Razard86

As a creator you were given the gift of the ego. The ego I like to joke= Every Gathered Opinion. This ego is designed to evaluate, extrapolate meaning, and categorize/label what is being experienced into a particular classification/box. This is helpful in being able to store information/data, and to compare and contrast it with other data. The ego's purpose is to push for ever new creative expression by looking for limitations in what is being expressed. What the ego looks for it creates, but due to ignorance of this process the ego can believe that its not that it creates it, but that its creation of meaning is inherent, or evident. This is what creates bias, or what you can call classification lock, once you see one thing as a tree, everything is a tree. What is worse is once this ego has a bias of something being bad or evil, it can stop its creativity from functioning in many different ways as it is now constructed to live in an antagonistic, war like, reality. This is why I have said the MAP IS THE TERRITORY. The map is the territory when you are stuck in maps. As long as you walking lost in thought looking at your map for answers, then your map has become the territory. You must first become aware that the map is the territory, before you can drop the map and perceive the territory. All bias, is just the MAP. Anything you hate, resent, cannot stand, is just a map. Anytime you say no not this, or its actually like this, or this would be better, etc etc= This is just a map. All your maps, are symbolic interpretations that are attached to a specific meaning. All meaning= Every Gathered Opinion. The persona, the perspective= The MAP. This is at the crux of all understanding of how your mind is operating. Until you become aware of this you will be lost and confused as a creator. Why is this important? Because there are two types of criticism. There is constructive criticism, which is criticism aimed towards greater functionality of a creation, and there is what I call denigration which is the denial of the value/meaning of a creation. The moment you as a creator put something in the public eye you are not just going to get praise, you will also get criticism. Now criticism is not bad, because it serves a particular function which is to bring awareness to a limitation/lack of function. In short criticism is designed to point out dysfunctionality so the creation can expand its ability to function to a greater degree. The issue is not all criticism is functional. Majority of those who criticize do not do so with the aim to honestly push towards expansion in creativity, but instead do so to express disdain for a particular creation that does not align with their Ego/Every Gathered Opinion. As such the criticism ends up being the opposite of what it's intended purpose was supposed to be which was upliftment. Because we live in a world of dysfunctional criticism which you can call deconstructive criticism or destruction, criticism has now become demonized because of the lack of benefit that comes from its widespread unskillful use. Sure you can derive the benefit of emotional resilience, and a greater union with all that you create through the ability to see past the dysfunctional critics who masquerade as experts but since as a creator you have limited resources these critics can end up becoming just another distraction. With all this said if you aim to be a constructive critic here are some questions you can ask the creator and yourself before sharing your criticism. 1. What was the message you were trying to explain/express here? 2. Are you open to different styles of expression or are you happy with your current one? 3. What are some ways you think this can improve if any? Now notice....if you pay attention that a criticism is also a creation. This means your criticism is also open to being critiqued as well. As such understand that criticism is art, so as such it can also be haphazard and serve a particular meaning/function that way as well. For example when someone tells you "You are full of shit." This is confrontational, and direct and raw. But it serves a particular purpose. It's a direct pointer from the critic that the creator is out of alignment and being dishonest. Many think this expression is bad or wrong, but do not realize that the expression is actually meant to elicit anger. It's meant to rattle the recipient into emotional distress and deep introspection. Whenever someone calls you a fraud there is usually an immediate emotional reaction to defend and retaliate. But get this message enough times and a self-inquiry will be initiated to wonder is this true? Am I really fooling myself here? So this entire post is not meant to denigrate any style of criticism, its to bring awareness to why it exists. Now criticism also can be humor, which is just an attempt to elicit joy in others but as you know can cause conflict if it is aimed at something meant to be taken seriously. I won't go down this rabbit hole, just illuminating how different contexts, and intentions can create conflict. The simple message is...always be clear with yourself the intentions behind your actions. What you know, what you don't know, and what you desire. This will help you create more authentically both as a creator and as a critic. Awareness is a beautiful thing.

