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You aren't conscious enough to experience these high states of consciousness simply by desiring to do so due to the self-imposed limitations that you need to remove with tools like psychedelics. If you were more conscious you wouldn't need psychedelics, but you aren't, so you are limited by imaginary limitations. You not being able to change your state at will is one of these imaginary limitations.

That's one hell of a combination

There are infinitely many dimensions to consciousness, you clearly have not felt the depth of this. Stop trying to always classify everything into categories. There are literally no limitations, the amount of different states of consciousness produced from absolute infinity are so unimaginable huge we humans will never get it. This is probably less than 0.001% of what is possible.

That's because you are God and the only one who can do that is you. What you will realize is that there is no consensus reality and it is up to you to do as you wish with it.

With high dosages you can affect consensus reality with your imagination. Both to cause temporary events or to change things permamently. All sorts of 'impossible' phenomena can be made to occur. I am not just speculating nor talking about something vague things like manifestation, I have done this many times, but I don't want to go too much into the details of what I've done. A specific intention can help as well.

You can become directly conscious of the fact that death does not exist and that you as consciousness are completely immortal.

When you are awake, every single thing is very mysterious and beautiful. I have only realized how small of a corner of consciousness I experience, and I don't even understand it! Life is full of mysteries if you know how to see them.

It's real in that you can actually experience it. It's imaginary in that you as God are hallucinating it with your endless imagination, because reality is God's imagination. It's also imaginary in that if you wanted to, and were in a high enough state of consciousness, you could change your hand into anything else. You have to become directly conscious of this to understand what I mean though.

Mainly LSD with some DMT and psilocybin too

I am God. You are me. Do I qualify?

Psychedelics have made me healthier by removing traumas and unnecessary anxiety. I am also doubtful of the premature aging claim as well.

There is no ego, only God

You need to experience Absolute Solipsism. Then you will realize all other people are inside your consciousness. And that you are personanally imagining all other people.

I've also had an ego death and a God realization in multiple dreams. I've actually become an infinite number of Godheads. I've also become completely formless empty space that spanned in infinite dimensions. And more. They do not differ from ones you have on psychedelics.

It's difficult to influence the world to achieve the results you want in it. It seems to be bigger things require more effort. I think it would be easier from a higher state of consciousness. You definitely can use it to learn to play the piano. A lot of it has to do with your own beliefs though, and they do affect reality. I got rid of my lactose intolerance, seasonal allergies, and headaches, simply by imagining that I wasn't a person who has those. I kept insisting upon it until it became true.

Around 7.5g. It was insane. But I prefer high dose LSD trips over mushrooms.

I've come to the same conclusion. It has nothing to do with the drug, it has all to do with you. I have yet to find a more direct mean than psychedelics though, yet I know this should be theoretically possible. I don't know how to get rid of the required backstory of supposedly taking a drug to increase your consciousness level

So my internal monologue is extremely weak and I have very few thoughts naturally, maybe one every 30 seconds if I want to, and this makes it rather easy to enter a state of no thoughts by meditating (not all the time, but still very frequently). The thing is that I do not feel any sort of union, bliss, or anything special in this state of no thoughts. There is no dissolution of anything. It isn't a nondual state of consciousness. The only thing that happens is that instead of my head having thoughts occur on it there are none. What more do I need to do to actually enter samadhi?

The universes intelligence includes loving you personally through whatever form it will come. It cares about you and you specically. When you become so conscious that you see how you personally designed the universe from love, you can realize that it has all been for YOU. Not somebody else. The world is here just for you and your experience. IT IS FOR YOU! When your love towards yourself is so great, nothing bad will happen to you. I don't mean you get mugged but by some unattachment avoid the suffering from it, but by the understanding of tour true nature you will never even get robbed, thus avoiding the suffering. You still think there are other people who can hurt you, but the truth is that they are so deeply you that if you so desired they would give all of their posessions away to you instead. Because everybody knows you are it anyways, they are just pretending. If you want to you can make the whole world happy immediately. But the world does not exist, only your personal life does. Thats the whole illusion, that there is some big bad world. Its all within your control directly. You are God completely, ever loving yourself. The less you own up to this fact the more sufferring you will cause for yourself comimg from apparent "other" causes such as disease, other people, and external events. I do not ever have to work because God took care of me with her unconditional love towards me by making me a millionaire. God also showed me what true passionate unconditional love in a relationship is. Even meeting my girlfriend was not accidental but we met due to magical abilites induced by MDMA. If that isn't God personally caring, I don't know what is. It is your dream, and of course you love yourself. All I did was achieve an unprecedented amount of trust towards love. I gambled my whole life on trusting God. And God answered me back with more love There is no need to accept the suffering, the suffering of the world is not even real, you are God, take ownership and make yourself the heaven that you deserve. This is the infinite beauty of solipsism.

I don't feel any personal identity, at least at a conscious level. When people call 'my' name I feel no relationship at all between that name and whatever I am supposed to be. My mind is literally blank without judgement. I don't even normally identify myself as a a man on earth in an universe. I try not to believe in anything at all.

Thanks, the no thoughts state I usually enter is probably rather shallow then. Yes it seems to be like I merely have my surface level thoughts gone while the deeper sense of identity remains.

I had my first awakening when I was 16 and my first full God realization / I am God experience when I was 18. I don't think there is a right time for awakening.

This. Almost everybody whom I know who have taken LSD have had practically zero profound insights, whereas for me they are practically guaranteed. Your intentions matter a lot too.

What are your thoughts upon using MDMA as a tool to raise consciousness? On pure MDMA I have had experiences regarding the Love aspect of reality, seeing that void is form, seeing the unreality of time, and have had a partial god realization. Other interesting phenomena that has happened to me on pure MDMA was telepathy with my girlfriend. Two of my most profound experiences have been also with MDMA mixed with LSD, where on both times I completely lost touch with my human self, the immediate environment, and became an infinite number of omnipotent and omniscient godheads, for seeminly eternity. MDMA makes letting go deeper than what I usually can far easier. What are your experiences with MDMA?

I also greatly enjoy 2C-B. It has a very unique psychedelic flavor in my opinion. Personally I'm lucky not to get any hangovers from either MDMA or 2C-B.