Razard86

Lol it happened as I was writing it. I was struggling with thoughts on how to act without being selfish and a spider literally ran by and I was like very funny because I was about to kill it....I let the sucker go. Its still in my room at the moment....got a whole web and everything.

Your reality is the physical manifestations of your thoughts. Like a great artist took your belief systems and then set the task of painting an exquisite piece of art of interpretation. This painting is so exquisitely perfect it is alive, and moves, and no matter what perspective you look at it with, it never contradicts unless you are low in awareness of what it is communicating. When you reach the highest level of awareness you realize it is drawn and painted in such a way that all points are true. This alive painting is absolute truth and that is why it is so hard to navigate. You might be having a debate in your mind on how to be more selfish and tell yourself I'm afraid to be selfish....I don't know what to do.....and then reality makes a spider run by....testing to see if you will kill it!!! If you kill it you prove you were selfish and were just biased against spiders. You can be selfish to spiders but not to humans!!! Look how much bull shit you are spewing!!! Now will reality judge you for killing the spider? No that is what the brutal aspect of survival is here to teach you. The highest truth is everything is infinite love, is an infinite orgasm. When you kill the spider it dies into a sea of infinite love and orgasms. Because you judge death as bad you will initially be afraid to kill the spider or any other insect once you realize your selfish actions and bias when your awareness raises. As your awareness raises to the highest you will eventually realize that as a finite expression of God, you will always have to be selfish, but the brilliance of God's design...is nothing really dies because its God, and no matter how selfish you are its motivated by love and the act ITSELF IS LOVE!!! This is why it is perfect. Now I have continually been shown proof of this over and over this past year but as a selfless person I am still struggling to be more selfish. I post this for others who struggle for the same reason. I figured out also how to get what you want. Life is a love and truth simulator which in every moment knows your true heart's desires. There is what you say you believe, = Knowledge/Values/Belief Systems and then what you love= desires, aspirations, fixations, addictions. Reality will always give you the combination of what you say you want...which is what you identify as. So your ego runs your reality. The reason we say your life is a mirror, this is because whatever you identify with....is the combination of your belief systems, and your addictions. What is identity? Identity is the fusion of Unconditional Love with a belief. To make it simple here is an illustration. Let's say I believe in my intelligence unwaveringly. I will say continually no matter what happens.....I AM SMART. So I AM= Unconditional Love. Smart= belief system. You see a person who REALLY believes he is smart, no matter how many times he gets evidence to the contrary (mistakes, criticisms from others) he persists in the belief that he is smart so much...HE BECOMES SMART AND IS SMART!!! This is why it is said...God's true name is I AM!!! I AM is the NO SELF, BUT WHEN GOD MANIFESTS INTO FORM....GOD IS EVERYTHING. So the culmination of all reality...is the SELF of GOD, and the manifest expression or existence of that form is INFINITE LOVE. This is why Leo says love is metaphysical, for something to exist....it only exists because it is LOVE. LOVE IS EXISTENCE. LOVE IS LIFE, HATE IS DEATH!! That which you love you call life, that which you hate you call death!!! So as a finite expression....to get something in life....you must first identify with it. Then reality will test you by giving you reasons to doubt that identification. If you persist in your belief you prove to reality that you unconditionally love that identity and thus...ARE I AM of that identity. This is how God learns... about itself....God is learning that true love persists and sticks to something not to gain anything from it. It sticks with it simply cause it loves it, and the joy it gets from it is simply to connect with it. This is why if you want to be the best at something....you need to become a GOD to it. Unconditionally love it....and then you are the GREAT I AM EXPRESSION OF IT!!! THIS!!! IS WHY!!! VALUABLE THINGS TAKE TIME TO DEVELOP!!! ^ Remember that video by Leo? Well here is a more poetic explanation!!! Sometimes Leo gets so got damn technical....so here is a simplified condensed version. Just call me Leo the simplified version!!! LOL!!!

This is why I love you.

