Razard86

Lol Jowblob you lucky I love you. I see you trying to get in on the fun, but I'm not falling for it. Nice try though. How your day been?

1. I just told you other people CAN observe it, notice you didn't notice that was mentioned....because you have filter because you are a liar and only seek to see things you can attack so you filter anything that doesn't favor your perspective. You are what we call a selective reader and listener. We call you the person who puts words in people's mouths and the good thing is....this is all print. So people can scroll up and SEE that I said OTHER PEOPLE CAN SEE IT TOO. There are PLENTY of trip reports of people who were in the same room EXPERIENCING THE SAME THING! I have two friends who tripped and experienced the same thing. Notice I mentioned I don't know how EASY or DIFFICULT it is as I have not had this experience personally. But notice again... you didn't read this!!! Look how much full of shit you are!! You are such a bullshiter, you are blind!! This is why selective readers like you, walk around blind because you have a filter set up to only SEE WHAT FAVORS YOUR PERSPECTIVE!! This is why you are ignorant and won't grow in knowledge because you will only read what favors your world view. This means you will become a discriminator that will hate anybody who doesn't conform to your world view and will have NO CLUE why they do what they do. You will be unable to speak and explain BOTH sides of a topic because all you are interested in is BEING COMFORTABLE! I dare you to continue with me so I can expose your blind bias and how you are a TERRIBLE listener and READER you bullshitter. But I'm not done with you....unlike you I can provide evidence of what I am talking about. YOU CAN'T cause you are liar. These two guys took a substance and experienced the SAME THING!!! Oh my gosh...how is that possible? Well because you can ALSO imagine OTHERS seeing and experiencing the SAME THING!!! Oh my gosh....bullshitter I thought what you said was truth? Oh my gosh I so EASILY proved that you were wrong. Even better ONE OF THESE GUYS IS A SCIENCE MAJOR who said SCIENCE can't even explain this!!! So much truth in this video and so much LIES within you.

I'm glad you are okay and thank you for sharing that powerful experience.

Not when those anonymous posters attempt to TEACH!!! When they are teaching they are now Spiritual Teachers!!! Nice try. No wiggling out of this one.

Hahahahah you imagine getting laid. Hahahahahh So funny. But I like your jest. Also don't compare to Ben Shapiro. Ben Shapiro is one of the most deluded people on the planet. Ben Shapiro actually believes he is human. On that one flawed notion, he is going around not realizing he is talking to himself. I am aware right now I am just talking to himself, Ben Shapiro actually thinks there are OTHER PEOPLE to defeat in debates and has made his entire livelihood off that. How you think he would feel if he ever found out he was just arguing with his reflection that was appearing to be different? That his whole life was akin to closing your eyes, imagining voices in your head, and then arguing with said voices in your head. HAHAHAHAH I would LOVE to see the look of complete terror and dissapointment in his eyes....because then HE GETS OWNED that he was a fool his entire life. All his judgments are about himself, all the people he beat in debates...was just himself!!! LOL Ben Shapiro is so biased all he does is HALF truths, he never argues the other side...and people only think he wins arguments because they don't know the other side. Ben is a fool, an entertaining fool but a fool nonetheless if I was bored I would make entire threads and pick apart all of his arguments with ease because he is biased as all hell and only uses information that FITS his world view which is what fools do. This is why research is so hard, too many biased fools upload information you have scour and read EVERYTHING just to figure things out. Oh and here is the kicker you don't know...when you awaken fully, you get to have more sex than any human ever. Because you realize sex is imaginary you can imagine sex, and enjoy it fully!! You will feel the sweat, the touch, every movement every sensation and it will be so real it will prove to you that sex....has always just been you having sex with yourself. As a result I don't need a woman to have sex, I can imagine her and experience FULL SEX, the FULL experience. So guess what? I just proved to you that the truth gets you laid the most!! BOO YA!!

