Sugarcoat

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  1. I don’t see the door lol why am I being funny
  2. Yea it’s like problems comes with having a self it’s the source of problem. I remember when I was a child and the sense of separation was stronger (sounds counterintuitive but that’s how it was for me) I had this existential anxiety that wasn’t related to any particular situation. So in your case yes it can relate to feeling separate, although it would be good to get clear about what it is specifically you’re paranoid about. If it’s something in particular because then you can tackle it better
  3. Non dualist schizophonia has stepped in
  4. People don’t recognize how much their identity plays a role in their emotions, opinions, ideologies, reactions etc. It’s like the identity survives on precisely unawareness of it.
  5. I eat junk on weekends. I’ve been lowkey wanting to minimize it even more to optimize my diet more. I eat healthy during the weekdays though . I feel healthy regardless.
  6. Yea keep exploring and hopefully you’ll find some solution This dual dream comes with its fair share of suffering yea
  7. Can this brain please stop imagining itself I’m tired of this duality
  8. As long as it’s not a hindrance in daily life. We all have our darkness
  9. Follow what feels good to you. Yea I’ve heard it’s important to be in a good state. When I did some I was afraid to take high doses so I started small (I was alone too not the best for first time)
  10. I need to try
  11. Ok so it was positive
  12. Yea I know this goes beyond the conceptual, but for now I’m stuck in conceptual not gonna lie. That’s very obvious to me. I wanna do psychedelics and breathwork to see what that can do. I have shed many layers to self but it seems the last layer I can’t shed it’s like rock solid imagination of my brain
  13. What is that?
  14. And you say it’s the absence of limits
  15. Im pretty sure I’ve never experienced that, but it shows how imaginary the identity can be
  16. I don’t know if I’ve had an awakening but I had a massive shift April 2023. I have no attachments left. My life is very simple, I just do what I have then I do what I want with the rest of my time. No pressure. I like the simple life.
  17. No but I notice sense of self is different in dreams. It’s like softer and more emotional
  18. To me it seems I exist all the time because I imagine myself so much. I’m not sure though. if I ask myself, “what am I” , I’d point to my head…
  19. I don’t laugh much nowadays maybe I should…
  20. It’s beyond the idea of non duality…you don’t wanna be stuck on mind level exactly
  21. The true realization is the hard part..
  22. That’s the goal…
  23. The psychopath murdering its victim is enjoying himself while the victim is suffering
  24. Hahaha I limit dessert to the weekends, but sometimes I wanna reduce it even more. As I said I don’t feel any negative effect from it, but id still like to optimize my diet even more
  25. Hahah that’s why I wrote “a little junk”. I haven’t eaten an entire tub in one sitting so I wouldn’t know how I’d feel I have eaten a lot of food and dessert in one sitting though for example I was at a family gathering recently that had a buffet. What happens is that I feel full and bloated but that’s because the stomach stretches and is full of food so it’s fine