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@Loba I suffer from OCD/social anxiety/depression. I am trying to clean my head from all the bullshit that got into it and SRRIs failed to do that for me. My experience with them is very meh, but if it is working for you stay on them.

@Loba I don't focus that much on remembering dreams but It does make dreams more engaging/vivid. What's your experience with SSRIs like. I was on SSRIs a couple of weeks ago. I stopped them and start taking rue. It is working very well for me. With Syrian rue, you have two effects the immediate and latent effect. The immediate effect is an instant elevation of mood and effects like a microdose of acid. You can use this period of increased consciousness to better deal with your shit. and then you have the latent effect which is the elevation of mood for a couple of days.

@Loba Yeah it is a reversible MOAI inhibitor, should not take it with SSRIs until you ask your doctor.

@Loba Try Syrian rue if you wanna have a good sleep, wake up refreshed, and have wild dreams at the same time.

Yeah, It is mildly psychedelic. However, the thing I most like about Syrian rue is that it elevates the mood instantly and has a lasting antidepressant effect for multiple days after ingestion. It is very helpful if you struggle with any kind of depression or anxiety. It also helps me better deal with my limiting beliefs and it becomes much easier to let go of them.

I had a good experience with rue through those two weeks. I think I reached a > 10 g of rue at some point, it made me vomit, however. Syrian Rue is an amazing material but it is nasty tho. I force myself to drink this nasty tea which sometimes causes me some nausea. It is the most disgusting thing I have ever ingested. Is there any way to better prepare the seeds? I tried to make an extraction but failed, I am planning to redo it again.

@Adodd I can verify it now, Syrian rue kills acid especially if used multiple days before the trip. I started with half a tab and up dosed to 3 tabs within 3 hours and experienced a very mild trip from acid like 20 ugs.

God Includes and transcends. God is not God if it didn't include all the low conscious things. Muhammad had lots of sex, and he seemed to love it! Sex just become better the more conscious you are. Developing detachment from a thing doesn't mean you stop doing it, it means you stop needing it.

Jesus!

Does the universe intervene with the flow of things? Religions suggest so But my intuition suggests otherwise.

@gettoefl Maybe I am just not conscious enough so I am making these stuff.

@gettoefl I realized it multiple times but I feel something different. I feel That I am not Good enough to call myself God. or the other way around, God is too good to call myself God. I feel the most enlightened being are too humble to call themselves God although they are God. There is literally a thousand miles road ahead of us even after enlightenment. God wanted the biggest reward ever and now imagine how much God invested in that. Big rewards require big investments.

@tsuki Here is my current experience of things. most of the time I am occupied with this thought that I am a human and doing human stuff. I try to focus sometimes to start seeing that I am imagining all this stuff around me and that I have no center and I am here in eternity inside my own universal mind forever and I have never moved from my own imagination, I have been in this same box of consciousness forever and I will do forever. I get these God vibes then I return to experience all the Human stuff again.

God in its purest form.

I don't think the universe is aware of the details, The universe is occupied with infinite Love to notice any details.

@tsuki hmmm I mean yeah it is the same nondual stuff that we always talk about but the problem of selfishness goes deeper than narratives. It is not just about thoughts, it is also about karma. Karma is a very powerful concept, it measures one's resistance to infinite Love\Truth.

@tsuki Hmmm I see your point now. It is the limitation that spawns the narrative of the self the other and the free will. Without this narrative, there is no free will and there is nothing. But still, I am here within the narrative and It feels real, You cannot just eliminate the narrative by being a smartass, The narrative is rooted deeply in our own existence.

Iran past leader AYAT ALLAH KHUMANI makes his men cry before going to war

You sound like Leo now but are u as conscious as Leo or are you just parroting him. of course, I am a devil, I am well aware of my own devilry. I am working on that part

I think I experienced mania for a short period like a couple of hours after an acid trip once, I felt like I was invulnerable literally and I wanted to act like an ass or something like Connor murphy dose, lol. but I think it has nothing to do with The Truth. The Truth feels way more stable and responsible.

I got this patch like 20 tabs each supposed to be 130ug of acid from a huge vendor on DW with good reviews and I bought from him preciously with good results. So I started with 1 dose and after an 1 hour I dropped another and after and hour I dropped another with a net result of very mild effects like 20 ug. I recently stopped my SRRIs medication more than month ago. I drank Syrian rue maye 5 or 6 hours before the trip. So what's wrong?! A lot of factors to consider to be honest but mostly I think it is the ssris, maybe my brain needs a little more time to reintroduce the seritonin receptors. I think my brain needs 2 months from now at least to rehabilitate itself, anyways fuck SSRIs they suck, nothing good comes out from these demons. Drink syrian rue, much better. I am a little bit high, lol.

Historical events prove otherwise. It is perfecting not perfect I think and the process of perfecting will never end because it is infinite. God is always perfecting itself, God is the process of godling. as Leo said once. What does this have to do with free will? Of course, I have free will. God gave it to me as a version of itself.

I am a limited version of God. Anyways, this kind of answer actually doesn't help and you people should stop doing it. I wanted to understand how such things could actually happen, could a limited version of God possess enough will to part the sea. It turns out it doesn't. This supernatural event was orchestrated By the universe to help itself for a higher purpose. Like when the universe gave Muhammed the Quran. The universe intervenes but very very rarely I think. The universe uses nature and its laws to make strange things and people misinterpret it as miracles. Atheists like To deny that anything of these things ever happened but the right position is a mixture of both. It happened but it didn't.

@EntheogenTruthSeeker bipolar?

@EntheogenTruthSeeker what? you are either tripping balls or not tripping You are sounding like the crazy forbidden one, Mr. CM.