Here is a radical opinion, I have more respect for a serial killer who killed 10 people and admitted to it, than a person who will steal my pen and look me in the eye and deny it!!! Who do you think has more self love in this example? Really think about that one!!

Nope more lies and delusion. What you are talking about is screens APPEARING!!! Absolute Infinity is ABSOLUTE INFINITE APPEARANCE!!! Notice you are still being attached to appearance. All appearance is IMPERMANENT!! It never stays the same, it is always changing how it appears!! One screen infinite screens, they are still the SAME SCREEN! There is no coexistence, coexistence is duality. For something to CO-EXIST it has to be ONE. You can't have short without a tall because short is a relational identity to tall. Stop this nonsense. All you duality creators are bullshitters. Notice everytime I show you the truth, you try to create another duality. So I will show again your foolishness. When you close your eyes and drift off, do you perceive or experience what you call your life? NO. So then....when you do to sleep, YOU DIED!! Everytime you go to sleep you DIE!! You have been dying everyday and resurrecting!!! Why? Because what you call life is the appearance you are currently experiencing and notice everytime you go to sleep you either blank out or experience something OTHER than your life. So notice those OTHERS aren't there. They aren't there in your dreams unless you dream them up and they aren't there when you go blank. Notice to argue against what I said...you have to use the experience of your life!! But notice I just showed you your life is a got damn LIE because it disappeared and the truth is only what is!!! If you got stuck in a night time dream as an intergalactic explorer....what would be the truth? That you are currently an intergalatic explorer. In fact you would forget your human life...until you woke up!!! Then you are like...oh that was all a dream. Stop the nonsense!!

Here is another pointer of what you are doing as God.

The dream and the ego are ONE. If you don't have an ego you don't have life. This is the trap many fall into. Awakening is realizing EVERYTHING is false. Everything is an appearance. An appearance is a TEMPORARY TRUTH which means its a lie. The ONLY TRUTH IS YOU. Since that is the case, YOU DETERMINE what is true and not true. Because this is the case, if you deny Absolute Solipsism in your life then that will be true for you in your experience. But here is the kicker...you are ABSOLUTE SOLIPSISM, so when your dream ends....that will be true. Your dream is absolute solipsism APPEARING to NOT BE. So that is why you can delude yourself and thus not realize it. But what do you think happens when the appearance of time space and all duality falls away? You awaken to Absolute Solipsism. It's so obvious. I have the past 4+ months gave pointer after pointer and nobody has been more direct than me on the entire planet. Not even Leo. And still people deny it, it reveals to me who the liars are and who desire truth. Because when my pointers are THAT obvious and you still deny it, then that means you desire delusion, fantasy over truth. Nothing wrong with that, but your reveal who you are. Absolute Solipsism is the ultimate test, do you love lies, or delusion. That is why anybody that resists these messages reveal by contrast who they are. It's fine no judgment, but it reveals to me plainly what kind of character you have chosen to be as God. There is no lie detector/honesty test stronger than this. Also anybody who denies Absolute Solipsism is full of self-hatred also and is pretending that they love themselves but it is all a farce.

I can't I Iove honest people like you.

The truth= What is. What is a lie= that which is not. This means all relative, impermanent truths are lies when compared to what is absolutely true. Because they are impermanent they can only be real....when they are present, but when they are not, they are a lie. This is why all relative truths are referred to as an illusion, because it can disappear and reappear. What is the absolute truth....Oneness. Oneness says....there is only a SINGULARITY. This singularity can APPEAR to be many. What is an appearance? Something that ARISES. Because it arises, it can ALSO disappear. So how can OTHERS be REAL when they can arise and disappear? They can only be REAL presently. But notice this!!! If you are the source of the arising and the disappearing, then ONLY YOU can be REAL and everything else is only real IF YOU MAKE IT REAL. But notice this!!! If you are THAT which makes things real, you can also make it UNREAL. So with all this understood....why is you all have not realized Absolute Solipsism...even though it is THE ONLY THING THAT IS REAL? Because you don't want it to be real!!! Well jokes on you Absolute Solipsism has always been real and when your human body gives out...you will be ALL ALONE. Because you have been exposed to this message and are resisting it, your fear of death has actually INCREASED!!! What you resist, persists!!! So you are only making it harder on yourself by resisting this. But hey...to each their own.

