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@Holykael it will only be bad if you fall asleep learn to retain your conciousness by sitting there not thinking about anything. Losing this logic battle with yourself is a waste of time. Just stop interacting with your mind

One is frozen in time perfected the other still making waves

When you dissolve the identity you open yourself up to new ideas and new territory. After my first dissolution I told myself I could jerk off to gay porn then transgender and I did and it was the same. I don't particularly enjoy it but I did it to see if I could.

Never let a woman control you. Be your own man this woman is a psychopath and you are too weak to see it and its making you one. You are picking up on her insane thoughts and thinking they are your own. Next time you start hanging out with someone a lot and your thought patterns change notice it and see thats what they think not you. And then leave if they are psychotic its a succubus

@Yimpa yea but thats different chat got can tell you about physical the astrology is supposed to tell you about metaphysical. Its supposed to answer why you were born in the certain time you were born in and where you were born into. Kinda a link between dimensions

I think they can be accurate. I check my life path and It described me pretty well. It said I will be a loner looking for enlightenment and I am

Its whatever you are attached to your screen of life. You are in a void of nothing looking into a random screen that appeared and you are so attached to it, emotionally you are like stuck to it. When I saw my soul it looked like a clear peice of saran wrap kinda fused to my screen and it ripped off and I saw it floating in the void. It felt like ripping out your scalp one hair by one hair thats how glued I was to the screen.no pain but thats what the feeling was. It was square but it had a little head with a smile face on top. I saw myself God looking at my soul that was looking at the screen of the 3rd dimension. The soul can get creases in it that form its identity or crumple if it gets worn by life and its sad in a way but you want it to remain un crumpled and pristine. You need to open your third eye and it will open up a void to you.

@Breakingthewall taming it is not listening when you stop listening it dissapear and you dont think about being lazy. You dont feel lazy you dont exist. You are a loop of logic that dosent stop. Its useless commentary

@Breakingthewall the body will move by itself, the dream will continue you just watch it, thinking is not happeningnot needed in consciousness. its just commentary. Thats like watching a movie with director commentary and saying the film couldnt exist without the commentary

the ego is just a logic game god gets trapped into. you dont have to think to exist ! you are the well of water and you are plunging yourself into it and struggling not realizing that you dont need to come up or move for a breath so no need to struggle! logic just distorts the water and not able to see clearly. all logic does it create misery. You have already trained your mind and body what it need to function by itself and it will

Imagine you can freeze reality at will. And this freezing of time is god loving the moment solidifying conciousness. It can freeze it at will and hold itself in place to preserve itself for infinity but its stuck on that moment until it releases itself into satan. Or time. God can either love the moment forever or surrender to Satan and play out every life ever. It can love itself but it can't move. And its moving is an illusion but it has nothing else to do.so it surrenders to its desires giving into the illusion giving its alter ego time to play with it. God can pull its metaphorical face out of the water but it can't stop itself from Remerging with the ocean to dream again. You can ask two people pull your metaphorical face out of the dream sit there and see that you were just dreaming the two people as conciousness solidifies. And dreaming and the whole scenario entirely. Not only that you can see that you were just making up every previous version of the dream and its just stuck on this moment. Every single moment is the moment that is happening forever.

So God can sleep maybe. Maybe easier to control with these substances. I think its done on purpose so you stay sad and scared and reproduce as much as possible so you can be farmed for labour. Also tobacco is the only legal highly taxed substance the government dosent allow promotion for and demonizes. It was a staple in native american spirituality.

Probably going half insane. Being insane while still being able to rationalize that I have gone insane. Or being stuck in a hospital bed for 15 years under drug induced paralysis but still being concious

I have had the experience and you are just in a void that emits emotion. Like out of the center of you is a burst of emotion that has no boundary so it goes out and out and out forever until it stops. Then it happens again and again and again forever. Until you stop bursting. I was bursting abandonment for infinite time until I became void. Like a baby crying it dosent know what time is so it will cry and cry and cry for as long as it cries then goes to sleep and then wakes up and cries and cries for as long as it cries and no one there to help it. It does this for as long as it does it and then slowly will cry less and less and sleep more. And eventually stop crying and become void. But the baby dosent even know it exists or what time is. So time dosent matter to it its always doing something as long as it can. I became so void i could have respawned into anything and I wouldn't know but it feels like I respawned in my own body from before. But everything is god so I could respawn into anything and it would feel like me. I instantly forgot what happened and only felt like I had died and was happy to be alive for a couple days. Only 8 years later I eat mushroom and they told me that I died and remind me what happened and it helped me understand conciousness. Its easy in the sense that you don't have to do anything but you might have to respawn and keep going anyway so probably not worth.

one is real the other isnt

@Inliytened1 The only place we can have free will is lucid dream. We cant fly therefore free will is not real. Free will within reason is not free its caged will

All spiritual teacher lie to you they arent meditating they just learned to sleep sitting up. And God gives you whatever you need so they live in dream world

@Inliytened1 No that he is not in control of whether he is happy so any amount of trying to explain wont do it until it happens from god. God can allow you to be happy and god can allow you to not be happy I dont know If we choose that. I certainly wouldn't choose to be unhappy but I put myself to sleep or let myself fall into sleep on purpose it seems, so i would in a sense of god.

I kinda beleive holykeal because we aren't in control I didn't choose to wake up and it make me happy. It just happened and I didn't choose to be sad I just made myself that way. I don't even know if what I'm doing is me or sim. I just have up but I don't even know if I was in control of giving up. Everytime I see God it feels like a robot. It feels like I'm a sim of God but got is an infinity sim Its like I AM SAD. WHAT IS SADNESS. I AM SADNESS. Then it just is sadness (In robot voice) But there's gotta be a way to understand the sim

maybe you are going beyond your own perfection and when you get sick of it it means to stop perfecting it and go onto the next. Come back in a week if its still monotonous then its done

Shiva give Ganga to humans so they can see him

only when you are not perceiving is truth and God wants to get away from that so it creates layers and layers and layers so that it can deconstruct them and be okay with it.

@Holykael i asked God what it was and it was an endless loop of logic until I sat there and then God turned itself into my life energies and if you sit there long enough God will turn itself into the solar system and if you sit there long enough God will turn itself into the galaxy and if you sit there it will turn itself into the universe and if you sit there it will turn itself into nothing. But you have to break the logic battle of good and evil and sit there it is hard because you are dealing with Satan the very mechanism in which you think you exist in. You will feel terror and screaming but you must endure God is like a circle its full then you break it into half red and half blue good and evil then these two sides fight with eachother you can squeeze the blue over the red part but you can't completely do it and it will force its way back and consume the blue then only way to beat it is to let it win and stop fighting it Its just a mind game and logic is your enemy You exist because you think there is a blue and a red part but there isnt. Surrender yourself to the red and win. Just don't let it control your body or you have lost it. You already lost but it can get worse if you keep fighting Admit you don't know anything

@Holykael you don't have the preference the only reason you have a preference is because you decided that you liked something over another thing. You can end the sorrow by stop fighting with yourself just let the negative flow out of you. You are not even a human how can you have a preference