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@Ishanga bliss is just being in love for a prolonged period. Bliss = living in love.

American politics is like Jerry Springer show ,its so pathetic and cant believe its in the state its in. Meanwhile in Germany Imagine if someone asked Hitler if he was going to ban tik tok. I have never heard an American politician speak like this at all.

Happiness comes from soul Love comes from God.

Best dream I had recently there was an ice planet and it was a giant theme park. Went in line for sledding but the line people didnt care and we just skipped it went down a crazy hill with sweet jumps a crazy huge snow tornado everyone is watching it I can see their eyes in awe as it comes within feet of us. Then I woke up and I cried because it was the coolest thing I have ever seen in my life. I think we can do some cool stuff when we die. This world is beautiful but God is more

@Jannes I work in an home for dying old people and say this all the time. They are filling them with all these weird pills non stop but even the thought of giving them weed or shrooms is out of line for the government. You get old people that are used to doing what they want and suddenly have to be monitored at all times barely go outside and are stuck in a building (mostly just a couple rooms as most of the building is for other peoples rooms) all day. They get super restless as sometimes dont go outside for like 8 months at a time. I would be smoking them up everyday they wouldnt get bored. The healthcare system is so strained we often work short so workers dont have enough time to give everyone the time they need.

@Dodo i view Christianity to be the dark side. Virtue signaling is worse than telling it like it is imo. 99 percent of Christians are Virtue signaling that they follow Jesus and don't actually do the work intended.

This happened to me after I drink 27 beers in one night. Reality started repeating the same 5 second countless times. I remeber looking at a girl I was seeing she asked me are you ok? I say no and turn to the garbage and vomit then reality looped back and the girl looks at me asks are you ok? I say no and turn to the garbage and green out over and over. When this happens after the 1000th time conciousness sees itself and sees what's happening and freaks out. I don't really know how you could know if you are okay with it until its happening. After the 5 second loop I looped to next 5 seconds where I am puking and I am going down my throat like im in the matrix infinite times.Then I'm in a void of nothing freaking out. Experiencing pure abandonment.

Its like god has been looking directly at your eyes your whole life and then suddenly moves after not moving for your entire life. And you are able to see what it is when it moves. Its when you see conciousness for what it is and you see the same conciousness you have is the same conciousness the entire universe has. It dosent move but it shifts and you can see it shift. Like god says to you boo! I'm right here! Another time was like my vision was being carved with a lazer beam and light went weird colored and it looked like a long row of file folders were on the bottom of my vision and I was just pulling frames of existence very fast from these folders.

@Sugarcoat i saw it on drugs its like a doom character screen. A head constantly being held to know what your face is doing at any time. You have an idea of what you look like in your mind from mirror or pictures and you create a 3d model in your mind and hold it there to keep track of what your face is doing at any moment. But you don't even have a face

Your breathe is your closest connection to God. Focus on your closest connection to God and be in the moment.

@zurewMaybe its wrong is the my first question to everything. Why is it happening is rarely explained. Im trying to be delusional. I didnt say what I was sating was a fact of life or mathematics. I just said that it seems to be inconsistent that 1+1 = 1 1 - 1 = 0 1 x 1 = 1 1 /1 = 1 you showed me the made up rule to make it not consistent in mathematics. and you are taking the entire thing to insult me and that im being arrogant. I am but not needed to such a degree you are just attacking me.

@zurewThe axiom that specifically states why 1x1 must = 1

@zurew tell me the axiom that says that its not right

@zurew I didnt know and still dont know which made up rule means that its not true please tell me. I have understanding clearly im doing equations even if they are basic. How many people in reality know the axioms of mathematics? If you dont know the axioms of mathematics can you understand math? Yes you can. Instead of pointing out how im wrong just write the one sentence that you know that says it doesnt work.