The only one taking things personal is you. If you avoid arguments you will NEVER have a successful relationship in your entire life. People hide how they really feel and let it boil up then have to hire a got damn therapist just to finally tell the truth. You don't even need therapy, therapists exist because people are liars, they are afraid to share the truth of their feelings because they are afraid to hurt the other person's feelings. Why? Because they identify with that person's feelings as their own. Guess what? The truth is ALWAYS hidden behind pain. That is why depression exists. When you hide the truth behind good feelings, eating good tasting food, snuggling up in your comforter, watching movies, but you don't deal with that one "bad" feeling which is always connected to a specific thought/opinion. Eventually you snap one day because you tried to hide your feelings, your truth!!! This is why it is better to seek truth than feelings, otherwise....YOU HURT YOUR FEELINGS!!! LOL. You cannot avoid hurt feelings, pain, it is a fact of life. Best to embrace it.

You see what you are. If I am a narcissist then that is because you are a narcissist. You only see and experience yourself. And notice also...you are responding to me, so is this the best use of your time and energy? It clearly must be....if I keep attracting you.

I'm glad you know the truth. Good to see a real truth lover here. You are one of few.

And this ladies and gentleman is someone who has never awoken and is delusional as all hell because he couldn't counter anything I said ever. I can easily deconstruct anything he says and he knows it. But try me, I dare you. I'll show your ignorance for the entire forum to see. And it will be easy. What you don't realize is you are so got damn delusional you are basically blind. Ego is the human identity. What is identity. Identity is action. What is identity, identity is symbols, What is identity identity is explanation. Notice how above you performed an action, you used symbols and you used an explanation. So what does that mean? It means....you will always have your human ego. It is not going anywhere. Even when your life ENDS its not going anywhere because destination DOES NOT EXIST. God is a MIND. As long as GOD does not forget a human life, that human life exists forever in the mind of God!!! So where is the ego going to go? Tell me? Where is it going? Why do you think they say every moment is eternal? Why do you think Leo said your hands has existed forever? Because there is no where for your hands to go!!! When you are in the void, if you WANT you can conjure up your human body!!! What I just said, people have also experienced on NDE's!!! Why? Because your body is not limited by time or space it only presently APPEARS like it does. You don't know anything you are a false teacher who runs around pretending to know stuff. This is arrogance, to speak about what you don't know. This guy right here had a legit awakening. And guess what? He got to see his body floating in an empty void. What happened to him is he FORGOT his human life, but then guess what? He also REMEMBERED IT. So the ego will never disappear because even when it isn't there, it's there. Why? Because God is that which contains all potentialities so nothing can be lost, or even obtained. It just IS. So death and even life can be said to have never existed based on the human concept and definition of what they call life. But again...this is too advanced for you...cause you are ASLEEP. I'm only heavy handed on you because you have all this unfounded confidence= arrogance.

