Razard86

We are all fools and fool of shit so everything we do is dumb. Once you realize this....then you won't care if your question is dumb. In comparison to infinity...everything is dumb!!!

.....If you are God...who can you hide from? You can try to trick yourself, and even hide from yourself but eventually you will figure everything out. You could say Life is God playing hide and seek with itself. That is definitely one way to look at it.

Suffering isn't a distraction...it takes you to the truth. Without suffering....truth seeking wouldn't exist. The issue is...some would rather wallow in their suffering and try to pull "others" into that self-created suffering. Suffering causes one to eventually do one of two things....do something different so they stop suffering....or the other option which you know what that is. So the famous adage adapt or die....only exists because of suffering. Either you adapt and figure out what you are doing....or you die. Both options give you the truth. Its a beautiful and perfect design and I love it....even when I hate lol!!! There is no better option that it.

While it is true that the pursuit of truth is the key to liberation and the key to true actualization....everything really is perfect the way it is. It has to be the way it is, I mean...it is literally One being playing all the characters. I don't even know why we fight some times lol. If you want to suffer in life, judge yourself and hate yourself lol. I literally had a thought earlier about Budhism so I find it funny that this thread was formed. I'll say this, if you aren't an expert on a topic...then any thoughts or opinions on it will be incomplete....which means your opinion is full of shit lol. So the first question you would need to ask yourself is....how much shit am I spewing...or is what I am saying actually true?

You are enjoying it, suffering does not come from outside, it comes from inside. If you want to stop suffering, take responsibility for it. The level you suffer in life is the level you deny reality WHICH IS YOU. You are not something separate. Its like you are slapping yourself in the face and are complaining about being slapped in the face. Why are you doing it? Because you enjoy it. But then you want me to help you, without holding your hand from slapping you in the face. If I grab your hand and force you to stop, you will feel like I am trying to control you. So all I can do, is either watch you do it or ignore you. Eventually...you will stop your suffering. Suffering is there to take you to the truth, it will take you there ONE WAY or the OTHER. Now you can choose which path you want. But since you are the only one that exists....you choose which one you want.

Everything you said was true, but the reason they are privileged is because they really drop the boundaries our mind constructs. The Logic part of Consciousness is addicted to constructing boundaries, and the Love part is addicted to erasing boundaries. Psychedelics....are really good at erasing boundaries, and also really good at showing you different angles or perspectives of the same thing. Not only that....they slowly raise your base line awareness, they literally alter your biology. I only had 1 trip off a mushroom and 1 off an edible...and the amount of awareness and love I have been able to develop just off those 2 trips....is ridiculous. But I am like you....they are immensely unstabilizing so I have a healthy respect for them and I'm hesitant about the ways they will mess with my mind. But I also realize....the highest expression of myself....is on the other end of that. When you release all attachments and are able to truly love everything equally....then you are truly free. I know it intellectually but not emotionally yet. Psychedelics will get you there quicker by giving you the experiences necessary for you to embody it emotionally.

Such a powerful post!!! Thank you for sharing your wisdom!!!

I remember on my first Spiritual Experience it was communicated to me that the most direct path or simple path to God Realization was the study the life of Jesus and embody it. I love this video that Leo made and I think it is one of his most foundational videos https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w4ZWNzSliGk&ab_channel=Actualized.org Its funny what he said in the end about you having to be lured into Spirituality before you could be told the truth. This video is humbling, and scary but I know its the ultimate way we all should be living our life if we want to reach our highest potential. There is no judgment here, but why not go for it? My first task is to study this video Leo made and work on embodying it. Instead of just doing trip reports, I think we should start doing video reports. Pick a video you seek to embody in your life and chronicle your struggles and triumphs. Let me know what you think about that.

Love.....accepted itself just for being, but Love wanted to know itself....=knowledge, so love expresses, and through expression it finds itself, reunites, with itself, and gains self know, or knowledge. The life you live, express, to know yourself, but to first truly express, you need to first accept yourself for being. Through acceptance...your love will find natural expression, its a warm embrace, that just flows through you, you realize you were never walking through solid, but through an ocean, always an ocean, an ocean of love in disguise as form. Meditation is to slowly help you realize you were in an ocean. Just as a fish doesn't know its in an ocean....you are that fish, you actually need to be still to realize you are a fish in an ocean, and then...also realize....you are the ocean. You are so attached to that form, but you don't even realize how attached the ocean is to you as well....you are not separate you are one. You are all....