^ How are they different from each other....if they are made of the same substance. What is the sound A made of? What is the sound B? Made of? All identity exists IN RELATION to each other. Short cannot exist without tall. So A cannot exist with B. If you have A by itself it has no meaning...its meaning is created THROUGH RELATION. SO THEY ARE NOT DISTINCT!!! DISTINCTION IS CREATED TO FIGURE OUT WHAT IS HAPPENING!!! This is VERY FREAKING SIMPLE!!! So stop picking apart things you don't understand. Separateness is an illusion. There is no separation, we create it to have a life. But everything is made of the exact same substance and just expresses itself differently but since its the same substance if its expression drops....it goes back to having no distinction. Its like clapping your hands....you can clap your hands fast and slow, but if you stop.....there is no sound. The sound and no sound are the same, and only have distinction because the expression was different. Upon the expression ceasing....it loses all distinction. This is a simple concept its not even complicated at all.

Chakra music and meditation

It's much more complicated than that.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h8lp_-uh3Uo&list=PLXD34cz7PXxXeSAl4YgocDgCV86xHXK85&index=5

1. Reality is your mirror, if you see evil then it is because you judge yourself evil. Evil does not exist, because everything is you. Is it evil to slap yourself in the face? Is it evil to stab yourself in the arm? Its not wise, its certainly is foolish, but if everything is you then evil cannot exist. If you have not learned this one truth, then you have not embodied the truth. 2. You keep saying human....YOU ARE NOT HUMAN!!! A true awakening stops association with the human body. You are the divine using the human body as a vehicle. Do you see people identifying with their car? Do you see people identifying with a video character they play? 3. Just because I have preferences doesn't mean I see evil. A preference isn't the same as demonization. There is distinction, and then there is demonization. I can say I don't prefer something but still respect its existence, versus saying I hate something which is a desire for something to not exist. 4. Additionally you cannot stop seeing evil by changing your beliefs, you stop seeing evil by raising your consciousness. At a high consciousness state reality becomes completely recontextualized and you see the ABSOLUTE TRUTH. The absolute truth is everything is LOVE. Every single thing in existence seen from the absolute is love. If you are not seeing everything as love, it means your awareness is not high enough. There is nothing wrong with it, but literally your reality shifts depending on what level of awareness you are at.

The key is to release your energy period. If you haven't had a kundalini awakening and released the energy housed in the base of your spine I seriously doubt you will be able to sense this. Additionally even after releasing it you will have to play with that energy and learn how to manipulate it and move it. After doing that for awhile...you will start to notice you can feel your body's energy a lot more. I didn't come across this very easily. It took months of me meditating, and then weeks using chakra music which aligned my chakra energy, cleaned out any distortions I had, which then allowed me to feel things I normally would not have been able to due to distortion. I even learned how to not feel other people's negative emotions which was a HUGE discovery as once you become energy sensitive your greatest fear will be being around people who are hurting emotionally since without an energy barrier they will blast you with their trauma and you will take in ALL OF IT!!! Many empaths suffer this and it makes them avoid social contact with people.

Truth is whatever the heart thinks it is....that is the power of imagination. And that imagination....creates reality.

Read this thread. https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/85029-energy-spreading-out-too-much-after-kundalini-help/#comment-1197524

Logic is a limit. If you can't see that then you are stuck.

Many of you on this forum....have a fear...its the fear of being illogical...its the fear of not making sense. Its so funny!! I see my past self in you, which even now I still express as well so I understand that limit, that cage you have constructed and it is a very well made cage!! You see for you, things need to connect, need to work together, chaos, disorder, or know that's bad!!! If only things always worked, if only mistakes didn't exist, I know I can keep working to eliminate all mistakes!!! You see you wonder...if all mistakes didn't exist it would be perfect!!! How silly you are!! In your attempt to be logical you have become what you most feared ILLOGICAL!!! When you play a game and it is too easy you complain!! But that is just a game that was constructed that made everything work perfectly!! If everything is working....what is there to do? If there are no mistakes...what is there to explore? How can you be inspired to create something new...if something doesn't create a problem? Isn't a problem...really just a new possibility that has emerged? But a logical person....only sees problems to be fixed....but the problem with that is...since they seeing problems being bad, they are scared to be wrong. So first they are afraid of criticism, and failure, they are also afraid to let go!! Serious people are tense, they walk around with so much tension, you see because they need to be right, so they must always be focusing and contemplating over and over...what is right? over and over....it never ends. So they cannot rest!! They are using finitude to understand the infinite, never realizing...it can never be understood. The logical man is the most illogical man....because he doesn't realize what he is studying....is illogical. Logic is a limit...Logic is structure and stable. But for something to create that...it would actually have to be illogical....and limitless and create logic within it. So how can logic grasp...what created it? Can a picture drawn by a pencil.....grasp the pencil? The Logical Man is the most deluded man...and its why he is so damn funny!!!!! Keep telling me how serious you are!!! I need a good laugh!!! P.S. you will never understand children or women on a deep level...until you can release yourself from this cage. *Wink Wink*

I disagree since you haven't named the mouse. Gotta give it a name. Also....have you always liked mice? Or is this unexpected? Also I am jumping the line here....but your current awakening aligns with my video request.