So I became aware that in a sober state I can have conversations with God and God will answer my questions. In my direct experience I have tried some crazy things which I will only share in PM upon request. But what I was shown is life only appears rational but at certain states you can do certain things and they will work out. So I asked God, I said God can you ever figure life out? God said that life always adjusts to you and your state of consciousness in such a way you will never figure it out. I don't care how much knowledge you have, it will adjust and bring something new for you to discover. People who are irrational will start to act rational, people who are rational will start to act irrational, a mean dog will be nice, a scared cat will come up to you, a Police Officer who never gives warnings will give you a warning, and so on and so on. So understand your knowledge is not useless...but its useless at the same time. This is very funny to me, I literally have to just live balls to the wall and do stuff and I am forced like everybody else to discover and experience what happens. HAHAHHAHAH So analysis paralysis? Pah drop it. Reality is you always adjusting to you, so it will ALWAYS be one step ahead....lol infinite steps ahead actually but you already knew that. P.S. : How to talk to God? Well can you stop believing you are a human? Pleasee? Pretty Please? That is the only barrier. Whose the imaginary friend? Is it the human character or is it God?......When you think....who are you talking too?

Yes, random=Unable to compute it. For example casinos use random number generators, but its not actually random its computed, but the equations are so complex if you cannot unravel the complexity it will appear as random. So us humans believe in luck and random because of the limitations of our intelligence/creativity/imagination and this is why Science has such a controversial relationship with mysticism. Many mystics could not speak the language of Science in a way that dispelled the mystery. Now Science is starting to merge with Mysticism, this next generation of Scientists are going to work with the new emerging model of Consciousness that says that Consciousness is all there is and it is a mystical/magical appearance which cannot be bound by any particular frame/reference point. ^^^To put it simple, we collectively need to understand that irrationality needs to exist, because it needs to be free to be constructed in an unlimited way. Think of irrationality as a bunch of lego blocks scattered on the floor, and rationality as you constructing/building a house with those blocks. First it was irrational= Those blocks have no meaning, they are just scattered we cannot derive any use from it. Then we construct a house, well now we HAVE SOMETHING. We can put people inside, a couch, a table, etc. Humans are addicted to rationality=survival bias=need for control. Irrationality they will tell you....oh its frivolous, it doesn't serve any purpose. LOL. You see? This is where everything goes wrong. They are BOTH important!!! How do we know....because they are here!!! If something is here...it is inherently of EQUAL VALUE!!!! If you think something is greater or lesser....you are just being rational and looking for functionality. ^^^^^SEEE. Simple huh? But it can also be deep!!!

Couple more additions. 1. Recognize when your issue with a creation is more based on the style. For example if a person's creation adequately gets the message across it has done its job. Sure maybe they could have made it shorter, maybe they could have made it longer with more examples. Notice and understand that no one creation is going to fit all stylistic preferences. The central focus should always be, did it accomplish its intended purpose. If it did, then its fine and any issue you have is just your preference. Understand...that creation was not created for your particular preference, is was created to be shared with everyone. Highly selfish people=It should fit my preference. Highly Selfless people= How can this be improved for the collective benefit? Which paradigm are your criticisms stemming from?

You keep thinking I'm someone separate from you gaining insights. We are all just vessels of God, you are no less capable of getting insights. All you gotta do is believe you are worthy to receive, and you will receive. The only point of human knowledge is to become skilled in being able to share those insights.