......Who are you talking too? You are talking to yourself. Who are you trying to convince...since you like playing this game.

We need more people like you who can shed a light on how the medical industry and their labels about someone having a personality disorder etc. Putting them on drugs and allowing them to think its their lot in life. I'm so glad people like you exist who can help shed light on this. Yes psychedelics are a powerful healing tool, its like freaking magic...cause it is!!! LOL!!

Yeah I seen him I never got fully into his content, but as far as dating advice is concerned he seemed from the very little I saw to know what he is talking about. He has this whole Champion Mindset, which is a nice branding thing and I checked out his book he has for sale (I had a renting free trial so I gave his book a glance) but it wasn't really anything I hadn't heard before so I dropped it. Who knows...maybe he has come more into his own since then? But at that point in time he felt run of the mill. His advice was solid from what I saw though, you can't go wrong with solid advice. But dating has levels to it. There is advice for the average man and woman, then advice for more emotionally mature people, then advice for spiritually mature people, and sometimes you get the rare combo of emotional and spiritually mature people. What I post is how the ideal cooperation works, in reality...its a lot more sticky, friction, and messy based. Due to so much unhealed trauma. Literally all the evil you see in the world, has its roots in childhood trauma.

Nope the reasons I listed is the reason why. Trust me, you let the red district loose, men won't waste their time getting married. The main reason men marry in the first place in general is to lock a woman down for access to sex. Obviously not talking about all men, but majority of men would shell out 5 bucks a weekend and live the bachelor lifestyle than actually commit to a marriage. In fact...its happening right now. Prostitution is going to become legalized in a lot of places since the Government doesn't want to fund the many women and children that are going to be on the streets because of the global economic collapse. Expend to hear a lot of reports of prostitution deals for rent. You will also hear about rent a girlfriend/friends with benefit deals. Its going to be real ugly for the next 2 years.

Quantum Mechanics says everything is one. Near Death survivors say everything is one. Psychedelic users say everything is one. Enlightened Master, Yogis say everything is One. There is only evidence that this is the case. Its so obvious when you connect all the dots....doesn't even make sense to think otherwise.

Oh I apologize, also he doesn't want help. He just wants the love that he denies himself from others. I know its hard because all of you are so loving you want to "help" him but he doesn't want our help...he just wants to vent. So if we love him we should just accept his venting...or ignore it lol. He is enjoying his suffering so who are we to stop him from doing what he loves?

^There is no difference between reality and illusion. You are the highest authority in your life. So if you want to use Jesus as your no-physical mentor who will stop you? Only YOU can stop you lol.....you are all that is and will ever be. Jesus is YOU. Matthew 25:40 Meaning of Whatsoever You Do to the Least of My Brothers. “The King will reply, 'Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.”

The biggest trap in Spirituality is the belief that there is no self. There is. So why does Spirituality teach you there is no self. Because the belief in a separate self is the barrier between finding out the true nature of reality and transcending the Pro/Con nature of reality that you experience. So what is self? Self is just denial of infinity, and a belief in pros and cons. The issue is you have many people in Spirituality running around telling you that there is no self...and yet if you offer them food they don't like...they will say no. If you start stabbing them with a knife, they will attempt to defend themselves. They will say there is a right and a wrong. They will tell you something is real, or an appearance....etc. Here is something you need to understand....Infinity...does not speak. When in infinity is in its formless state...it has no distinction. Why? Because it loves all distinctions so much...it LOSES itself in the distinction. So what is self? DISTINCTION!!! If you perceive ANY distinction...YOU ARE A SELF!!! So stop this nonsense. If I put you in a dark room, you going to tell me you don't want light? If you are hungry and I have food are you going to tell me NO? If I take all your money...would you care? YES!!! Self=distinction!!! If you didn't have a self...you cannot experience distinction!!! So stop this silly nonsense!!! Its a pointer!! No self is a pointer!!! Infinity is EVERYTHING!!! Understand? A self is HOUSED WITHIN INFINITY!!! Once you realize this...you realize...Real and Illusion is something YOU DECIDE!!!! That's how this whole she bang works!!! YOU ARE THE CREATOR OF REALITY, SO ILLUSION, LIE, TRUTH, DISTINCTION, NO DISTINCTION is something you decide. That's the whole point of this. Infinity has no free will, it gives it up....because it loves everything equally so it doesn't make decisions...it is just an automatic process...that just creates...continually forever. A self...believes in right and wrong, pro and con, and thus can make decisions. The only reason a self has issues...is it forgets it is a part of infinity and thinks it needs to go to battle with infinity. Once the finite awakens and realizes it is actually infinity...it allows its will to become one with infinity. Then it picks a path....and trusts that everything will unfold with the highest purpose...because it loves and trusts itself completely. It realizes it was always in control and takes complete responsibility for everything that happens in the Universe. It then walks the path...of radical acceptance...of everything. To accept everything as perfection...and choosing what to experience and add to that perfection. It sees the beauty in its own limits, as it realizes even its limits are itself imaginary because its limits...fits together perfectly with reality.

