Razard86

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  1. If you are going to do this work you must be able to explain everything a model is only as good as its explanatory power. In your scenario if there a human pointing at a flower you would just...put an entire X over the person and say there is only a flower. Let's explain what the REAL issue is. 1. You put an X over the person because YOUR EGO is still identifying with the person and your ego is tricking you into thinking this is the most direct method. Its not....because you are still making a distinction. If you have to cross something out of the picture....then its no longer infinite. You have to include the person pointing at the flower. The most direct method....includes everything. You are trying to make the infinite finite. This means you need more contemplation. The person and the flower are the same. That solves the problem and there is no issue. Reality is just a screen in which a scene is projected onto it. But the scene and the screen are the same, and the screen and the scene are AWARE. So then when the screen is a first person perspective of one of the scene....it mistakes itself as separate from the scene. When it is the scene. A scene that is aware. It accomplishes this trick through awareness, it can't FEEL that it is the flower so it FEELS seperate. But if your awareness is high enough...you can FEEL IT. I have experienced being part of the scene which broke the illusion, I have also experienced....no form...yet still being aware. Watch this video by Leo. When Leo lost all memory and became the person in his dream...literally became him...Leo was still aware. Awareness is the fundamental nature of all reality. If Leo wasn't aware.....then how would Leo REMEMBER the experience. If awareness wasn't there Leo couldn't tell you point by point what happened. There would just be I shattered and no idea what happened after that. This means every rock you see is YOU and it is aware. The ground is aware, ALL of reality is AWARE. THE END. Very simple and is the most direct explanation.
  2. We are going direct, you aren't you are spiraling in circles. You literally just denied awareness. If you aren't aware.....you cannot have a life. Reality itself....has awareness. It just varies....its like a knob. My awareness once jumped up so high I could feel an antennae on my head that's why I could confirm what Nikola Tesla said about the brain being a receiver. Turn that knob higher and you transcend that reality and realize oh yeah I'm not the body. Trascend that reality you realize oh I'm connected to everyone, transcend that reality oh I am everyone, transcend that reality oh I don't even exist, but still I AM AWARE. This is why I said you are confused. God doesn't need memory, a story, or form. It is just there...aware, in an infinite void. From this void it can poof things into existence and its pure imagination, its a MIND and infinite mind. You are lost and confused. God is no self that creates a self. Which ultimately proves....that you don't need memory, a story, to be a self. Because God can have no identity, or every identity, and still be aware. So the true definition for a self would = awareness. That's it. Without awareness...there is only an infinite void. You can't have potentiality....without an awareness TO ACTUALIZE IT!!!
  3. Yeah they are both the same. I know what he is trying to say though. He is trying to say that he alone is God and we are all just imagination. What he doesn't understand....is God IS imagination. So as a result BOTH are true. You are both the main character...and every character all at the same time. This is why I say Reality is a mirror...you are just interacting with you. There is ONLY YOU. God is all there is, there is nothing but God.
  4. You can't do away with consciousness. You are confused.
  5. You could only pull that off if you deconstructed away the memory that you were ever born and will ever die. Good luck doing that when the language that you use to speak with....is intertwined with schooling.
  6. The ego is memory. You cannot survive without memory. You can transcend it, but you cannot survive without it.
  7. The you is just memory. If I wiped all of your memory right now.....you couldn't even think. You would just be part of the scene. Thats why they say quiet the mind because the mind is always thinking based on a past. Your past is your YOU, which you bring to the present in your thoughts, and then you try to judge the present with it and predict the future with it. If you did not have the ability to remember, there would be no YOU. Its that simple. The ego is just a memory.
  8. But But....I don't want to accept your stickman. lol. Look as long as you get it. I won't push my views onto you. If your way works for you it works. I hope you are feeling better as well...since you are me!!!!
