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Citrulline seems to enhance my gym performance. When I took it before a trip it also seemed to reduce vasoconstriction espacially with a warm shower, but the effect was not noticeable enough to say with confidence it was not placebo.

This is the best explanation of 4th dimensional reality I have seen that actually gives you the feel of it, and how little we know about reality.

But during your deepest trips, didn't you get some sort of insight into what kind of implications can actions in this dream have onto the next dream?

Because. It really ends in mystery. And any story, any reason we make up is just a conceptual structure we would try to put on something so raw, so spontenous and immediate and mysterious that it just silly

Everything you wrote I can look at as true and compatible with what I wrote. Our views do not contradict. Thisdell calls it superposition view of enlightenment.

Well true understanding of what things are cannot be put into words. It's beyond categorization and conceptualization. That's what you realize, that holding any structure any conceptualizing leads to distortion in perceiving. As Rob Burbea says - " there is no perception without conception " - to have any perception at all you have to have some very very subtle construction/obstruction going on. Which is distorting by nature. Another way to say this is that you are always looking through some lense/view. So when you want to get to the Essence, with no conceptualization at all (so no distortion) you unbind next and next such graspings and conceptualizations -> that process makes you more and more open and dissolved -> you reach the point of dissovling the concept of self, so self disappears -> you also dissolve the conception (and therefore perceiving) of "Thinginess" so everything becomes empty and radiant. You keep on unbinding and dissolving any structure, any conception, any obscuration and grasping -> and it turns out that this leads to Cessation/No Perception/Nibbana (or in daily life to seeing Emptiness of phenomena). It is a great surprise (at least it was for me) that with no distortion at all you are left with no perception, no consciousness, no nothing even. And that is the deepest Freedom. That may sound empty and nihilistic but it isn't - only language makes it seem so. Actually it's the most beautiful freeing realization ever.

Beautiful

You can have that objection to any spiritual claim. Everything Roger says was validated by my personal experience. I am sure water by the river would agree. And it aligns with what many teacher say: Ingram, Massaro, Yang, Brown and many many others. In the end all dualities colapse. Fullness vs emptiness. Aliveness vs death. Roger's Video that I posted is the best and most detailed video about structure of reality I have seen, and it perfectly aligns with all my psychedelic, meditative experienced as baseline daily life after dissolving the ego. But in the end there is no way around your direct experience and your own instincts. Who knows maybe awakening can be qualitatively different for different brains.

Emptiness is not to be understood as a noun but as an adjective of form. The purpose of insight into emptiness is not to reject form - it is to understand it's structure. It is to understand that it is fabricated by the source. Everything is a fabrication. And does not deny aliveness and fulness. When it comes to structure of reality Roger Thisdell describes it very well here: And back to the topic of the thread - > Cessation/Nibanna is when all fabrication, all fixations of the mind cease to be and the pure Awareness/Void/Mind is reavealed and you can not say anything about it because there is ZERO information there. Zero fabrication. No space, no time, no self, no god, no infinity. Zero information. And yet the subtlest YOU is that. It's when the God's computer stops computing anything. When the dreams stops being dreamed. It is beyond god realization.

Each sight is self-luminous and sees itself. Each sound is self-luminous and hears itself. Every sensory input is effortlessly experienced on it's own without any witnesser or experiencer. Each part of this luminous sensation Soup. There is no distance and space in this soup of sensations for the Self to exist. Self-feeling is just another cluster of sensations withing the soup. Emotions and thoughts are also just another group of sensations within this sensory field. Everything happening perfectly on its own. There is only this Unfolding of this sensory soup. See this. Realize this and see how when you uninstall the group of sensations of Selfing from this mix - the Soup becomes much more tasty. Sweet and light and effortless. Much love

There is this video on Leo's blog about two young girls that where born without feeling pain and it makes them so disfunctional. They literally try to scratch their eyes out with their fingers or just put hand in boiling water because why not? Thats how important pain is. Appreciate it. It is literally necessary to maintain physical form.

Damn man, that's some bazookish poetry, beautiful.

This is golden. This colapses alone/together duality.

You are on a roll lately, badass!

You can not. Whatever man or woman you take you can't even prove they exist because maybe you are dreaming now, or maybe it is a simulation so they are not real. Or maybe they are a hologram just as scientific tools you would use to "prove" anything. Everything is a belief other than direct perception. You don't know anything other than THIS NOW. Really let that sink in.

Nothing ever can be proven. The only thing that is sure is perception itself.

https://youtu.be/rVoRX1nMNg4?si=n-p23X1LmItlpjY_ I imagine walter saying "This" instead.

Bentinho Massaro, Frank Yang, Jed Mckenna,

For me the key insight was this: If I had the same brain, experiences and environment that a given person had - I would behave and think exactly as they do. We are all in this together. Try to look at everyone as an innocent child. Wake up this kind of parental love for anyone.

Badass! Lovely post Was this some sort of shift for you? How did you come to realize what was written here?

30minute meditation in the morning and 30 minute meditation in the evening is an absolute minimum to keep the mind sharp enough to perceive magic imho. No other way around it.

Yes, it's just a lense. I like that lense because it makes me me cheerful

It's something Frank Yang said and there is beautiful truth to that. It's like after my separate self dissolved now there is less and less voice commenting anyone's actions. It's like just as my body has no separate self and is moved by whole reality, the same applies to perception of other people. They just say and do things that Infinite Inteligence throws at them. Just like clouds at the sky. There was never an ego, so the same is seen in others. It's beutifull because it frees me of this programme that you have to help someone. Everythings is just perfectly unfolding and there is no-one doing it. Neither here nor in "others". No egos. Just reality unfolding without doers. Ego is just an optical illusion - the same here as in others.

We really do have a similar taste my friend 😗

Only egos see egos.