Razard86

Sigh.....the structure of reality is not complicated. It's nothing. That's it. What is there to not understand? Reality is nothing. I'll give an example so you can understand. Close your eyes, create an image of a unicorn. That is the structure of reality. THATS IT! Reality is appearance, that appearance is nothing. Because it is nothing it can turn into any type of appearance. But that is it. It's only an appearance. That appearance is aware. It is aware that it is appearing. So its appearance and its awareness are the same. If it doesn't appear it doesn't know what it is. So it has to appear as something to be aware of itself as something. This nothing, that is appearing, is love. It is intelligent, and it is wise. That's it! There is nothing else to discover. The alien thing that Leo is talking about is just more content in the dream. Leo needs to do SOMETHING to entertain himself so he creates the game of "I'm the most woke, and alien intelligence is the highest awakening." LOL. There is nothing wrong with any of this because this is how he chooses to amuse himself in his dream. Next he might become an alien planet and tell you alien planetary existence is the highest awakening. Then maybe he will exist as a solar system and tell you solar system awakening is the highest awakening LOL. But if you think there is something to discover beyond what I said then you don't understand. THERE IS ONLY SURFACE APPEARANCES!! Infinite surfaces forever. This is what it means by its only an appearance. This is why Science is laughable because reality can just keep creating more surfaces, more appearances for infinity. At a certain point you need to realize that relying on the study of appearance is a trap.

Yep its why I loved that NDE majority of the other NDE's I came across were always tainted by human culture. His was legit free of that tainting.

I believe you are truly awakened based on your posts, and I appreciate the support. But I do this for shits and giggles. Do you know how entertaining it is to see egos attempt to avoid truth, but simultaneously keep coming back to it. It's like a push/pull relationships. They both want truth and are terrified of it. You can't tell me it is isn't funny seeing their pathetic attempts to deny the Absolute truth. This is basically a game I do. Ego comes up and attempts weak duality creating argument. I use the fact that Oneness can never be defeated no matter how much it tries. In one of Leo's videos Leo said its like "Consciousness is trying to get outside of itself." God is so powerful but God has one true weakness...it can never escape the fact that it is ONE. Think about that.....once that is realized...all delusions will never hold. I have spent the last threads illustrating this and notice all the egoic reactions of horror in response. I find it laughable because....it's the truth of what we all are. We are all ONE, I am you, and you are me. Which is the same as saying I am all alone, and you are all alone. No separation forever.

And there goes your problem I will highlight the dualities you create. 1. God isn't above limited experience because limited experience doesn't exist. All experience is ABSOLUTE INFINITY appearing to be limited. Do you understand how much intelligence it takes to render your entire visual field? You as God teach this to yourself by showing you how many years and man hours it takes humans to MIMIC a virtual experience through video games and movies. Look how many years it took humans to even develop the technology and yet no video game or movie can completely fool you into you thinking it is real!!! NOTICE THIS!!! Your ego calls it a limited experience because your ego is delusional when all the evidence around it tells you that life is a GOT DAMN MIRACLE! I dare you in your human identity attempt to mimic life and trick yourself or others into thinking it is real!!! Good luck with that one. Another issue is there are no bugs, bug fixes are a continual problem for humans. They must constantly update and tweak because they always have crashes. Do you see reality crashing around you? 2. You said absolute infinity is one level above god? That literally doesn't make sense. GOD is absolute infinity. What is absolute infinity? Absolute Infinity is Absolute Creativity. It is the love and intelligence of God to create and fool itself. So God is one being that has absolute infinite love and intelligence and is floating in a void. It has nothing else that it can do because it is all by itself so it uses its WILL to create a life. That life is the current life you are living right now. Right now you are using your genius intelligence to pretend to be a human and PRETEND to not understand anything I am saying. You are creating dualities ON PURPOSE and putting on an ACT that you don't know who you are. That is why every time you take your 5 MEO substance YOU AWAKEN and remember! So why do you fall back asleep after it wears off? Because that is what you desire! How do I know? Because when I awoke through the weed....I never fell asleep again. I was so confused when I read yall posts on the forums about falling back and then I realized you all don't want to awaken. So I have made it my mission to point this out to you. Why? Because it's fun to me to see you all PRETEND to not know what I am saying when I am direct as hell and all the evidence points to it. Yet....you all keep PRETENDING to be confused. It's actually quite hilarious. And if anybody else is truly awoken on the forums they are seeing in real time what is going on here. It was/is an interesting experiment and it is wildly entertaining like seeing a child in denial that Santa Claus isn't real. The child knows....it just doesn't want to accept it because believing in Santa Claus was FUN!!!

