LSD-Rumi

It is not just the substance. I have been working on my self for years plus the medication I recently started to take was really helpful.

no, not yet.

if you are suscipitble to mania then don't or just keep a couple of lamotrigine pills on you in case you are not sure (lamotrigine is a mode stabilizer)

5 years ago, my OCD started and a very long nightmare started with it. I developed all kinds of mental illnesses with it including depression, anxiety,, social anxiety and even agoraphobia. I tried doing CBT on my own without drugs for a year or two and I failed, I tried Psychedelics and I suffered through many trips ( LSD appearntly increases OCD and I felt my brain was like a rapid dog), I tried SSRIS with no benefit. I felt hopeless, I couldn't get out of this bad state, no matter what I did, it is like all I learned from spirituality and personal development was total BS. Anyways, I started seeing a new psychiatrist recently and he gave me 3 drugs with high doses each. now after a couple of weeks, I feel totally different. My OCD is almost gone, anxiety is very low, my mood is becoming better and I am gaining my strength back. I feel zero side effects except for some dry mouth and low libido. Things I learned from my experinence: Psychiatrists generally may underestimate the severity of your mental illness especially if you were unable to convey this for them and they are very conservative with drugs and dosages. Don't be afraid from side effects, make sure your psychiatrist understand the severity of your case and ask him for a multidrug appraoch Keep experimenting with different drugs if some of them don't work for you. There are a lot of combinations you can try. Don't underestimate the importance of drugs in treating mental illness. They make you escape the bad mental state so you can work on your traumas. Treating severe mental illness is almost impossible without drugs. Psychedelics are not the way for severe mental illness. If you want to do psychedelics, do microdoses not full trips. SSRIs are a total bullshit when it comes to severe mental illness and they cause fatigue and even depression, lol SNRIs gives energy, and feel much better. Lamotrigine ( a mood stabilizer) is amazing.

Thanks man! I always liked your posts and I always said I want to be like this dude I may end up retaking ketamine at a larger dose and recompare the effects, or maybe I will study for tonigh, I don't know

I am literally crying for an hour now. I am letting all the pain and the horrible things that i stored in my body for 5 years to escape. I was in heelll literally.

@Potential Chronic depression is very dangerous and if you don't treat soon it will get worse and worse. This is my personal experience, you can read it. Make sure you have a good psychiatrist, bad psychiatrists wasted a lot of my time and caused me a lot of unncessary suffering.

Yeah pharmacological treatments is very effective against worms. I literally took two pills 2 weeks apart and it solved all my problem. But you need also to wash your underwears and clothes because there maybe eggs in them.

@Wilhelm44 https://m.psychonautwiki.org/wiki/3-MeO-PCE

@Giulio Bevilacqua oh, you may have a vey differnt problem. These maybe intenstinal worms like ascaris, or tapeworms. Go to a doctor and give them a stool sample.

Haha, I had those one time. My ass was on fire and kept pulling worms out of it, lol. Most likely these are pinwoms. You can treat them very easily with 2 courses of antiparestic medication.

There is no pain now, the years of pain are gone. I am reborned. God saved me. I am free finally.

@Yimpa Actually I was suicidal the day I ordered. I was on the verge of killing myself, literally. So I said I need to be super serious about treating myself, this is my last chance. So I was researching dissociatves and their effects and decided to try it.

It has definitely a psychedelic effect but I am on antidepressants so I think it somewhat stunted it. I had some minor insights with few minimal visuals, It generally felt like a warm and euphoric buzz with minor disossciatio. But the next day you feel like your energy is like 100 times multiplied, not exaggerating here . The antidepressant effect is huge. It will certainly induce mania and psychosis in some individuals, so care need to be taken I also still did not do huge doses of it. I am sticking to 20 mg max. You have to give it a try, it is better than ketamine. This is a post I made two days ago, it also explains the experience.

Jesus God. I am so energetic today, and I feel like a milliona bucks. Yesterday I let go of all my anxieties and fears. Today I enjoy life.

Use gbl/ghb instead ig you can access them

I was not interested in appraching woen till this day, I was working on my mental health, so doing this approach was totally random and it was fun .

Okey, I feel very confident and energetic these days (after taking ketamine and pce two days ago) so I decided to approach a girl in a coffee shop. She was very beautiful, at least 7 .This is my first time ever btw and I live in a relatively conservative society. Anyways, I approached the girl saying my name and telling her that I want to know new people and make friends. She said fine. She waa very shy and she felt awkward in the beginning but I was very confident and smooth, I am talking extermly smooth. Anyways we talked for a few minutes and I felt she liked the conversation but she is so shy but I managed to make to a very lovely and smooth conversation. Anyways, at the end of conversation, I askes her for instagram, she was going to give it me but then I asked her for her mobile number and she refused to give it to me ( Girls are not familiar with these things her). I said np. After a few minutes she came to me and apologized for not giving me her number. I sais we could be friends in the future. Overall, I think she liked me a lot but she was shy. I feel amazing considering this my first approach. I will try to reproach her in the future, she comes to this place a lot.

Literally no one except Leo . I just acted natural with zero social anxiety.

@Yimpa We will someday, copy the human brain and replace the organic tissue with wires, it sounds theoretically solid but I don't know.

@CARDOZZO no, Jordan.

not appropriate. The girl I talked to was somewhat liberal, she was from Israel but from an arab descent, it turn out she studies in my university

Interesting enough, I had a very slight anxiety, and when I started talking I was very comfortable and anxiety non existant.

I live in a conservative society. The girl was confused and shy even when I told her I want to find new friends, now imagine I said you are hot or I want to date you, she would most likely call security on me.

@OBEler PCE tops ketamine by a huge margin but maybe I didn't take enough ketamine.