  9. Yep everything is a part of the scenery even the screen is a part as well.
  10. Your not getting it. The flower isn't the only thing appearing. The hands are appearing. The legs are appearing. You gonna ignore that? To find the truth you can't deny what is. Sure there is a flower, there is also your hands and your feet. Your hands and your feet are the same as the flower. YOU are still thinking your body is you, that's why you keep focusing on the flower. The flower and the hands and feet are the same. All happening and appearing. The difference...is you cannot feel the flower....because your awareness is to low. When I walk outside I can feel the electricity in the power lines the same way I can FEEL my body. So I know the electricity in the power lines is the same as my body. Its not complicated. The ego is just as imaginary as the flower and the body.
  11. Your not understand....awareness is just a bubble that is basically a screen. The ego is just memory. When your ego truly dies....you don't have any memory. You just become a screen and whatever is there is there. Its not complicated. You are awareness. Awareness is a screen. Think of your T.V. you watch it and when you get engrossed you can lose yourself in the activity on the screen. Now imagine you are playing a first person game but the character in the game you can feel emotions, and all the other sensations we feel now. You have a memory of a life and back story. Now...strip away the qualia, strip away the back story.....you are just the screen....and things are just happening there. If you say there is only the flower you will confuse others if there is a body there pointing to the flower. The body, the flower, and everything around them are just in the screen of awareness.
  12. Its a silly illustration. The flower and the person are the SAME. There is no difference between the flower and the person. A better pointer is first you have a blank piece of paper, then you draw on the paper and there are things on the paper. You think these things are different because they have various shapes and colors, smells, and other qualities. Then...you realize....there is no difference between the blank paper and the paper that has drawings on it. They are the same. So its not take out the person....there is no person or flower, there are just just appearances with an awareness of these appearances. You are that which is aware of those appearances. They appear WITHIN your awareness. If you were not aware....they would not be there which means you and them are the SAME!! So why are they considered illusion. Because truth is that which IS. All appearances come and go, you are just THERE eternally. You can't get more true than eternity. So eternal awareness plays a game of merging with one particular form in its bubble and gives itself qualia while cutting off its awareness to the other forms in its bubble. If it didn't it would REALIZE that it was all forms. So since you only feel a connection to the form of the human body you think you are ONLY the human body. As your awareness increases you will feel the electricity in the power lines....because they are you. If someone is washing their car, you will FEEL the sensation of being washed, as your awareness increases...you feel everything in the universe, which includes all multiverses as well, and thus you merge with everything and become an infinite singularity. The main component of the illusion is FEELING. You need to ONLY feel the body, and not everything to feel finite. So the illusion of finitude is created by lowering your awareness of the connection you have to everything.
  13. Advaita are off their rocker you can't even have an appearance without awareness. Without awareness there is no screen. The screen is awareness that showcases the appearance. Can't have an appearance with no screen. Doesn't even make sense.
  14. How does it confuse. I'm saying whatever you see, feel, touch, taste, think, all of that is imaginary. Even awareness itself is imagination....but that imagination is CONSTANT. There is ONLY imagination. Its why God doesn't exist....it imagines itself into existence and its made of nothing lol.
  15. FINALLY we are getting somewhere even though you are still running... but I have you cornered .....so investigate that. Is everyone you come across imaginary? Because notice YOU DO NOT have access to their experience. So how do you know.....they aren't imaginary? How would you know?
  16. You are right you are aware that you are conscious good job. Notice how you are running!!! Who cares what I am imagining or not. Let me ask you this....are you imagining me? Answer the question now. Don't run don't hide!!! You claim you want truth. So answer the question....are you imagining me?
  17. You clearly have all the answers so why are you asking us? You got it all figured out!! You are good!!! You claim to know others have awareness...where is your proof? Right now how do you know I am aware? Right now.