1. I am employed. What you don't realize is life takes care of itself. You still think you need to struggle to survive. In the words of Jesus "Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? 28And why do you worry about clothes? Consider how the lilies of the field grow: They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his glory was adorned like one of these.…" You have worried your entire life about survival and have not realized...that your survival is always take care of. Do you beat your heart as a human? NO. Do you control your breathing when you forget to breathe? NO!!! The list goes on, on what your human identity does not control. It doesn't control where it was born, what language it learned growing up. It doesn't control what people it encounters, the weather, what talents it has etc. So you are sitting here thinking I need to worry about something that has been taking care of itself the entire time. The secret to life is it runs on autopilot, and only appears like it needs input from you. In the words of your favorite teacher Leo. When you awaken it doesn't matter what you do because "EVERYTHING IS BEING DONE FOR YOU." This is why anxiety, is completely useless. If I walk outside and a stray bullet hits Razard86 in the head so be it. EVERY MOMENT IS INEVITABLE, and can only be AS IT IS!!! You as God have been taking care of your character it's entire life, and it foolishly has been taking credit for it, it's whole life. Your character has never accomplished anything ever, it's all been YOU AS GOD. Cause there is only God.

True you could make that argument, but I could easily dismantle it. God is selfish, in that the entire dream is self so the UNIVERSE in its entirety is selfish. But notice this, the universe itself has no purpose, no agenda, other than existence. The universe in its entirety has no preference. Since it has no preference, no goal, no aim it is also selfless. The self is made up of selfless, the only way to experience selfishness is to face annihilation. So let me ask you, what can attack the universe? NOTHING CAN!! So it has nothing to defend itself from or anything it can obtain outside of itself. So its both selfish, in that the universe is impermanent, but it's selfless in that it has no enemy, no agenda. So again it depends on how you look at it. But notice every point about selfishness is a relative distinction you are creating. In totality, it is always selfless because it is ALL ONE. So it can never obtain anything outside of itself. It literally cannot be selfish because there is no other, so it's own selfishness, IS IMAGINED!!! So God has to DELUDE itself to be selfish. So God's true nature is selflessness and only through deception can God be selfish. Nice try breakingthewall but your delusionary tactics don't work here. God is always selfless because self is delusion!

The problem is you just revealed you believe it is airy fairy shit which is HILARIOUS! What you don't realize is your entire life is airy fairy shit and the only TRUE thing is you are floating in a void ALL ALONE!!! You are the only thing that exists is the only TRUTH and everything else is airy fairy shit!!!

Your Mind is an empty void. That void is where you are right now. Think of the void like a movie theater, you are projecting onto that transparent void a movie. That movie is what you call your life. When your movie ends all that happens is you awaken back into that empty void and realize you were dreaming a life. You can enter that void right now. If your desire to awaken is strong enough you can visit that void and see that you are just floating for all eternity. Think of that void like the intermission between movies. This is confirmation that you are eternal. This is confirmation that there is only you. This is confirmation that everything is mind and pure imagination. For some reason this knowledge frightens you, but it is the ultimate unchanging truth of what you are.

You don't understand what selfishness is. Selfishness is preference. For example, I am selfish because I take up space, and I breathe. I will fight to maintain my space and breathe and will resist anything that attempts to impede me doing this. God doesn't take up space, God cannot be harmed, so as a result God is impartial. If God was partial perfect balance couldn't exist, and there would be preference or partiality. God's true nature is non-duality, a self is duality. You can only say God is selfish if you are talking about God as form, as the created. But God as creator has no self, and thus no agenda. Selfishness can only exist as a form. The moment you can face annihilation by default you are selfish. To be selfish is to have something to protect, and something to obtain. To be selfless is to give up protecting and obtaining anything. The moment you desire to protect and obtain something you are selfish.

