Inception

Post #14: Awakening You don't awaken, you're awoken from. Nobody wakes up. Somebody is the dream.

Thanks! I guess when I've severed my purpose and I'm no longer needed, i. e. when Truth is realized.

Does your records have any effect of what you can and can't do in society? One of my worst fears is that I'll be declared clinically insane and then they'll use that as an excuse to discredit me. Yeah, they act as an agent to keep you in their consensus reality, which I guess is why mystics venture to the mountains where they can go deep into inner space and maybe never come back.

Cheers bro, I appreciate it! It's better to honest even about your dishonesty. Sometimes I'll admit that I won't admit something, but notice by doing that I'm already half admitting it, as opposed to denying that you're denying something. Honesty is the first step. Yeah divine protection, it's basically like plot armor. The way I look at it is that I'm protected for as long as I'm needed to serve the Higher Purpose of the Universe (evolution of consciousness), i.e. I'm not just protected for the sake of it. Which explains why I'm still alive after all the stupid things I've done, it's a miracle really. Also I'm not gonna test my luck, there's a limit like you say. I live my life as though I'm not protected though. "Pray as though everything depended on God. Work as though everything depended on you" - Saint Augustine

Interesting insight and good analogy. Have you lost your mind before? Also how can you be sure to "find" your mind again, is that even guaranteed?

Sounds like you've seen some stuff. What happens when you get there? Wow, sounds like selfishness is way more profound that just not wanting to share. I've noticed that a lot of (if not all) life's aspects have way deeper metaphysical dimensions, of which their superficial dimensions are only a caricatural reflection. Yes I'm sure... that I don't want to! I'll admit it; I don't actually want to know the Truth, at least not yet. I have smaller relative illusions that I want to unravel before, which will actually improve my life as appose to destroy it, like limiting beliefs etc. I have so much to do in this "reality" before I'll even consider transcending it. This is actually a huge revelation for me. Could you elaborate on this, blacked out when? Glad you could take on my perspective

Maybe not monkey mind, but unless she's enlightened I doubt she's free from the egoic drama.

The guy I talked with you about on the other thread you made about multiple orgasms.

Let say I wish that it'll rain tomorrow because I want my crops to grow, but you wish for it not to rain because you want to go hiking. Who will "win"? That's true. So are you saying that only I can manifest, because there's no others who could?

Have you've been listening to Jonathan like I told you, sure sounds like it, lol. The rabbit hole goes deeper though. Never though of it like that, but yeah I'd agree. They can literally sense your energy intuitively, like the whole vibe or state thing is a literal phenomena that could be measured. We could probably perceive it directly if we developed our third eye enough.

Not sure if that's what you're implying, but Pointlessness and Emptiness aren't bad. They're identical to Goodness for one, and they're necessary for Freedom. You couldn't be free if the universe that had a point, because you'd be limited precisely by that point. You wouldn't want to live in a universe that had a point even if you could. Also the version of solipsism I subscribe to doesn't postulate that you're the only mind, but merely that you're mind is the only mind you can be sure of to exist. Whether or not other minds exists is an open and unanswerable question IMO, see the "New Kind Of Awakening: Infinity Of Gods" episode. My bet is that there doesn't, because what would separate them? Doesn't mean I think there's something behinds peoples eyes though, I don't. They're part of my mind. I don't think you have to choose. You can have your cake and eat it too. I know it's all a game, but I still enjoy it. In fact I enjoy it infinitely more that I ever could if it wasn't. Sure you have to give up your illusions, but you're more than compensated for it. Or to put it more accurately; The disillusionment is itself the reward, i.e. truth is it's own reward. I know it can seem like be a bitter pill to swallow, but just give it a couple of years of reajustment and you'll be good.

