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@Basman The spiral dynamics is made up or is somehow claiming to measure something outside of the universe which is also made up.

@Basman To say the lowest level of spiritual development ladder is money, shits on the entire structure. To say that is to say women's rights are because of money. Anti slavery is because of money. All the way up to turquoise where you can finally say just kill me I don't care. Pretty much what I am saying is spiral dynamics is a house of cards until you reach the last level. And once you reach the last level thats, anti survival, and the only way to truly beat stage red individually. You beat it by saying just kill me then. They probably shit on it cause they see that its a farce. You are pretending to beat stage red when you were born past stage red. Basically lying.

@Puer AeternusSo your spiral is built on how much money you have. If your money goes you are instantly put back into red. That means red is not individual. Tran sending red is cultural. Imagine America collapses it falls into stage red. Someone who is a stage orange or blue or whatever goes oh my God I'm scared and falls to stage red. Were they actually orange or blue or was it just made up heiarchle word games to play while your stomach was full and had a nice home and protective society.

@Puer Aeternus This to me is like a physicist doing their physics before studying metaphysics. You skip the fundamental stage start at stage 2 or 3 and claim you know. Never being in stage red to prove you can pass it. Its like yea I'm better cause I have never been in the situation for me to have to be red. And you can look down from your ivory tower at people who are born into stage red and think you've somehow overcome something and are on a higher stage, as if you or someone can enhance them with developmental tips without actually doing it.

Because of money only. Money holds people up to higher states. The whole spiral dynamic bs is because people are comfortable. If money goes so does your spiral dynamic state. If that's true its just a self masterbating tool.

@integral It must be an overwhelmingly beautiful energy source that makes you scream Jesus Christ!

Whats God jerking off to? You are either fking a woman which entails ownership. Thats an action of going out and getting something you make up you dont have. Or delusion into fantasy. Sex dosent exist when you are currently not having it.

Where's the video?

@TruthFreedom You belong with God. God is where you are. You are at home you just feel like you dont belong at home with God. You are missing metaphysical home that is everywhere. When you find home your heart will explode as you will see God has never abandoned you like everyone else did.

Deviant art seems like one. Rarely identity involved just people expressing art without censor.

@TruthFreedom The only spirit you are talking from is vodka.

@TruthFreedom You said you were Jesus the character of a story you are citing. Somehow he existed and died for you to hear the story of him. At the same time you are him? And I don't make sense?

Its the path of finding God. Where is home? Jesus wasn't being rejected he was rejecting every home he was in because that's not home. You could be doing the same thing. You never feel like you are at home because nowhere out here is home. You will never feel at home thats why you are drinking.

@integral Yes I agree. Now think of all those times you had to be quiet when you were cumming. You wanted to scream and thrash your body but you couldnt. All that energy is stored in the body. Now you do it 1000 times look how much of that energy is going to be stored inside of you. And its going to start rotting it needs to come out. This energy turns into rapey energy , they can have alot of sexual energy that isnt coming out because of shame and guilting themselves turning it rancid. Even when you have sex with a woman you are so ashamed you are not making any sound. You REALLY want to make sound but storing it even deeper down. Then you will see you never released what you really wanted to do. The energy is now aggressive. Now you dug yourself into a hole where you must release this negative aggressive energy projected onto a woman.

@integralI think it comes from having to be quiet when you are masturbating at home. Basically shame. We compress the emotions then eventually we cannot enjoy sex like we want because of shame.

Yes just another hamster wheel. How do you help a brain dead state? Stop thinking its doing something wrong.

@samijiben i draw it on a peice of paper then scan it and colour it in Krita. Its permanent sharpee. Thank you.

I think the men are quiet and the woman reflects them man. If the man go as hard as he wants he would be yelling. Have you ever yelled during sex?

@Razard86Thats fair you can change hate to I dont fucking like you, aggressively dont like you.

When you awaken it gets confusing on what you should be or do. Its all one, i must like everyone because I am them but I spend 5 seconds doing that and I'm annoyed. What that means is you actually hate everyone and thats who you are, and you are pretending to be nice cause you think you are supposed to. You are supposed to hate everyone and life won't go forward till you stop lying. Once you hate you can see that everything will be okay when you are rude/honest and genuinely not interested. People through out life will gaslight us into thinking we are being mean when we are just being ourselves. For instance people will be like why do you look so angry or sad when just sitting there cause you have resting bitch face.You are sitting there perfectly normal and someone just randomly insults you and tells you what you are doing is wrong. Then you change and act like someone else for some asshole who found your face uncomfortable. When we say everything is love its means love that you hate people not love the person. Love your resting bitch face and fuck the person who insulted you for it. God needs the interaction to happen so you can say to them ,who the fuck are you? Instead we are programmed to take it to heart and insult ourselves when we didnt even do anything and we change for no reason. This hurts the individual everytime they pretend and will actually ruin Gods graceful plan for you. After you do this you will be able to smile all day. You will do what you want and everything will work out and there will be no friction.

Yes the self deception is that you care about anything. Earth is a spooky haunted house ride and you are caring about ghosts. You gotta not care but feel like you do.

When I awaken it only take 1.5 gram it felt like I had a massive reservoir of energy sitting there or that I was crushing my energy into my feet and then let it go. Or my energies were at 0. I was drinking heavily. I think once you reach 0 energy God fills you up thats why they say empty your cup. Empty your cup and God will fill you up. I got enlightened but I didn't stay there i came back down almost instantly. You can shoot so much energy through your body that it sends you to another dimension of reality, similar to if a 2D person in flat land lifted himself into 3D via a massive blast of energy. Like if a dot on your paper created enough energy for itself it blasted off the page into another dimension , up or out. It dosent matter if you stay there once you touch God you are saved by God even if you come back down. Its just about how you treat the experience you had do you beleive it? Do you act like what God said when you meet him? Will you struggle now on death?

The country runs off scared pigs. Americans are scared of everything cause they have it super good. If you have alot of really good things you are scared that it will collapse. When everything can collapse it you are scared of everything. When the mind is chilling in survival mode you are constantly looking for things that are going to hurt you thats why science is getting into super niche shit. You think Iranians are scaree about microplastics and freaking out? No only 1st world countries are cause they are sitting around in survival mode.