LSD-Rumi

Yesterday, I did another dose of 3-meo pce. This was a larger dose and it produced heavy effects. This time it produced a lot of psychedelic effect with no visuals tho, maybe because I stopped my antidepressants?. Anyways, the experience was healing. I was God too. In the center of the universe alone with nobody, possesing huge energy and just want to be now. I also ingested 3 pills of lamotrigine and one pill of an antipsychotic and a valium pill at the end of the trip, because my psychiatrist recommended that. Today I feel amazing, so energitic, calm and happy. Warrning: This substance is very capable e of producing mania. Pls don't do it if you are bipolar.

Don't get me wrong I love and appreciate open-mindness, I have always allowed my mind to go to any place it wants in seeking truth. This allowed me to change a lot of beliefs and adopt new ways to understand reality. On the other hand, the more open-minded I became, the more I was less sure of myself. I became more susceptible to gaslighting by others and even by myself. Let alone how you feel unstable in your life because you don't have concrete beliefs to rely on during your search for the truth. Also, thinking and philosophying can cause a lot of stress and anxiety in periods of confusion or when thinking about uneasy and strange ideas. It also distracts you from practical things like pursuing material success. I personally suffered from all the above, I also developed many mental illnesses because of being obsessed with philosophy , including OCD, multiple depressive episodes and anxiety. But at the end of the day, seeking wisdom is something I absolutely love and I would seek it again and again even if it kills me. But I would have done it in a more balanced and gradual way.

What they did was unbelievablely flawed. I would not have made this post if it was not ?

I felt like I was being purified from all the negative things, anger, jate, jealousy, amxiety, self dobut and more. Dissociatives are much more gentle than psychedelics

Yeah it is like they wanted me to stay mentally ill, lol.

pls, review all the messages and the hidden posts. What was done here was extremely flawed.

Oh no, I just tried dck. But it is great, that what I was saying. Tbh I don't if it is the pce or the dck that made the experience so powerful.

Nope. It was clear as hell. it is more potent and longer,

I made a post yesterday explaining my experience with dossciatvies. And yesterday I took another dose from (3-meo pce) and it felt amazing. It wraps you in a gentle and warm blanket of energy and eliminates all your anxiety, You can then work through your traumas and things like that. But the most amazing thing, is when you wake up the other day, literally zero depression, zero anxiety, zero social anxiety, huge confidence, huge levels of happiness. I was very surpried by it actually. I just feel the best version of myself today. I will see how long that lasts. PS and a warning: Apperantly this substance can induce mania more than any other substance I have tried before. My brain is literally working like 500% the usual. I have extreme energy, my mood and confidence is through the roof and I am extremly charismatic now. But I can totally contorl my self and function properly. Pls, if you have bipolar or if you have low levels of self control, don't try this substance or be ready with some mood stabilizer if you are not sure.

So I ingested an extract I made 3 months ago of morning glory seeds and then insufflated 20 mg of 3-meo PCE. It was amazing. at first it wasn't that strong, typical insights where you see the substance of the existence anf feel like GOD alone floating in consciousness in an imaginary room where you can render everything like uneral engine. But then when I insufflated the PCE, It was entirely next level. I felt extreme level of warthm, connectedness and Love. I was actively purified ev ery second. I let go of all desires and fears including the desire to post this thread and the fear that I may be deluded. I discovered that these fears and desires are made of consciousness so they are not real. Anyways, I let go and God showed me infinity. I was infinite in every direction. I include everything. I am consciousness, I am love. I accept everything including all the horrors in existence. I made this universe to enjoy it. There are a lot of things to do in life but when you are God you get bored so you make life. Now I am still feeling the effects. It is amazing. But still I am not satisfied yet, I feel like I need more. my experience was not visuals, maybe becuase I am on antidepressantas.

@flowboy I admit, I am wrong, I totally underestimated your devilary. Take care, one day you will be salpped by the truth.

I am totally stable. If you want we can make a video call if you are worried about me. You can see the real me behind this keybaord. When a mentally ill person who sufferd for years and was literally in hell for 5 years, tells you that he finally reached the cure and he did heal all his traumas and mental illnesses, maybe you should say congrats first before you try to gaslight him

At least I don't do projections on to others.

My doctor stopped all my antidepressants. I am healed, please don't gaslight me and do projections on things you don't know. If you had 1% of what I experienced, you would have healed all your traumas.

I am already developed dude. You won't beleived it, even I don't. It is like my charisma went from zero to infinity in a week. Jesus.

It is so simple yet so effective if done properly and with big smile you just say " Hi, can I talk with, you look like a cool person, I like to make friends" no need for cheeszy or complicated pick up lines. Just make sure, you are not creepy while doing it. In the first appraoch, don't make your sexual intentsions so apperant, and ask her for her insta at the end, saying we may hangout in the future. It worked wiith me a lot even in a conservative enviornment like mine.

Cool, or I would just go to a hotel in the dead sea and hit on foreign women ?

@flowboy Dude, all I want for a trip is a couch and a substance. God will take care of all the rest.

What is the difference? It is the same but I will not be puking all over the place.

Yeah of course. I am very flirty but in a "friendly" way. You won't believe how much charisma I have. Btw your attitide is a bit aggressive, try to tone it down

Her family might beat you up, or she might say tou harrsed her.

It is just a first approch. You lay the ground for future more seeious things. If you are roo fast in your approach it may backfire on you.

@flowboy It is not like that. I am not in Aphganistan, lol, But I am not in Miami too. I try to be catious in my appraoch becuase I don't want trouble. I will try moving to Lebanon, girls are sexy there.

Yeah that's was I thinking about saying soemtimes you need to hide your sexual intent a bit especially in appraoch

You are the man dude, keep smashing every antivegan nonsesne with a sledge hammer