Stop this round about game. There are two videos that literally describe the answer you are looking for. What you are doing is mental masturbation. This video above follow it, it literally deconstructs everything. After watching this above video, contemplate on what was said. You can play around with your imagination and verify everything that is brought up in this video. Next if you want further contemplation watch this Solipsism video Leo took down. Contemplate the points brought up in these two videos. These two videos are the MOST direct pointer to absolute truth. How do I know this? BECAUSE I AWOKE COMPLETELY. My baseline experience is complete ONENESS at all times. SOBER. How did I do it? I microdosed and contemplated ONENESS using these two videos as a guide until I deconstructed the illusion. There are no two better pointers on the internet than these. Why? Because they guide you through the many objections your mind is going to bring up. Stop wasting your time and get serious. You can watch other videos he has uploaded as supplements but the most direct pointer is these two videos. If you are scared of absolute truth these two videos will frighten you. Leo is VERY DIRECT in these two videos and doesn't bullshit around. If you avoid what is presented in these two videos it means you are not serious and do not want to fully awaken which is 99.9% of humanity.

You don't need localization for a perspective, all you need is memory. Close your eyes, realize that in that moment there is no time, no space, no matter. Now conjure up a memory and there you have a perspective. As long as you have memory you can have a perspective. Now you erase that memory...then you wouldn't have one.

It's not both, lack of control is an APPEARANCE. What you do not understand is to lack control is to be limited!!! Only CREATION is limited. God, which is pure potentiality, which is COMPLETE omnipotence, which is complete self-knowledge, which is omnipresence, which is complete self-awareness has COMPLETE control. You do not understand this because you have NOT contemplated on what it means to be omnipotent. A lack of control only exists when you lack omnipotence and omnipresence. Why do humans study data? To learn patterns so they can PREDICT an outcome. Humans gain control by being able to PREDICT the future. The only reason you feel in control of your hand, because you KNOW where your hand is going to go at all times. You can only experience not being in control when your body cannot move PREDICTABLY. This happens with athletes in sports where their mind reacts, but due to older age their body cannot respond. How would you like it if you turned your steering wheel to the left and the car went right? How would you feel if you pushed the brake and your car accelerated? You would feel like you were not in control. But let's say you realized that everything is acting opposite, then you could just push the brake to accelerate, turn left to go right, push the accelerator to stop. Now you have gained control. But then...let's say the car goes back to normal, now you will be confused and have to adjust. So control is based on being able to KNOW the future. Human's do not have unlimited WILL, through this humans can experience the UNKNOWN. This is only possible because they DO NOT have omnipresence and omnipotence. Because God has both, GOD does not KNOW duality. Duality is the creation of the unknown. Because God knows itself completely, what is unknown to God is limitation and a lack of control. God can only experience that through creation. The duality of lacking control dissolves into complete control when God stops being its creation and goes back into a non-dual state.

