Sugarcoat

I remember from childhood when the ego formed. And how it was scary to me. I felt isolated and distant from the world, like scarily separate, and I needed outside stimulation to feel grounded and to distract myself from this inner darkness. I remember I used to have this anxiety at night time, it was always at night time, but during the day when there’s more external stimulation I felt better. You remind me a little about myself lol, this way you have of wanting to express your thoughts

What kind of awakening is that😂

Also when they say this, do they mean that this “pure awareness” is separate from the rest, does the awareness have any object it’s aware OF

When people say this, what do they mean by “universe”. Do they mean the universe , or simply “this”, because you’ve never experienced the universe, you’ve only experienced “this” so how could I become something I don’t even know if it exists

Gotta undo those 15 warning points first

Ok Mr moderator

Thanks

Haha the confidence

Nice

I think if you were god realized you could kinda just look someone in the eyes and see it, or feel their presence. I remember I worked as a cashier, and one time there was this one guy, and our eyes locked, and it was not flirtatious, then like a week later I walked pass him outside and he waved at me, it’s like I could feel his presence, and see it in his eyes. It was like no other encounter. This was after I had my major “shift” (don’t know if I was to call it awakening). I imagine someone like sadghuru would almost immediately sense someone like himself. I’m not sure though

Did you write all of this from your own mind? Damn

If they show interest in spirituality one can continue the conversation into that topic

You feel people are missing out if they don’t pursue truth? And you wanna help them? I mean it’s not bad to wanna introduce people to spirituality. But one can do so in a way that doesn’t seem forced

I meant that I don’t agree with trying to convince people to pursue truth. Most that do that, just have an intellectual truth anyways

Yes The idea that the police “un-swirled” his face with that filter is funny to me

You had me until this part

I’m so sorry but the mention of “Mr Girl” reminds me of this guy who was a sexual predator and went under the name “Mr Swirl” as he used a swirl filter for his face to stay anonymous 😂😂😂

So it sounds like the form/structure becomes “transparent” and the absolute shines through . Like they’ve said you realize yourself beyond the self, doesn’t mean the self goes away

Ok I see

Who is Mr girl?

I see what you’re saying I think

Now u making me curious. I don’t think there’s a reason to ban this thread for example

Gonna be hard when you have me and @Schizophonia here jk😹

To connect to your topic, it seems obvious to me that the amount of porn videos would be a reasonable amount, matching the amount of people who have made porn. You’re kinda making a super natural claim, like there’s more videos than humans who have produced them (there are because one human can produce several videos but you get what I mean)

I imagined how the guy felt and focused on his pleasure. Sometimes very deliberately focusing my attention on his dick and imagining how the strokes felt to him. (Lol tmi but I don’t care) I liked it because it was like I could feel his horniness, it was more “animalistic” and “forbidden” and “dirty” , I think that adds to the appeal. (A woman’s horniness in contrast seeming more “pure”) It was also like I intuited that his horniness was very strong perhaps stronger than the woman’s, and so I could feel that through imagining being him.