1. You are not awake. You will never dissolve the ego because the ego cannot be seperated from the dream. YOUR HUMAN EGO IS THE SAME AS YOUR HUMAN LIFE!! This is the first evidence I know when a person is full of it and has never awakened! 2. If you do not understand what I said above, YOU WILL CHASE YOUR TAIL!!! This is why I said human spirituality is bullshit, because when I awoke I realized the flaws they have when they talk to you. Your ego is your filter! Without an ego YOU LITERALLY CANNOT EXPERIENCE THIS THING CALLED LIFE!!! Your ego is MORE than just your memories, your ego is DUALITY ITSELF!!! No ego, NO DUALITY!!! This means you can't walk, talk, think, drink water, etc. 3. So again if you or anyone says this delusional crap and keep trying to transcend the very thing that is the GIFT OF DUALITY then all you are doing is fooling yourself, fooling others and you are preventing yourself AND THEM from fully awakening. This is why unless you awaken YOU SHOULD NOT BE TEACHING!!! You are actually doing a disservice and confusing yourself and other people!!! This is why I rail against false teachers such as yourself because you are delusional and create mass confusion. P.S. From the point of view of the Ego IT IS SOLIPSISTIC. Have you ever experienced freezing time and walking around a FROZEN WORLD? NO!!! Because you never awoke. THERE IS ONLY YOU!!! NOBODY ELSE. While your ego is just as imaginary as everybody else, the avatar that God chooses to use is both the Absolute and the Relative. When you awaken to the fact that your relative perspective is also the ABSOLUTE you realize that the human avatar you are using is the ONLY REAL avatar. Why? Because you as God are currently experiencing THAT POINT OF VIEW. Your point of view is the absolute, it is only relative because you create other things for that avatar to experience! If right now you entered a void and only conjured up a human body to float in that void then that human body has nothing to compare or relate itself too. But the moment you put a ground, and put things on that ground that perspective because relative because it can be compared to things that have distinct features. The void has no such features so if you only conjure up a human body in the void the human body will have no height, no weight, and it won't even take up space. But because you haven't awoken you don't even understand what is being communicated because your drive to awaken is not strong enough.

Magic= Disappear and Reappear. Everytime you look, all appearances are constantly disappearing and reappearing. This is proof that everything is eternal because it is made of nothing, and can appear as something, and is constantly disappearing and reappearing. It's why death is not real, and hell life is not real since these are just silly human concepts. When you brought up there was no mechanism and I investigated and couldn't find one it blew my mind. God's power doesn't make sense and its too got damn powerful and too good to be true. That's my favorite line for God. When you were an atheist and discovered God and said your first words were "Oh my God." For me my first words were "This Is Too Good To Be True."

1. Nobody could. What you don't understand is psychedelics unlock the POWER of GOD. The Power of God is unlimited! You have no clue how bad, bad trips can become. How about you become a MELTING HOUSE that melts and becomes liquid and then repairs itself only to melt again for a thousand years? How about you become an exploding star that bursts into cosmic dust and float around as cosmic dust for a thousand years? How about you enter Hell and get tied to a table and have a Devil torture you for fun for a thousand years? I could go on and on! What you don't understand is YOUR MIND is the POWER OF GOD and it can imagine ANYTHING!! If you take a psychedelic and you are in a bad place....you can imagine the worst scenario for your ego EVER. There is absolute nothing you can say that can offset this. Instead of defending yourself go actually do research on Bad Trips. THEN you will see that it is NOT A GAME. Many a psychonaut has learned the HARD WAY you WILL GET HUMBLED. But....you may never recover. 2. On one of my trips....I was raped...for several hours. So I got to experience rape.... and it was just as real as real life. Luckily my mind is very strong I got over it easily because I knew it was imaginary. But I know for a fact most humans would be traumatized because they don't know it is imaginary.

You were. The moment you complain about anything you are judging. Discernment is judgment, it is a mild form of judging but it is still judging. To judge is to call something bad, when you have a preference you create value. A this is better for me than this. I prefer this over this. It is still a judgment, it is just a mild form. So yes you were judging. No wiggling out of this one. https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/judgment

1. What is wrong with judgment? Without judgment you would be dead. Besides you are judging judgment...so you are doing the same thing. 2. Based on your statement of what is wrong with taking psychedelics for fun shows you lack maturity. Psychedelics are not a game, they are strong neurotransmitters that can fuck up your life. Watch Leo's bad trip video to understand. What you don't understand is ONE BAD TRIP COULD FUCK YOU UP FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE! If you don't have a strong mental framework you could fuck yourself up.

