amanen

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  1. Death is your guaranteed ticket to merge back into infinite consciousness. Obviously, you can awaken to being God while you are alive, which is preferable from your standpoint since it will get you past all your suffering and fear. You can live your life however deluded you want, but you will always merge back in. Which is why death is the best thing of this thing.
  2. You can get that and still feel oneness, its not like oneness is a restriction on you
  3. I've just used psychedelics to reach these states, and then God has done everything for me. But infinite consciousness is infinitely better than sex or money. In my experience these higher states of consciousness that arent yet infinite are like cool additions to experience, they arent the best, but they are still pretty amazing. In those states you can enjoy something like sex to a much higher degree. You shouldn't even think about trying to materialize something into your life until you have had a fully satisfactory God Realization experience, because any limited thing you can experience is lesser than infinity. That doesn't mean these things arent enjoyable, I just wouldnt make them a goal, but rather an expression of your state.
  4. Salvia is crazy. I've heard a lot about these trips where people live other lifetimes on psychedelics, and even I had some trip where I was getting immersed in these sort of like dream lifetimes where in the span of a few seconds I would live an entire lifetime (extreme time dilation) and then die, and then move on to a new life, where I thought I was the character in the dream. These kinds of stories sometimes make me feel like my existence is a trip hallucination, like have I just taken psychedelics and have totally forgotten it?
  5. Consciousness is intentionally choosing to constantly keep generating the same backstory in the present moment so that it can experience a stable human existence. It definitely is intentional about this.
  6. You can do it by raising your consciousness to a level where you are not completely selfless and infinite consciousness but not in a normal state of ego consciousness either, so you have more freedom and less limits but still bias towards existence where you would care about materializing something. It's like being in an intermediate state where you can do things you normally cannot do but where you have not completely dissolved into the domain of no distinctions. Note that this kind of ability still wont work from a place of egoic neediness, so you cannot materialize something like money because you think you lack it. It can only work from a place of love and greater consciousness, where the act of materializing is an expression of creation. I'm not just saying this in theory, I have done this. You can go verify it for yourself, intent is the key thing. If you really want to do it, you can, but most likely you do not want to see your whole sense of reality collapse. Most likely you only would want to do it from this state of consciousness. But if you genuinely deeply want to do it, then its a pretty unique method of showing the dreamlike quality of reality to yourself. Also I assume you don't mean manifestation but materialization due to title. Manifesting wont break apart your reality. Materialization is creating things out of thing air.
  7. You imagining reality as God is a much deeper level of imagination than just "you imagining that you are imagining". There are layers to imagination. Dont confuse actual direct experience (which is still imagined) for human level imagination.
  8. It would be more accurate to say there is no world outside your mind, not your body. The body and the external world are inside your consciousness.
  9. Everything is selfless and empty, and at the same time there is a Self which is absolutely everything in existence. The reason you can have awakenings into both facets is because both are true and are only seemingly irreconciable at a casual glance, but they are not actually contradictory.
  10. I have had awakenings in dreams multiple times. I have had an experience of becoming infinite godheads (both in dreams and irl) as depicted in Alex Grey's artwork net of being, after which I became pure emptiness. I even had immense time dilation where this felt very long. One time I became a hyperdimensional scene where I was this geometric pattern made of skulls rotating in a gravityless chamber, and in this state I became aware of immortality. I I've also had tons of more minor awakenings relating to being God in dreams. The common point with these awakenings is me realizing that everything is a dream, and by realizing that my current experience (the nightly dream) is a dream, I can then easily extend this to include my waking reality, since I can see that both are my consciousness, and in this way I am able to have awakenings in dreams. I think by becoming lucid and contemplating consciousness it is easy to get awakenings in dreams. I have also taken psychedelics many times in dreams, but usually they lead to magical powers, weird events, visuals, and so forth. Though one time I was with a shaman and ingested an unknown psychedelic, and when the effects were coming on the shaman told me dont you see you are going to wake up now - after which I woke up from the dream into reality.
  11. Sadly it doesn't seem like there are many of them. I would love to consume more content like this for comparison against my own experiences and insights. Speaking of advanced teachings in general, there dont seem to be much of them either. The good part about Leo is that none of his content is repetitive and filler, and he goes into the different wide and broad aspects and implications of awakening. This kind of depth and breadth is not really seen elsewhere. There are still aspects I have experienced and had insights towards that I do not see discussed much or at all, but maybe in the future more people will become aware of the infinite breadth and depth of awakening. It is an inexhaustible well. These videos are good for references for your own experiences, to contemplate specific aspects, but in the end the best thing is to generate your own genuine understanding. But I would always welcome more content like Leo's.