Now we are talking. I figured this was the case. The whole point of God Realization was to learn how to be a creator using your consciousness. So when your dream is over you can create more dreams consciously instead of getting lost in dreams unconsciously.

^I can definitely relate to this specific part. Its such a weird profound feeling. An otherworldly intelligence so grand it seems alien, Ai-Like, and yes divine. Same words I have.

This problem isn't something new it was talked about back in 2008. Currently there is no solution. The current government we have is not going to raise taxes to fix it, so the solution is....move somewhere else LOL!!! Otherwise you will work till you drop dead. Or maybe you will find a way to have a decent retirement by saving your money or investing.

^Cool don't agree with me, investigate and find the answers for yourself. I don't want people to agree, I just want constructive feedback if people disagree. Your emotions are energy in motion= emotion. They flow all over your body and for example most people who repress anger get lower back pain. So investigate your body and try to detect what pains you feel when you feel certain emotions and you may just learn something new about your body and what it is trying to communicate to you.

We all are to various degrees which is why I offer this tool. Its not the end all be all, nor is it exhaustive its a tool. Lie detector machines use heart beat or blood pressure deviation, and some machines use micro expressions as a tool as well. Its just a tool, that is all it is.

^This didn't even make any sense....I would ask for further clarification. Also how is it a belief system? There is tons of evidence I could provide...I won't because what I have realized is people are close-minded. Again actually make a critique that is constructive. Nothing you just said....I can glean anything from. I mean what does self-honest is primary long before a word is spoken out loud? What does that even mean? Thoughts and speaking are the same. They both happen inside!! You hear your thoughts and your hear your words when you speak. How you think is how you speak. So you are creating the distinction there is none!!! Please actually provide constructive feedback...or I am just going to use my ignore feature. I am going to start using that on people who aren't trying to have constructive conversations, but are just responding to get attention. Then you say there MAY be a physiological connection between emotions and the body? Are you kidding me? Do you know how much information there is about the connection between emotions and the body out there and you said MAY? MAY? Are you kidding me? Every SINGLE CULTURE ON THE PLANET KNOWS THAT EMOTIONS IMPACT THE BODY!!! EVERY CULTURE!!! THERE ISN'T A SINGLE CULTURE ON THE PLANET THAT DOESN'T KNOW THIS!!! Why do you think you CRY!!! BECAUSE OF EMOTIONS!!! ARE YOUR FREAKING KIDDING ME? I'm done!!! I'm done!!! Ignore. You are ignored.

There is no distinction between meditative states and psychedelic states. I have a friend who literally transferred his psychedelic trips to me. I didn't see visuals but I experienced the trips when I fell asleep on meditation music with feeling. So you can have psychedelic level trips without visuals through feeling which is just vibration anyway. I would suggest more people meditate with chakra music and runs some tests on their own. You may be surprised to see....there is no difference really.

Cool let me look this up. Thanks for sharing.

EXACTLY!!! So you get it after all!!! THIS!!! Finally we are on the same page!!! Great post!!!

Nah its not that hard actually. Being honest is a skill, the more you do it the better you get at it. If you think it takes miracle-tier spiritual techniques to see through your own deceptions or others....well....I won't say anymore. Also how is this weaponizing? How is learning to decipher between your own self-deception or others weaponizing? So you believe looking for deception within yourself and others is weaponizing? Sure the truth is a weapon, its the most dangerous thing and powerful thing there is....but spirituality is the walk towards truth. If you look at it from your perspective...again...I won't say anymore. There is a lot of information people reveal when you they communicate. Your post.....is a good example.

Thank you for your reply.....but ummmm your reply is very specific....I would rather not sleep with them. Also I was already good at picking up liars before I recently discovered this, this just became a new tool for me. Also.... you stated "because of energy shifts you experience from them. " Which is literally....what I just said.....sigh I really think you guys just love to disagree.