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@Javfly33 We have feelings and then we make up an explanation on why we are feeling the thing but its not correlated except for the fact that we have trained our mind to think that words and emotions go together. So we can use this as a pavlovs dog to feel an emotion but thought and emotion are not correlated. you created yourself to feel certain ways about words and scenarios but you can feel anyway about any scenario if you detach from these constructions. It was a survival mechanism to be loved. Now that you have Gods love you can undo that if you have Gods love. Try to feel the emotion of raw fucking a woman while brushing your teeth without thinking about raw fucking a woman just feel the emotion it has nothing to do with raw fucking a woman thats what you assigned the emotion to. Think about raw fucking a woman see the feeling where is it located focus on where its located and try to stop thinking about fucking a woman and then just focus on that emotion and try to make it bigger.

Its just the easy way out. You don't have to think about scary things when you just say God is real im done thinking about it. Others don't because they can't beleive something they don't see hear feel. Logic is a tool we use to trick ourselves into a beleif system. If the logic dosent fit people can't beleive it.

@gambler Yes

Making up ideas about feelings is ego. Making up that you used a woman is ego its just feelings being empty is good ego is scared to gain control it says I used this person i must feel bad.

too busy sitting in the same place everyday on my computer expanding my awareness. This is a very rare short time where we have internet use it. Expand knowledge non stop. If you are awakened it does not matter we are gathering information for God.

https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/meth-face-sores https://oxfordtreatment.com/substance-abuse/crystal-meth/induced-hallucinations/ https://www.pinnaclepeakrecovery.com/drugs-cause-skin-picking/ https://asanarecovery.com/list-of-drugs-that-cause-skin-picking/ I dont have a research paper I have just seen it said alot

It gets deteriorated because they stay up for days scratching their skin off and biting it off. Constantly grinding their teeth. All those wounds you see on them are self inflicted when they are binging on the drug. They start thinking bugs are under their skin and the fbi is following them because they spend days hyper thinking and making shit up and believing it while high.

the true matter appears when there is no matter and we dont like it. Spirituality is coming to terms with the biggest matter God has and thats matter dosent matter.

You are God flying into random things and experiencing them. You found a human a human can look at things and experience what they are without going into them. go around searching for the feeling you are feeling and find where its at your brain is a radar. Pretend God flew into a flower it dosent know what a flower is it goes inside of it and is surrounded by colour and smells and feelings the flower is creating it is experiencing life as what a flower feels. Now it flew into a human which is just an intelligent flower. What you feel is what this intelligent flower is experiencing. Unlike a flower This flower can do many things with the field of reality. It can label whats around it it can sense at long distance it can see very far away and understand that there are other things out there.Its just a matter of fucking around with what you feel like.

@DreamScape Im not seeking anything I know its true because God means everything is true and real and possible. Im keeping my mind open I am not trying to obtain anything. I never have I just wont say they are lying for no reason because reality is cooler than we can imagine.

@DreamScape Ive also seen many people claim they can scan their bodies and other peoples bodies and seeing with eyes open in darkness.

@DreamScape From hindu it says you can get boons from Gods. You cant prove it cause the powers are invisible to reality.

According to Sadhguru I think he is saying he can leave his body at will. I have heard him say that when he first did he could clap his hands and then make a fruit fall I can only assume he means he is leaving his body and making the fruit fall. He also said that someone can come into a building and he can know what kind of soul the person is around a corner and behind walls. Im assuming hes saying he can fly around a certain range of his body. He has also said he can see enlightened people possibly by scanning the bodies in soul mode within his awareness bubble. He say when he see the enlightened person they both recognized eachother

You either awaken or kill yourself during the process. Its not fun to do but the pay off is like holding in an ejaculated for decades and then finally releasing it.

@What Am I it could be you could also have it happen to you and have not idea what the fuck just happened and get no answers. I could have also accidentally stumbled on leo on a rare chance as when I saw God I instantly knew it was God even tho I was an athiest and not seeking anything. then the next day after I calmed down mildly I look up the term God realization and leos video was the first thing I saw. His video was the first spiritual video I ever watched i didn't even know what it was so it was probably just a fluke or good intuition or good use of the internet.

@What Am II have been on many forums about spirituality and God and the only other ones I have seen talking about conciousness and God are r/simulation theory and r/consciousness, maybe r/spirituality a bit. I have been banned from many for stating God is consciousness. Of course there are way more people God realized than on this forum or the internet as a whole but just having 50 people on the more accurate representation of God shows you a little bit how small the amount is. these forums are the only real place to talk about it in real life you will be seen as weird.

@JoshB No one has any idea what we are talking about. Even if you look at this forum a forum specifically designed to talk about God there are 50 people on the entire planet who are talking about it. This is the number 1 God forum on the internet and there are like 50 people that i see repeatedly talking. Its too scary for normal people and even scary for us but we must surrender to fear we see that. If you give a normal person a tiny bit of existential reality they will take it as scary and they dont realize they are creating that fear they think its coming from you and they think you are scary and dont like you. I had death anxiety for 30 years and I tried to talk about it with people to help me come to terms with it but it scares everyone so much that they refuse to think let alone talk about it. And thats just fear of death which they know is real talking about God is insanity to them. Gods fear of being alone is inside all of us. Look at reality look how big this fear is. The only reason anything exists is cause God needs to sleep waking up is being done with that.

I have the opposite, things that happened 30 years ago feel like they are fresh in my mind. When I look back at my life it feels like it happened in a flash

I've had youtube premium like 2 years its rapidly jumped in price the past couple years. But even at 14 a month is still worth it for the amount of content on YouTube and to be able to use YouTube screen off is good

In my town there are alot of stray cats. I often hear them fighting and my cat in my yard gets into territory fights with the other cats. Ive had to throw things at other cats attacking mine when hes in my yard. We also have alot of crows here and you hear them squaking all the time. I have noticed that these crows are flying around following the stray cats and squaking to alert their locations to others. One time my cat was meowing at a stray and I came out and there was a crow there squaking and the cat wasnt on my property so I fed it and went inside and the crow was there the whole time it was eating. Then it walked away and I saw the crow follow it. It is interesting to speculate animals jobs in their environments and see what they are doing. I see them get up early and group up across from my house.

I'm digging a hole to worship God in

You are trying to take a picture of your mind with a phone thats in your mind. Its not possible. When you are tripping you are tripping inside your body. The world isn't changing for everyone else just you

look back at your childhood dreams

Leo has answered this you just made it up. Yea you went to the grocery store but you are just making up that you went to the grocery store from this current frame of existence, this frame of existence is the only frame that has ever existed and you are making up your entire life from this current frame of existence the only one that has ever existed. The entire story is constantly held on one frame the only one that exists. There is no such thing as time. Like you have been sitting in a future state making up memories about doing something but its right now.

I would say if you want it to mean something make it mean something meaning everytime you see it make your mood for high on purpose like something good is going to happen dont question. In theory the number games could work with God the problem is going back and forth between its real and its not when its not working. Reality is trying pavlovs dog you but you gotta do the reverse to it.