  18. How do you know they are conscious what evidence do you have?
  19. Because dreams are real or have you not figured that out yet? A dream in your sleep is no less real than you walking outside and getting hit by a car and being paralyzed from the chest down. Right now you can ask an experienced hypnotizer to hypnotize you and you can get lost in a dream so deep.....you forget your current reality. https://youtu.be/qc7xAq29J7Y
  20. I didn't need any days to recover it was the greatest moment of my entire life because it validated everything Leo said. It motivated me to want to research awareness even more. It also showed me that Fear is the biggest joke in reality....you can't die so fear is an illusion. You are infinity. Reality is imagination etc. etc. My only issue with fear....is I wish I could turn it off lol, because its an involuntary reaction, it just happens through no involvement from you. So basically when fear happens, you need to lean into it and just accept it. Once you have ego death....you are just there safe and sound with nothing to worry about. Its why you need the a theoretical understanding of what is happening so you can ground yourself. If you think you have that, then when the fear comes and it happens you are gonna be like really? Why was I ever afraid? Then you will laugh. Now what did traumatize me for awhile was the kundalini awakening because I kept seeing visons and reality kept collapsing and I couldn't control it. I couldn't even go to sleep...and went without sufficient sleep for like a week and started losing my mind lol. That was way worse than any psychedelic. Psychedelic can open your chakras and give you a spiritual awakening so understand that as well.
  21. If you fall into a deep sleep, you will be able to see in your dream whether you were blind. You don't need eyes to see. What is real? Let me ask you...what is sight made of? What is touch made of? What is hearing made of? what is pleasure and pain made of? What is emotion made of? Explain that. Here is hint, it is made of the same stuff that a dream is made of. Science couldn't dispute that if it tried. Go ahead and search on google. Science can't even figure out what causes dreams and you think they know what is real or not? Current science calls awareness emergent phenomena. How is the fundamental nature of reality emergent? Where is it emerging from when everything you experience in life is HOUSED INSIDE IT. You don't want to know the truth, you want to hold onto the illusion. You have guys with IQ's over 140+ telling you your awareness is emergent phenomena and if you ask them where it is emerging from they are like...I don't know but one day Science will figure it out!!! They believe it comes from a brain. But someone could open your head and show you your brain and say look in the mirror. You would SEE your brain. So how can the brain produce something...IT IS INSIDE!!! This is so freaking obvious!!! It makes no sense that this isn't obvious!!! Now notice this!!! If you were dreaming and woke up from the dream it would make sense because you are like oh that was a dream.....but you don't want to admit....that you are still dreaming right now.
  22. Lol idolize, you think that's what I'm doing? Ha!!!! You just don't take praise well Leo!!! People who idolize suffer from lack of self-love, if you haven't noticed....I freaking love myself!!! You are a guide, like any prominent visionary you are a guide. A person can follow your teachings forever and memorize all your talking points and won't get anywhere. They ultimately have to walk the path themselves, you just drew the map and handed it out. So I'm not idolizing you, I'm idolizing the God in you!!! God did a good job working through you, you've played the game of life at a high difficulty so take a bow. But idolize, the only person I have to stop myself from idolizing is myself which is rather easy....I just look around at nature and how ridiculously complex reality is and it humbles my ego greatly. The Leo avatar can't compare to reality why would I worship an avatar? Besides...you're me so I'm just praising myself, good job self!!! P.S. Just found Leo's weakness ladies and gentlemen he doesn't handle praise well. I intuit he probably handles criticism WAY easier than he handles praise. So if you ever want to annoy Leo....praise the hell out of him!!! LOL.
  23. Lol look at you being all humble. You still jumped solo at 24 years old. Takes balls man, of course it still doesn't compare to all those crazy psychedelic experiments you did. On one trip report you said you were in the void in one eyeball and in normal reality in the other. LOL......
  24. When I had ego death it was equivalent to a terrorist strapping a bomb inside my body... and me exploding from the inside out. My ego death was an explosion of consciousness that sent me to a void....and I became an infinite puzzle piece that could shapeshift. Lol the puzzle had little arms that waved at me and looked at me. As I thought things it would change shape to fit that and asked me questions. It was the scariest moment of my entire life and I have been in 3 head on collision car accidents. Ego death is great for showing you that you are not the body... but....that crap is scary as hell. I'm lucky I'm a calm person in general and don't have issues with trauma. If you are a person who holds grudges, stay away from an ego death. That crap would give you PTSD. I am immune to PTSD because I don't have an issue with accepting things (it could change if I ever go backwards) but if you can't let stuff go.... and ego death can give you PTSD.