@zurew I dont know what to tell you Im just asking a question, I cant study math equations im retarded. You could have just said the truth but you chose to cringe so dont blame me for your own personality. If I wanted to study the axioms math I would have to understand the whole philosophy of math and I dont like math so im not going too. Id rather remain ignorant and cringy

@Leo Gura In that case wouldnt 1+1 = 1 and 1-1 = 1 it seems math has inconcistencies where in subtraction and addition we take it that we are doing an equation and in mutiplication and division we are just stating that we have something 1+1= 2 1-1=0 in both these we are actually doing math 1x1 =1 1/1= 1 In these instances we are not doing math and cant we are just stating that we have 1 thing.

Our conscious experiences change over time but notice how you feel like everyone of those states, even when it shifts greatly immediately you still identify with these states that you are in. We can see what we are if we pay attention when these things happen. If you are walking around in a small town why does it feel like you are in a small town. The small town feels safe as you feel like you have a barrier between you and wilderness .You can notice that you are actually outside walking around in the wilderness with houses built in the wilderness (only its been mowed down for houses) while in the town and the qualia changes. You can now feel like you are walking around in the wilderness with houses with no barrier between you and wilderness and the safe feeling will leave. You can change the way the entire environment around you feels with a simple mind trick, There is something there doing that. Mastery of these field changes i believe is a big part of consciousness. The senses are not becoming degenerative the qualia is. I.E you! You are like a battery (consciousness) thats filled with energy (awareness). You can be at full battery or .0000000001 percent battery. When God touch my forehead it felt like I had .00001 battery and then was filled to the top and I saw the entire universe behind my eyes.

When I saw God I saw there was two distinct things one was the non dual reality that was light and then there was God and God was something else. It was behind non duality separate from it. The definition of God is there is something more than that you experience or no - that, no thing, more, infinity. If you put non duality in front of you theres something else there meaning non duality isnt the truth but its a way to look at the truth. Gods not non duality its more than that its not solipsism its more than that its not everyone being one theres more ! Imagine God was more the expanding of the universe than the universe itself.

Go outside look at a tree. Close your eyes does the tree still exist? Yes I can hear its rattling of leaves. Plug the ears I can smell its bark and leaves . Plug the nose I can feel the tree a rough circlular surface. When we seperate these senses and individualize them we see that the tree isnt just one thing. Its all of them and each one individually at the same time. If I had no eyes to see a tree and no nose to smell or ears to hear it a tree would be defined to me as a rough circular surface and exist in my minds eye as a rough circular surface going up and down. The idea we have of things arent what they are. The idea of a tree is all these separate perceptions put into a spot in the mind labelled tree, but the label tree is not real. A tree with no perceptions is nothing but its still there as a possibility. If I sit under a tree and lean against it the tree exists as a feeling in my back and thats what it is at the moment literally.

Me too but because I used spend my 12 year old time watching videos of people get their throats cut ,heads cut off, beaten ,shot, stabbed ,diseased mangled bodies, deranged shit.

@Brahman I heard it explained Definition of multiply 'increase or cause to increase greatly in number or quantity' If 1x1 = 1 then you are not multiplying. Number value is not increasing meaning you are not doing multiplication. He is talking you have one thing in reality then you multiply all the parts of that one thing you get 2 things at the end result. This would be correct in the definition of multiply and actually multiplying something. So if 1x1=2 3x1=6 4x1=8 It seems like math takes the first number as existing in the end result of the equation but that cant happen when you are multiplying cause when you multiply something by itself and have itself as the result you arent increasing any value and cannot multiply anything.

@SugarcoatCoulda been wikipedia lol. I cant remeber where I saw it and I havent been able to find it again but there are very old books on the internet so it could be in one sometimes I look at them. Yes it was called stream surfer and I know it was spiritual related.

@SugarcoatMore like reality projection. Like I could press up on a metaphysical remote control and go into your body and control it then press down and come back into mine.

Imagine hes such a baby and runs out of money he says fuck it deactivates his satellites and they fall from the sky. I could see him being that petty. Such a big baby with so much power is not good.

@Sugarcoat I was reading random material and came across a term 'stream surfer' in a spiritual text. And I think thats what it means. You channel surf the universe and watch whatever the fuck you want. Its literally like a TV.