I'm not watching some video by some psychedelic entity. Psychedelic entities don't wake you up. Oh you thought that was a human on that video you posted? The problem you don't understand is there is no difference between illusion and reality. They are the same. When you truly wake up your realize....there is no waking up. God is imagination. Do you know what that means? It means EVERYTHING IS A DREAM. You can't escape a dream if you ARE A DREAM! There are degrees of dreaming. Even when you enter the God Head....you are still dreaming. Just an infinite dream versus the illusion of a finite dream. Your finite dream is an unconscious dream where you separate your consciousness from your absolute and then program yourself to lie and deny the truth of what you are. Your ego is always there. What do you think you just typed with? Your freaking ego. I'm not playing this game lol.

^ So the most attractive quality....is self love.

I got the answer for this as well and sorry for the way I was....it was intentional I need to piss people off sometimes to wake them up. Anger brings forth the truth....makes you say what you really feel because you say "FUCK THIS SHIT!!!" Okay so first watch this video. It is going to be a struggle to accept this, but understand....you also work this way as well you just don't realize it. Men and women have both aspects within them, its just yours is repressed because you were socialized to repress it. Some call a man's feminine his inner child. Whatever way you wanna look at it and label it is fine. So first this video will describe the issue all of us human's have when someone is in their feelings. Now this is not exclusive to women, men are too and especially children. So first watch this Video. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4EDhdAHrOg&t=6s Now notice... the most important thing she wants is to be heard right? Well that's only 1/2. The two most important things ALL HUMANS want when they speak is to be heard, and understood. So you might ask...how do I best do that? I got the solution for you right here. https://www.amazon.com/Never-Split-Difference-audiobook/dp/B01COR1GM2 Here are some videos where people interview Chris Voss who is a former FBI Hostage Negotiator and drops game on how to win basically every interaction with other people. https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=chris+voss+tactical+empathy Now practicing it if you are a logical type...is hard...because it will FEEL like you are agreeing with someone....you are NOT. You are just meeting them where they are at, and you will know this but that feeling.... IS PESKY!!! LOL!!! If you can overcome that feeling and sit in that discomfort...it will transform your life and all social interactions and EVERYONE WILL LOVE YOU!!!

Yes integration is definitely a weird thing. You basically need to have an inner conversation between your feelings and your intellect. LOL!!! Basically you become your own counselor and check in with your feelings from time to time!!! So funny!!!

^ And this is what it means.....when it is said.....everyone is full of shit. LOL, to stay alive....you got to spew bullshit, death is absolute truth...you have to deny what is absolutely true to stay alive. LOL!!!

Personally for me....one mushroom trip rewired my brain and calmed the thinking part of my brain down. Who knows....maybe a psychedelic could do wonders for you? I have only had 2 trips and that alone has completely recontextualized my psychological experience in life. Its like my brain is just consistently at peace. It was never at war, but it use to just talk excessively..now its like....I can barely hear the voice. Like someone took the voice and sent them far away lol. So maybe that can help, because through that I have become better able to express myself emotionally in a more authentic way.

Question are you the type that likes to be liked by everybody, and believes if everyone gives you a chance they would realize how much of a swell guy you are? If this is the case I got some bad news for you, no matter what you do in life some people are not going to like you. They don't even need a reason. Some people won't like you because of your nose, your ears, your eyes, your personality, your clothes, your race, your accent, your country of birth, your religion, your political party, the way you walk, what street you live on.....you get where I am going with this? So yeah man...in the words of one my closest friends "You ain't shit to somebody."

Yeah I know lol, I respect him, but he literally denies what his trips tell him. His trips tell him the same thing Leo says....and he CHOOSES not to believe it. Its quite funny. He confirmed solipsism, he confirmed infinity, he confirmed that reality is a universal simulator made by consciousness...but yet...says he doesn't think he is God. That's some extreme denial...I meannnnnnn extreeeemeee deniallll. Anyway it is what it is. I still like him....