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Thanks .

Then I know who to write to if I ever need some info … for now ima just keep working on trying to become independent from my family

Ofc you know you hippie Im just a lone wolf

Yea then it’s a matter of finding them. Or just fuck it and do it alone

Or better because they’re Christian ima say I’m trying to tap into Christ consciousness

Yea exactly. If I need a trip sitter I’d have to get to know someone

Thanks. Well I’d like to try more of it but I live at my parents and they keep an eye on my transactions so I have to be sneaky somehow.

I lowkey feel like the meditation did nothing for me (maybe I needed even more of it), but psychedelics immediately attacked the self structure. That’s why I wanna try them more. I believe it’s all scientific, meditation and psychedelics do something in the brain that affects the self structure, more or less. So it’s a matter of breaking that mechanism

@Breakingthewall i tried to do meditation a few months ago, 2-3 hours a day and i did that for a little while then stopped. Its lack of desire for it , i can do things when i have strong desire for it, but i dont have strong desire for it (or for anything for that matter) I did in teenage years daily meditation for over a year but then stopped too. I’d like to try drugs

@Breakingthewall to be completely honest, I don’t have enough desire to meditate that’s my issue. I guess psychedelics would be better for me then

Feeling strongly separated from others can come from a strong self awareness of your own self. So it was for me, as a child before I gradually dissolved myself (not all the way) I felt scarily separate, it was disturbing and that awareness was a self awareness. If you’re more outwardly focused you might be in more flow state and forget yourself more thus feel less separate

@Breakingthewall You got that experience part down that’s the part I need to get down

It’s mental problem. It’s quite unusual . I’m healthy in my body tho

Have no libido like me😊problem solved

Yea work on getting that basic mental health in order.

They said minimal intake of those lol

Hahaha well I don’t have that directly, what I do know of is for example the Nordic nutrition recommendations 2023 which is based on a big body of research which recommends : quote “ A predominantly plant-based diet high in vegetables, fruits, berries, pulses, potatoes and whole grains. Ample intake of fish and nuts. Moderate intake of low-fat dairy products. Limited intake of red meat and poultry. Minimal intake of processed meat, alcohol, and processed foods containing high amounts of fats, salt and sugar. “ https://www.norden.org/en/publication/nordic-nutrition-recommendations-2023 But I think everything can be up for questioning even science.

I don’t think science says good quality meat is awful. But I think it says it’s not good to eat it exclusively. And gaining weight is about calories . That’s my materialistic science view which I do trust in these matters

Science seems to support a plant preDOMINANT diet, so not necessarily a vegan diet because it still includes animal products. If you don’t care about potential disease then yea it’s not an issue…

So you trust your feeling more than common science?

Beautiful Do you just write straight from direct experience or is it also inspired from work you’ve read? It’s cool

Omg drop this idea that you need to be some mega actualized being with years of “doing the work” to get laid. Losers get laid every day , it happens. I think the simplest way is just to socialize and expose yourself to people in various environments and there you’ll find women and sooner or later it will be a match, someone will be willing to hook up, some self confidence is pretty basic and doesn’t necessarily need years of work. Just learn to be in flow with yourself, be relaxed and see rejection as reflection/learning opportunity instead of offense so you don’t fear it and ruin your vibe.

The fact he knows he is full of shit suggest he has some introspection, but not enough introspection to deal with/unravel that shit. It’s where most people are at in society

I kind of have depression. Lack of motivation. Pretty much no happiness . So maybe some applies to meX How has it changed you taking those things?

Haha