Oh you'll know, responses you would never make will be the proof. No human is higher and lower, I posted those videos as pointers to how you can do it yourself. 1. You are the ultimate authority so only you can verify if its true. The whole point of epistemology is to remind/awaken you to your true nature. A clue is God sees unity, as you communicate the responses will always point to the unity of everything, it will always communicate allowance, receptivity, etc. 2. You imagine everything, you imagine a difference between monkey mind and God, everything is God. Know what the monkey mind is in its entirety and you will know if it's God or just your so called monkey mind. The whole point of duality is to use the play of opposites to train your ability to become aware of what is a Godly perspective or a human perspective. The key is to focus on how things are connected and essential to the functionality of everything, not how they are beneficial to you on a personal level. Monkey mind always wants to possess and control, to own, to brag, to uplift itself, etc.. God would obviously include both because it denies nothing, but as such it can point to the connectivity and the lack of connectivity, it can go in all directions in its ability to point and direct. See why all this epistemology is so important? You won't be able to recognize you are talking to God when you think....if you cannot recognize God's nature. 3. I posted the children's imagination video because when you talk to God you are just imagining it. You are trained from birth in society to demonize your imagination. Yet in Conversations with God...Neale is told that he is imagining God, so is Leo in that video I posted, and I was told as well when I did. The whole point of this thread is to push you all to take back your authority, to realize that you are One and the whole/totality so yes you can communicate with that Totality. All you have to do....as I have said many times...is let go of bias. All bias is just assumptions of what you think you know, close-mindedness. The biggest barrier of Masculine very logical minds is their belief that Love does not exist, their belief that imagination is not the true reality, this is all just the demonization/bias of their femininity. Be reborn into that child-like wonder, that open-ness and receptivity that has not been filled with knowledge and concepts to gain the fulfillment of those knowledge and concepts through your direct experience.

Cool keep it up. We can expand into open mindedness and receptivity, or we can contract into close mindedness and denial. It's all just an experience of comparisons for the elevation of our understanding and clarity.

You can only see what you are. Because everything is just a projection, a reflection of an interpretation. It is what it is.

Picture you are a bubble zoomed in. Zoom out what do you see? Is the bubble being controlled? Zoomed in the bubble thinks it is moving itself but zoomed out the bubble is being moved. It depends on which perspective you take. I'd rather take the all inclusive zoomed out perspective....the irony is if you zoom out far enough......you wind up right back zoomed in all over again.

You said disassociation is not meditation? *Cough* Self Inquiry= Not this, Not that, Neti Neti= I disassociate myself from this and that to FIND ME!!! ^^^^Which is meditation. Because you have to be present...WHICH YOU ALWAYS ARE....you are ALWAYS PRESENT. Even lost in thought you are present, you are present in your thought. You are always just shifting your awareness to something. You expand it and you contract it. Concentration is a contraction of awareness to a single point of focus. This isn't complicated. You are creating stories more and more stories. You biased Masculine Minds. You are like a scientist in a dream in a lab trying to find out reality....while IN reality. You will chase your tail...luckily your body can drop otherwise you will chase your tail for infinity.

When this is truly understood....it will cause most humans to curl up in a ball and cry their eyes out. ^^^The secret is not a single human has all the answers. Elon Musk the richest man in the world, the man who mastered survival on a level that few others will ever reach...has no clue why the hell there is something rather than nothing. I have the answer to his questions....but I have no clue how to master survival on the level he has. All a human can do is pick a path and go and master something....and share that experience. None of us have all the answers, we do have something to share though if we have confirmed it in direct experience.

Go ask an serial killer/rapist, who believes that ants are holy deities sent here to save humanity from the coming rat infestation that will destroy humanity to sit and meditate so they can become aware of their true nature. You guys keep creating distinctions. There is no meditation, meditation is an illusion!!! Existence IS MEDITATION!!! The point of what you call meditation, is just to sit still, and observe that you are existence. But technically you are ALWAYS doing that. When are you NOT observing? When you watch your favorite movie you are meditating on the movie. When you practice shooting a basketball you are meditating on shooting the basketball and becoming aware of how to better place your fingers, and how to better adjust the force you use to perfect the arc of the shot so you can put the ball in the basket at a higher rate. This is why I have said ^^^^EVERYTHING IS SPIRITUALITY!!! I literally keep giving you guys pointers and you all keep putting yourself back to sleep!!! All of life teaches you how to wake up. ALL OF LIFE. Spiritual practices are POINTERS, you cannot wake up through meditation. If that was the case ANYBODY can wake up if they meditated enough. Study LIFE!!! And Life will teach you!!! Basketball is spirituality. Video Games is Spirituality. Porn is spirituality. Sitting down and doing nothing is spirituality. EVERYTHING IS SPIRITUALITY you bias characters!!! Yall are bias!!!!! Stop creating distinctions!!! The only thing that stop you from awakening is a CLOSED MIND, a CLOSED MIND is a BIASED MIND. A creator.....has NO BIAS!!!! True love, true care, true mastery, true understanding, is devoid of bias. So drop your human perspective. A person can have an awakening while watching porn, while playing video games, or while playing a sport. Why do you think people have spontaneous awakenings? Really ask yourself why. It is NOT random. I have already told yall how to do it, and yall ignore. My gosh. All yall biases just blind yall. Yall demonize religion, not realizing that religion teaches the DIRECT PATH!!! Ignore the dogma in religion, look at what religion points to. Why does the self-help community exist? What do they point to? They point to mastery. Mastery can lead to awakening. Why does philosophy and self-inquiry exist? What do they point to? They point to an investigation into the nature of your existence. Why does Science exist? What does it point to? It points to an investigation into the nature of existence. Everything...is pointing to the same thing.....figure it out. There is nothing random here. It is all constructed a particular way. Think like a CREATOR, NOT A CHARACTER THAT IS A PART OF THE CREATION. Bias is the resistance of that which feels bad=======The only thing that blocks you from awakening. Can you accept BAD? No matter how BAD it feels? Even if it feels like you are going insane? Losing your mind?