Lol I'm a truth addict. But thank Leo, once Leo broke down about solipsism and self-love I contemplated the hell out of it so long I figured out how to overcome self-deception. It took awhile, I even found B.S. in what Leo teaches too. Many people try to elevate certain types of expression as superior for example they demonize anger or criticism and when you understand that a CREATOR wouldn't limit itself in how it expresses and your true nature is a creator....why would you limit how you express yourself? Even worse...when you realize that everything is the WILL of God, then criticism is really just a game. I criticize but I recognize its a game. All of these expressions must be in place so you and I and everyone can self-define! We self-define through our inter-relatedness or ONENESS if you will. To hold the dream together the self-expression must be as varied as possible otherwise waking up to your true nature...WOULD BE A PIECE OF CAKE!! Why? Because all of you are infinite intelligence masquerading as a human, all of you are geniuses with the entire power of God at your disposal so the game needs to be REALLY convincing. So once I realized all of that, I'm like...my goal is to cut through my own b.s. like nobody else. Here is a piece of b.s. I recently laughed at. So my character is a black dude who went to a predominately black school. At this school and in black culture you are judged heavily on what type of clothes you wear. If you do not wear designer clothes you are called "lame" and are ostracized. So notice black people play the same game that white people do. They judge you by your appearance and discriminate against you based on that. Martin Luther King is rolling in his grave at that level of hypocrisy!!!! LOL!!! Most black characters are too biased to ever see this level of hypocrisy. Which is very funny to me!!! You complain about being judged by your appearance....yet you do the exact same thing!!!! P.S. I'm not saying all white people do this or black people only some lol. Also if you want to use my example in an argument with one of your friends....be very careful. I know how to make that case but there are going to be objections using slavery, and discriminations and statistics and all that. They will also bring up levels of brutality. One way you can hit them where it hurts is look up worldstarhiphop and look at the videos of how brutal bullying is in intercity black schools. They even have kids CURB STOMPING each other. So discrimination, cliques, fighting, can be just as brutal amongst the kids. Discrimination isn't a racial trait, it's literally a trait of humanity. Humanity has a discriminatory mind that unless consciously observed is dangerous as all hell lol.

If you breathe air you are selfish, it is literally impossible to not be selfish you take up space in the world. You breathe, you poop, you eat, that is making use of resources somebody else could utilize which means you are selfish.

You are reality, so if I don't appear in your reality....I don't exist. Existence and appearance are the same thing. Think about it, if I erase all your memories....do you have a past? NO!!! You would need someone who knows your past to tell you. But if nobody can tell you your past and you can't remember it, it doesn't exist. So if I do not appear in your reality...for YOU do I exist? NO!!! Now to really make it hit home. Close your eyes, do a small dream, nothing to strong to pull you in completely. Notice that the small dream you are conjuring is a world. You can create people, have a conversation with a person, and can even create an entire story line. Now open your eyes, notice that world just disappeared!!! That model, that example I just gave you..... IS EXACTLY WHAT IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW!!! There is no difference between your night time dreams and your waking dreams. The only difference (how you fool yourself is make things appear different) is your waking dream is more stable while your night times dreams are less stable. Notice in your night time dreams when you LEAVE, the world leaves with you. YOU ARE THE WORLD. The world does not exist if you are not there. All separation is illusion/delusion it is a flat out LIE!!! In your dream at night does separation exist? NO!!! But you can pretend that it exists!!! The same is true right now. This is why if anybody tells you that individuals exist they are full of shit!!! There are no individuals only an APPEARANCE of individuals no different than your dream at night.

Good post, but there is no spiritual bypassing the issue is many of you are still stuck in human conditioning and have not sufficiently raised your awareness to understand that you don't need to create reasons to forgive yourself. While well-meaning this strategy you created will never end. You will have to keep creating reasons to forgive yourself after every action you think is questionable. Regret is normal, as we live in a goal based society. But guilt is pure ignorance. Instead of creating strategies to forgive yourself raise your awareness and ACCEPT the truth of what is going on. Otherwise even that strategy you created won't hold. Why? Because all people have to do is guilt trip you and then the questioning will start in your mind....did I do the right thing? How do I know what is right? And that whole rabbit hole will start. The truth is whatever happens in your life was supposed to happen exactly the way it has. If you can accept this, you will be able to permanently rid yourself of guilt. The purpose of your life is acceptance, acceptance of what you are, where you are, and then you can enjoy the peace that reveals itself. All this spiritual bypassing nonsense is something you conjure up in your mind due to human conditioning. Everything is spirit, so how can you spiritual bypass? It's utter nonsense and I can't believe I let someone once convince me of this hilarious concept.