Last time I got mildly druk I closed my eyes and had a semi-mystical state in the form of a constant feeling of falling, kinda like when you're about to fall asleep. Perhaps I was right at doorway to having an actual mystical experience like @Razard86 ? But I wouldn't recommend it for obvious, and not so obvious, reasons. I rarely drink, but I still want to quit, and this time for good...

Thanks for your reply. I guess by weirder you mean you how potent and pregnant with truth it is. But i get what you're saying, I could see how it'd look weird from the normie perspective. These days I just take it for granted that I have a deep holistic understanding of reality, which only 0.001% precent of the population have. I just don't like to get overly technical, convoluted and clinical with my teachings. I want them to be general, simple and poetic. Guess that won't resonate with a lot of people, but oh well. They'll probably get something from it, and the rest of you will vibe with it.

Post #13: Best sex of my life I just had the best sex of my life, and it was with and by myself. I'm getting to a point where I enjoy my own company more than the company of others. I understand myself, I don't judge myself, I appreciate how beautiful, strong and wise (just generally awesome) I am, I don't pretend and expect myself to pretend to be separate, I can truly be myself around myself, and I know exactly what turns me on (this is not affirmations, I mean it literarily). "If you are lonely when you're alone, you are in bad company." - Jean-Paul Sartre

Thanks! I appreciate you appreciating my post. Great minds think alike

Lmao yeah, but not the kinda sleep he'd want @Princess Arabia.

Socialize with the avearge human about mundane stuff like: Who won the game last night? What kind of lawnmowers are on sale? What font should you should use on your invitation? The more minute, practical and dry the better. Do this and you'll fall back asleep in no time.

That's one example, there's also tone of voice and micro-expressions to name a few. I'd recommend everyone to study micro-expressions (basis for the series "Lie to Me"), as it allows you to read people like an open book. You don't have to go too in depth with it and the ROI is insane.

I don't find that hard to believe at all, since we're always expressing what's in our hearts, even when we don't know or try to hide it.

I guess a magician never reveals her secrets

Hahah, glad a woman could back my theory. The subtle power is real Interesting to think about. I guess the whole dropping your books thing in movies is analogues to this. Do you have other examples how you'd make the "first" move? I could make a whole post with this question

Yeah I get that a lot too. I remember when I was younger I was completely oblivious to this, lol. Heard some guy talk about how back in the day some women would drop their handkerchief, which would give the guy an opportunity to pick it up and start a conversation. I guess the woman makes the first move by making it as easy, convenient, and risk-free as possible for the guy to make the first move, e.g. getting close to him, looking/smiling at him, removing headphones. But at the end of the day he has to make the "first" move. And the other way around if is she isn't interested, she'll make you have to bend over backwards in order to approach her. The ironic thing is that a guy could think he made the first move, when in actuality it was the woman.

From my personal experience, I'd guess it's mainly point number 2. I've lived most of my life in hate, surrounded by hate, seeing hate, breathing hate, learning hate, being hated and hating. The world doesn't care about me i tought. I was loveless and felt unlovable. It didn't seem like there was space for love in such a cold world... and then all of a sudden you find out it's all Love, it's best surprise you could ever get! But it's just that it seems to good to be true. I can't handle too much love and goodness at once. I need it slowly like a rescue dog. It's not just psychological, you're physically rewiring your "brain" in order to be able to handle (more) love. In other words you're shedding the old conditioning like you said. Slowly Love will destroy all barriers, until there's nothing left.

I've never really had a girl explicitly approach me, unless maybe this one time at work where this one girl went out of her way to call me handsome. Other than that it's an alien experience to me. I couldn't imagine what would feel like to get spoon fed like that. I guess the challenge is what makes it fun?

What if two people wish for mutually exclusive things, who gets their way with the universe then? Maybe they cancel each other out. I've always been skeptical of manifestation, like i agree with the idiom: "Where attention goes energy flows", but it seems to me that it contradicts one of the fundamental laws of our limited reality, which is that everything has a price and if you want something you have to work for it, i.e. the law of equivalent exchange.