No what I am saying is...the same lack of control you had in your trip is the same lack of control you will have. The more selfless you are, the more control you get. You want to raise your intelligence to connect to Infinite Intelligence? Remove the bias you have. The only difference between God and a human is a human has human bias. You need to love murder, rape, genocide, stuff that stinks, bugs, torture, etc. Drop the character perspective, think like an author or video game creator. When a developer creates a horror movie or video game, does he hate these ghastly creatures? No!!! But the characters in the game or movie do!!! Oh and one last thing....you have to see EVERYTHING as equally alive. If you keep making distinctions like this is real but this is not real, then you cannot do it. Yall wanna stay human so bad, you gotta drop human to awaken as God. Then you can be God aware that it is pretending to be human. Anything other than that is wasting your time. In one sense humans are not alive, because you are LIFE, you make the human alive by imagining them as alive, this means you can imagine humans as NOT alive, as robotic simulated appearances walking around, be brave enough to see that reality as well. How serious are you about waking up? God is like an innocent child that plays pretend with its creations but God's power has the ability to make this pretend REAL. Well sorry innocent child....it's time to grow up and stop being so attached to your toys.

^^^Appearance, appearance of control, this part if going to hurt....is Mickey Mouse in control of its actions? If Walt Disney made a movie about Mickey Mouse and had it drawn from the first person perspective is Mickey Mouse actually in control? Yall don't understand how this works. If I wiped your memory and had you watch a first person Mickey Mouse movie and you became completely engrossed in the movie. If you didn't have a human identity anymore or memories of being human you could watch that first person movie of Mickey Mouse as if it was your LIFE. You would live your life as Mickey Mouse and have thoughts, and feelings, trials and tribulations, etc. You could also awaken that you were Mickey Mouse and were just living in a cartoon movie. THIS IS AWAKENING!!!! This is what I mean!!! Yall have no clue how radical it is!!! From Mickey Mouse's perspective..it is real!!!!

Appreciate the compliment but let's be real Leo's the most influential person here. I'm just trying to help people figure out what he is saying to the best of my ability. And Someonehere should be mad at me I'm aggressive with him on purpose to get him to be honest with himself about what he wants. So I deserve all of his animosity LOL. I'll still love him all the same doesn't matter what he says to me. He's a good guy, he just needs to admit to himself that you can't awaken conceptually and either choose to enter an alter state through whatever means he desires to use, or just give it up and pursue his life. But you aren't going to figure this shit out conceptually and that is by design. That's all I get on him about. Because he has no idea...what he is missing out on. I'm not even saying he has to go as deep as Leo, just take a peek at the Absolute one time, then you hang it up. Cause finding out its a dream for the first time is the most amazing experience ever. Now all the other facets I admit can be painful for some and take some time to integrate, and I'm not saying entering the void is all fairy tales. But maybe his first trip will be smoother and easier to take in where he just experiences reality breaking all the rules he was told it shouldn't break. Cause once you see gravity, time. etc are just illusions....man that shit is funny as all hell.