It's very simple actually. Get rid of the limited belief you just constructed here.... in the bold. It's not so simple imo. you can understand that you are the direct experience but still remain limited. drugs break those limits. If you want to make non-duality your baseline experience without drugs, go watch Leo's Absolute Solipsism video and accept what he says in that video completely. He also says the same things in his Guided Exercise For Realizing You Are God video. https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=absolute+solipsism I suggest watching these on a microdose. Take enough to raise your awareness but not enough to completely blast you off to kingdom come. If you do this and totally accept it, your baseline will permanently reflect this. You all do not realize at this moment that YOU are stopping yourself from experiencing non-duality as your baseline. NOTHING else is stopping you but YOU! ACCEPT THIS! Stop with the limiting beliefs, drop them. You don't need a drug to experience non-duality, you only need the drug to REMIND you that you don't need a drug to experience non-duality. It's rather funny when you realize this!!! It's completely ordinary and extra-ordinary all at the same time!

HAHAHAHA lol love this post.

And now you confuse yourself..... I am really getting tired of you guys abdicating responsibility. God is always in control. Control is not imaginary, Control is an aspect of God. NOT being in control is what is imagined by God. If God wasn't in control God couldn't PURPOSEFULLY construct reality as intelligently as it has. It has created a perfect self-deception mechanism. Anyone that tells you control is imaginary has no clue what is going on. You literally couldn't make plans if control wasn't an aspect of yourself. God imagines things into existence and uses its power, its control, to construct its appearances intelligently. This isn't some random universe, it has perfect balance at all times.

Do you give consent to a bad trip? Do you give consent to aging? Do you give consent when your car breaks down? Do you give consent when someone falsely accuses you? This is your ego, and it is a weak argument. Also notice the flaw in your argument, by saying I need consent you construct a duality and turn yourself into a victim. There is an ignore function, also you could just choose to ignore me. So notice how you don't realize by responding to me YOU GIVE CONSENT!!! You see how flawed your argument is? You see how much you reveal that you have a victim mentality and love to torture yourself for shits and giggles? Maybe just maybe I'm showing you a way that you can realize hey....maybe I should stop assuming something else is giving me negative thoughts, and fear. Maybe just maybe it is I, the ABSOLUTE, deceiving myself that I don't have choice. LOL consent!!!! You have the ability to literally ignore me out of existence. If you don't perceive me in YOUR REALITY, I CEASE TO EXIST!!! Notice how you try to blame me when the only consent that matters is YOURS!!! But you make your own consent MY PROBLEM!!! LOL.

