LSD-Rumi

Lol, I don't know 90% of Middle Eastern actresses. Egyption film industry is too mediocre to care about.

The age gap between siblings is nothing. I used to have a great time with my little brother despite me being older than him by like 10y.

Mahmoud Farshchian farshchianart.com

I took some of 4 aco met recently and I went into a somewhat psychotic episode. Race of negative thoughts and suicidal thoughts along with chaotic behavior. I ingested some yesterday and it made me anxious and destabilized my mind. The opposite happened when I took dissociatives ( 3-meo PCE and 3 -ho PCP). They made me calm, and happy and stabilized my brain. I just wanted to report this. I will abstain from psychedelics for this time period and focus on taking dissociatives.

@MsNobody It was not a "bad" trip, I had plenty of those. It was a psychotic trip. This is the first time this happened to me. At the end of the trip, I started hallucinating random sounds, like an alarm sound that kept ringing in my head. The negative thoughts kept pouring into my head and I couldn't control myself. I could harm myself in this trip, and this is the first time I considered this a serious possibility while doing psychedelics. I was never afraid of psychedelics despite knowing the possibility of them causing bad trips. But after this one, I am afraid they could cause some serious physical or mental harm. The best way to describe what I experienced, is that I went full "Connor Murphy" in this one

@MsNobody It was not a "bad" trip, I had plenty of those. It was a psychotic trip. This is the first time this happened to me. At the end of the trip I started hallucinating random sounds, like an alarm sound that kept ringing in my head. The thoughts kept pouring on my head and I couldn't control myself. I could harmed myself in this trip, and this is the first time I considered this a serious possibility during doing psychedelics.

Mother Russia is an illusionnnnn!!

@Taya Napping while being tired or after being awake long and not sleeping generates some weird states. I experienced this many times.

I would never share Actualized.org content with 99% of people. I have only shared my interest in spirituality, philosophy with only one friend. I know most people are not interested in such things, so why bother them?

@Leo Gura From Santatagamana book

Nope Yeah I know, but God damn they did do me good. Did you try any of them?

You see, this is the whole problem. To Surrender according to your subconscious mind is to lose. You need to manipulate the external world or you lose and this is exactly why you perceive letting go as a "weakness". You shouldn't listen to that barbaric side of your brain. Listen to the more mature and civilized part of your mind. Jesus will happily let you slab him on the cheek while Andrew Tate will kick your ass. Ironically, Jesus is much stronger than Andrew. But in reality, what happens is Jesus will be kicking your ass while whispering "I love you" in your ear.

Oh no, not another manic episode. Maybe You shot him with your Glock while tripping before posting this

Masculinity according to stage red is to fight. Masculinity according to higher stages is to let go and not resist. Stage red perceives letting go as weakness. True masculinity is not to fear and not to resist.

Oh, Weak

Did he get himself helath insurance, tho?

Can you elaborate on this?

I am sure, most of you have already seen this Sufi dance, in which the dancer spins around as a spiritual practice. So do you think it works? I remember I used to spin around as a child, but nothing happened, All I got is nausea.

How is this possible? Do you think it is fake? But I think I watched a video in the past in which a team filmed him for a whole week without him moving.

I like this one a lot.

I don't know why he keep popularizing these silly Indian rituals.

@Leo Gura Do you think aliens genetically modified themselves and this is why they look so weird, big heads with big eyes (I am talking about the well-known stereotypical gray slender version of aliens)? They don't look like a traditional production of evolution unless they have a very different environment than on Earth.

@evgn Maybe you should now focus on doing some therapy or shadow work. Let go of thinking about her now. Don't get attached to one girl. The problem here is not that you lost that girl. The problem is why you lost her. If you don't treat the underlying problem it will occur again.

@steinberg Did you use to repress your femininity before psychedelics? I would becareful before jumping into the whole trans thing.

@Breakingthewall I mean in terms of clarity of insights, visions, and which has more body load?