Finally!!! You've been doing such a good job taking the shots being fired I was waiting for a response. Good job!! But I'm sure they are just worried about you. Don't take it personal a lot of people have taken shots at her for awhile now actually. I was impressed how she has taken it in stride. I hope you know she has been a target for awhile.

Hopefully this gets some knobs turning.....

Luck only exists in a mind that cannot explain how it happened. Your perspective is a very valuable contribution nonetheless it does a good job of pointing.

^^^^And now we know where drama comes from. LOL.

I can't wait till you realize someone can argue the opposite. Cause you just took a dualistic stance.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MEatCKgB6Qc&t=5s&ab_channel=EckhartTolle This takes a deep investigation. Took me awhile to really figure it out myself. Every time I thought I had it, it fell back into paradox until I resolved it. You can figure it out just think about it deeply. If you still have questions I can point to some pointers.

^^^^Wisdom. Pure wisdom here.

I'll answer your question with the limited data Leo has given. I can't find the post but there was a post where Leo said he stopped taking DPT because it puts him into mania/insanity or something like that. Now Leo has stated in the past that your level of consciousness is based on how much self-love you have which is based on self-bias. Now I have discovered a deeper version of self-bias which Leo has also pointed too because you all think self-bias is just a perspective, it goes deeper than that. Self-bias is a metaphysical property. The only reason you can distinguish between your human body versus your chair is because you have a self-bias that informs you that you should identify with your human body as the center of your experience and anything else in relation to that. You can reach a state where the reverse can be true where you are looking at your chair thinking you are the chair looking at the human. Anyway basically the more open your mind is (Insanity compared to the human perspective) the higher your baseline reality is. The more you do this the more you will BECOME AWARE that ABSOLUTE SOLIPSISM is true. This is why I say the people on the forums who argue this are asleep, you can increase your ability to access infinity, but you will have to kill other along with your ego to open yourself up to a higher sober baseline. You are LITERALLY SELF-CREATION/CONSTRUCTION. You can re-construct your reality if you are willing to completely shed the current one. This is very uncomfortable, and you will prove to yourself that humans do not exist. Yall really have no idea what the ramifications are, but the funny part is...your ego DOES. LOL. That fear...is HEALTHY. It's false...but it protects from doing something you are not really sure about.

The answer remains the same, it is all how you look at it. All perspectives are equally true and not equally true and the only way to understand this maze, because it is A MENTAL MAZE is to have an unabashed desire for truth. This is going to take you years to untangle the lies you have been told, and it will take great risk of your personal comfort zone to figure this out and I apologize that this has to be the case because it means every adult before us has failed us. ^^^^This should actually inspire you on how meaningful your life is because the more you can figure out this mess and pass it on to others and help them the more good you can raise collectively over time. The secret to understanding this goes like this. The only reason why something exists=because nothing exists. Because this is the case all perspectives are equally meaningful because all perspectives are equally nothing. But....the only way for the relative to exist, God needs to create difference and it does this through the creation of evil, I like to substitute that word evil with dysfunctionality or lack of mastery. This is because dysfunctional/evil people are not trying to be that way, they were created to be that way as examples of HOW NOT TO BE. A lot of us are lucky because we weren't born and raised in war zones and we had the benefit of schooling and t.v.shows, movies that taught us values. This helped us CONSTRUCT an ego/world view that allows us to function. The problem is the collective level of the human ego right now is dysfunctional when it comes to personal relationships. It's great in the realms of technology, but in personal relationships we are immature collectively. As such the point of Spiritual Path is to escape this immature and accept all of life fully. Society is a construction built to avoid itself from nature, we have fooled ourselves into thinking we are not animals with our clothes and technology. This is why we demonize sex, we demonize drugs, we demonize humans who don't look or act or certain way, our demonization of nature makes us demonize human nature. So the spiritual path is just you studying reality, studying your body and mind and how it works, and using that awareness and knowledge to be at peace with yourself and other. You then pass this on if you so choose or keep it to yourself and enjoy the rest of your life.