!!

So uhhhh look at this https://www.dna-worldwide.com/resource/159/jewish-ancestry-and-dna-testing#:~:text=In addition%2C both tests come,or any other belief system. Now we all know in spirituality that every distinction is imaginary right? But ummm the category or classification of Jew, is so ambigous, so vague, that literally people are killing themselves over something they cannot accurately define. You literally cannot even use Science to claim someone is a Jew or not a Jew because humanity hasn't even come up with a consistent enough definition to create it. So the term Jew, is not even consistent enough to actually be a thing. I want you to understand what I am saying here. I am telling even under the false materialist paradigm, they haven't even come up with what is actually a Jew. Now take that into consideration....and watch this. My Gosh....talk about being asleep!!! I didn't know the DEPTHS of sleep carrying on here. They are literally fighting when they don't even know what a Jew is!!! Think about this!!! If you hear someone say they are descended from a Jewish line, understand that they could never prove that. Science as currently constructed...cannot even make a sufficient assertion to what the term Jew even means....WOW!!!

See what I bolded? Why do you think God created YOU!!!! Why do you think duality is here? This is why I said....egos reveal how far they are on the path....by the stuff they said. One day you will become conscious that all egoic knowledge is pure arrogance. So all of my personal knowledge is pure arrogance. All of my posts on Actualized.org is pure arrogance. Why? Because all my knowledge is finite, limited, and has no power. Why? Because my ego has no ability to change the laws of physics. If knowledge is power, then how can an ego have power when all it can do is follow the rules? God CREATES RULES. So this means all pride, all accomplishment, is pure delusion, and thus ARROGANCE!!! If God so chooses, God can wipe out all of existence...with EASE!!! So when you as God become aware of yourself as God, and you feel the presence of your ego, you realize how arrogant and delusional your ego is. Obviously you love it, but you become aware of why your ego complains, and why evil exists. Egos by nature are arrogance, that was by design. Go deeper to find out...WHY you designed it this way!!!