Got you, what's the video game? Watch Leo's video on self-deception. There are layers and layers of self-deception you are being fooled by. There was self-deception literally in your post but I don't have the patience to keep pointing this out. I'll just say this, make a commitment to be BRUTALLY honest with yourself AT ALL TIMES. While being brutally honest seek to not judge yourself for what comes up. Accept it for what it is. I'll post some good advice that came to me and I channeled in a previous thread. This is a copy and paste of a prior post: Wasting time is literally impossible. Every single moment your brain is literally taking in information. I spent majority of my life never doing drugs, I took weed for the first time last year and couldn't realize how amazing weed is. Weed helped me contemplate the nature of reality and my entire life. It helped me do deep dives into my subconscious and discover limiting beliefs, it also ultimately helped me awaken. So don't demonize weed. Video games: I was born premature and had poor fine motor control, through video games I was able to develop my dexterity. I never took a typing class in my entire life, through playing computer games I learned how to type just through having to type repeatedly to the players I played with and against. Through video games I actually was able to learn the meaning of life. Many of my greatest insights came from video games. Why? Because I was constantly analyzing the people I played with and against, and asked questions. So the truth is playing video games is NOT a waste of time. Everything you do in life has a PRO and a CON. Right now there are people who are PAID to play video games. They have Youtube channels and stream. So when you investigate ANY activity what you can discover it's not the activity that's a waste of time, it's how you look at it. Money does not determine your value, you aren't going to be on your death bed saying I wish I worked more. What you will say is I wish I did more things with my friends and family, and I wish I spent more time investing in myself. So guess what? Spend more time investing in yourself. Work out, EVERYDAY!!! Working out is NOT just for physical fitness. Working out develops self-discipline, it develops your adversity muscle, and it builds self-love. The mental benefits you get from working out every day far outweigh the physical benefits you gain. If you are ever depressed in life it is because you are not working out PERIOD! Working out consistently CHANGES your relationship with pain and adversity and teaches you how to frame pain and adversity in a positive manner. The ability to see the good in pain and adversity will pay off huge dividends in the future. Next STUDY, anything!!! Read, read, and read some more!! Knowing a lot of stuff builds your confidence. It helps you be able to express your thoughts more and changes the way you perceive reality. It makes you a more interesting person. This will also increase your self-love for yourself. Appearance: Buy clothes that are form fitting. These clothes will show off your physique and will look more natural on you. If you haven't done this do it, it will change the way you are perceived by others. Within your financial means eat healthier, this will boost your energy and help you have more stamina. Make sure you also get enough sleep every day do not neglect sleep. Learn to stretch, stretching prevent injuries and it help you feel refreshed each morning since majority stress is held in the body and loosening up your body can help relieve not just physical tension but psychological tension as well. Learn how to meditate, this can help you clear your mind and stabilize your mental activity it can even ultimately help you spiritually if you are into that. Re-establish your relationship with music. You said you have trouble studying? Music can help you with that! Learn to find musical playlists that can stimulate you when you have to read something. Think of music like the pepper, the salt, or the sugar put into a meal. Music can make working out or studying more enjoyable so go online and create your own studying playlist!!! Also learn to listen to people who motivate you!! Find some testimonials of people who have lived a hard life and have flipped it around. Take their mindset their energy as your own. The secret to life is self-deception but it works BOTH ways. You can deceive yourself into success or failure because ultimately everything could be said to be a lie. The kid who believed he could be drafted into the NBA even though the odds say you have a higher chance of winning the LOTTERY than being drafted is delusional!! But guess what? Because he believed in that delusion and worked hard everyday for it, it became his reality. You don't need evidence to achieve something because evidence is PAST information. All you need is desire, consistency, and the ability to analyze and learn from mistakes and courage to make the necessary changes when they arrive. And lastly...do nice things for your friends and family and ALLOW THEM to do nice things for you as well. This will allow you to create wonderful memories and then you can live the GOOD LIFE!!! GOOD LUCK!!

Watch this video by Neale Donald Walsh, he does a good job of explaining how self-righteousness can block your ability. As I have stated self-bias is sneaky as hell. Self-righteousness comes from a good place, you desire for all of life to live to the best of their ability. But self-righteousness is ignorance, I am aware my bias against money was an ignorance I have carried and I have seen how it has impacted my life. Enjoy the video!!

Self-Bias. Studying something you do not like? It will take force for you to stomach reading and trying to learn it. This will only be a short-term strategy. It will feel like torture, and you will only be doing it just to obtain something like a grade on a test or a job. But if you love something you will do it all the time and love it deeply. Self-Deception is the cause of self-bias, as you justify why you don't like something when in secret the truth is you actually love EVERYTHING. This is so hilarious, this is the secret to figuring anything out. How much time are you going to spend on something? Your ability to do it is based on how much you love it. Also relationships between people works the exact same way, your ability to accept them fully just the way they are will determine how smooth the relationship will go. Pay attention to how your judgments keep you away from various skills, knowledge, and experiences. Because this is what literally runs your life. P.S. It's funny after I wrote this I opened up Youtube and Sadhguru said the same thing but in a different way. Here ya go. https://www.youtube.com/post/UgkxMlV0HBGhThvXwiPGxAvvzsSyJoMNxC3L

What is up with that signature? Is it some witty deeper message? Or is it telling someone to be the next great terrorist? LOL.

Can yall please stop putting limitations on God? Yes Hell exists. EVERYTHING that can be conjured up exists. https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=I+died+and+went+to+hell Hell is no different than a tree, a snake, an ant. Everyone's concept of what would be the worst experience for them is different therefore hell would be deeply personal for your individual character. Overdose on a substance maybe you can experience it. Hell is infinite love just like anything else, but it might not be the love your ego is looking for LOL.