  12. It is both terrifying and ecstatic. The scale and magnitude of infinity is just so insane. To become aware of just how eternal every moment is indeed very shocking. Then there are infinitely many other realities on top of each moment being eternal.... nothing compares to infinity
  13. God will go through infinite dreams, each of them infinitely many times. God is outside of time and will dream forever. If it only dreamed a specific dream only once, it would not be infinite. You have to realize that no matter what form is experiencing any dream at all, it is always you, because you are God. To talk about this kind of reincarnation is to wrongly identify with a temporary form you have taken, instead of your true formless nature. Though, even then, there will be an identical dream as this one dreamed infinitely many times, and it would not feel any different from it happening for the first time.
  14. Love, have fun, enjoy your experience, do everything you want to do, and die with no regrets.
  15. There is literally no way to become non consciousness. Death does not exist and you will never die.
  16. If you want to experience telepathy, it's possible to do so when tripping with someone you are very close to. You can have full conversations with thoughts and the other person can respond to you out loud or you to them out loud.
  17. The peak of God's infinite creativity is to sit on your ass all day long (not even meditating, after all there is nothing to even realize...) and do nothing
  18. If awakening makes everything trivial for you, removes your emotions, and makes you concerned and anxious, then that does not sound like awakening. After awakening everything is perfect, everything is beautiful, everything is profound. And you dont lose your emotions in the process. Definitely not emotions like joy and awe.
  19. I think the main problem with realizing this is in a state of normal consciousness we do not feel like we are sourcing the actions happening outside the body which causes us to identify with only the body, because that is what we feel like we control. Though if our state of consciousness was altered we could obviously become conscious that we are doing all other actions as well
  20. Well what a great thing then that humans do not exist and there is only God.
  21. I dont think you would have a problem with it if you actually awakened to solipsism, instead of watching videos and conceptualizing about it. When you understand that none of it is real, everything can indeed feel 'fake'. I mean if there is nobody else having their own experiences, then it is true that everything you hear that wasnt directly experienced are just stories that did not happen. It took me some time to actually start enjoying this kind of perspective, but it is possible to do. You can still connect with others even though it is imaginary.
  22. In my experience higher states of consciousness can translate to weird powers of all kinds. Not always. But they are more like epiphenomena, not the point. The more important thing is to realize that you are God so that you dont get fascinated by anybody who might have such powers because you realize everything you see is inside your dream, including anybody with magical abilities, so you dont go off and buy into yet another worldview that they might have. Usually they involve all kinds of nonsense like past lives and karma and so on, which will just distract you from God Realization. So dont get too fascinated by it.
  23. There could easily be dimensions that do not have 1 dimensional time as a mechanic. Time itself isn't fundamental. A dimension with no time could be very different. Or a dimension with two dimensional time (I've actually had an experience with this). Our concepts of death might not even apply in such dimensions. In terms of linear time, with the configuration of life/death we will probably never reach embodied immortality. It would be a different thing altogether if your structure wasn't arranged with life in the first place, but with something completely as profound but unimaginable to us due to our reality's setup. It's hard to give a definite answer due to the lack of our perspectives towards possible other infinite varieties of consciousness. But it also depends on how you define death. Death ultimately is not a real thing. All form will change, but it is just a matter of definition of what degree of change is death.
  24. Don't stop there. I have been in intense bad trips that felt like I was being tortured for infinitely long times feeling unimaginable levels of suffering and even had some trauma from that for years. But I later realized all of that happened due to my own resistance, and that there is nobody else to make you feel bad, because you are God. When you realize yourself as God you cannot attribute your suffering to anybody else. You have to take full responsibility for it. And when you fully realize yourself as God, there is nothing as euphoric and ecstatic and freeing in this world. As for your magic experiences, why do you take it so seriously? It's your attitude and interpretation of horror towards anything breaking the dream that makes it seem negative. This is just a dream, you don't need to be so invested in it. I've also had plenty of experiences with mind over matter phenomena (as an example instantly materializing objects, telepathy, clairvoyance, pyrokinesis, and far more) And they dont in any way affect my normal functioning or my day to day life.