They both exist and do exist, you are the one creating a duality. In fact you created a duality to avoid the absolute. I literally told you that context doesn't exist and instead of accepting that you avoided it to play a duality game. Also notice you are taking the subject away from what we are talking about because assholery has nothing to do whether something is true or not? Humans hide behind things like moral definitions as defense mechanisms so they can never awaken which you have a habit of doing. Also it has nothing to do with people agreeing with me. Whether you agree with me or not does not matter!! Because your belief does not matter. Absolute Truth is so obvious that you telling me whether people agree with me DOES NOT MATTER. When you go to sleep at night, does anyone go to sleep with you NO!!! If you blanked out right now, nothing would exist. When you reappear everything reappears. Science cannot disprove this because Science is done in direct experience!!! If you don't experience something it doesn't exist!! THIS IS THE STOPPING POINT. You see? You cannot argue against this. You can create lies and stories but you literally cannot do, know, think, or say anything WITHOUT experience!! Notice that everything you experience....is tied to WHETHER YOU ARE THERE OR NOT!!! Therefore Absolute Solipsism is true!!! You talk about context? LOL. Context only exists in direct experience!!! Everything only exists in direct experience!!! Someone will say I died and went to heaven and saw Earth. I reply no you didn't because you have to be there (Direct Experience) to imagine being in heaven (The Christian Notion of Heaven) looking down at an Earth. You will never be able to ESCAPE DIRECT EXPERIENCE because DIRECT EXPERIENCE IS YOU!!! That is what absolute solipsism is pointing too. If you don't exist....NOTHING exists!! Therefore OTHERS don't exist, because that would imply something can exist separate from you, which can NEVER be proven because there is ONLY ONE EXPERIENCE and it is YOU. Here is the biggest practical joke that destroys all arguments!!! Prove within your experience, that if you are not there something else exists!!! Notice....you can only prove...if you are there. All proving, all evidence, all anything is in direct experience!!! This is the stopping point, there is nothing you can do GODDDDD to ESCAPE that YOU ARE ALL THAT IS. THERE IS ONLY YOU!!! Stop trying to wiggle out of this God. Here is a Leo video which paraphrases what I am saying:

Carl-Richard is Infinite Love, Infinite Perfection, Infinite Wisdom, Infinite Beauty, Infinite Balance, pretending to be some moderator on Actualized. Org.

I have become addicted to just observing life, I am surprised at how little I noticed about life. I would definitely say if you still want to be an achiever go do that. Spirituality and truly awakening is counter to all that. But be careful, the more you gain financially and through relationships the more you have to let go to fully awaken. It's harder for a rich person to awaken than someone of more modest means. It isn't impossible but harder because you are going to be more attached. Also the business world and moving up requires you to scheme, lie, and make justifications. So your self-deception is going to be tougher to unravel. In fact the biggest barrier to awakening is to overcome your own self-deception. Self-Deception is infinite intelligence pretending to be stupid, pretending to be a human. You have no idea how powerful self-deception is and how deeply rooted your delusion is. Self-Deception is DESIGNED TO MAKE SENSE!!! It is deeply tied to pragmatism. God's level of pragmatism is completely indifferent and radical. The words I am typing cannot covey the radicalness of the love of God. Your ego cannot and will never agree to this, so it must surrender to PURE INSANITY. If you are too attached to being practical and being what you call a good person, you will never awaken. You must surrender morality and practicality. In fact if you think you need morality, you are disconnected from TRUTH because all your morality is really self-serving hypocritical bullshit tightly and neatly wrapped in a pragmatic sensible story. My guilty pleasure is destroying said story but ehhhh I'm toning it down lol.

Life is a self-correcting mechanism. He will eventually face adversity and experience the opposite of what he thinks is good. Life is a drama, that gives you the gift of pain and pleasure.

Notice how we have a sports show pointing out the hypocrisy of America when it comes to outrage about Guns and public optics/image. What's even funnier is this entire video...won't spark any change.