Sugarcoat

He is just a tiny part of this new era of influencers with aesthetic routines. I respect it they’re just trying to improve themselves and their lives . It can be satisfying to have an elaborate morning routine which each step having its purpose. It was a long time since I immersed myself in cold water I think it’s time! I’ve heard it’s good to drain the lymphatic system!

Soweto - Victony I will forever love this song. It sounds very high vibrational and spiritual too

75: Gained my will to live back lol. Just did intense intervals on the treadmill. I have been working on trying to push myself harder. I find myself stopping at a certain point every time but I’ve been working on trying to push beyond that point. I just managed to push a little bit harder than usual so I’m glad for that.

74: I sometimes feel like I’m on the constant verge of having a mental breakdown. Like it’s like that right now. I wanna die. I think about it, if I just killed myself id finally have peace. I’m tired of being stuck in this brain it’s driving me nuts I can’t handle my life

I read a post in a Swedish reddit subforum, I thought it could be interesting to share, I’ll translate it here in my best attempt: ” The government has in bill 2024/25:124 - episode 6, pages 28-38 suggested to ban the buying of sexual services online. This would include erotic videos and webcam shows, among other things. They also suggest that all platforms that provide such material should be able to be prosecuted for “online pimp operation “. The suggestion is supposed to be feministic, combat sexual exploitation online, but several organizations mean that an implementation of such a law would increase stigmatization and vulnerability “ I personally agree with the illegality of buying real sex (it’s illegal here) because prostitutes tend to be in vulnerable situations, but I think this online thing is a bit over the top because it doesn’t include physical touch to it’s not the same vulnerability.

I didn’t think it through much main point was just that any toxic masculinity is usually rooted in insecurity it’s very basic and maybe obvious

It won’t change I promise Goodnight

Understood

I’m not interested in having kids anyways

Evil

I see you’re kind and trying to be helpful, but I view it differently

My issues are in my nature I think

This is too simple and black and white. Many men want relationships and family too

lol i thought about it today i would be too traumatized from the pain probably

It was in my past. This last year I have stopped the daydreaming. Ofc I feel the way I am is because of my issues mentally, feeling disconnected. And that didn’t come from outside conditioning

I am stoic and indifferent towards everything except physical suffering. It’s not something I try or want to be, it’s how I am. When I used to masturbate and watch porn in the past I would engage a lot in the imagination of sex I am naturally disengaged i don’t try. It doesn’t achieve intensity quite the opposite. I didn’t understand what you said anyways.

Maybe the self arose that way. I don’t know. But for the person it seems to just plop up during childhood . That’s what I think he talks about, how it appears in one persons lifetime. I don’t think he denies science as a relative truth

He didn’t say it’s a concept he said it’s an experience/appearance which id agree I call it a “sense”

😂😂😂ok I get it

You’re funny. I’d listen to your talks if you did them

No that’s why I asked him

Yea there seems to be an extremely small percent of humans living permanently open to the absolute. It’s like the brain creates the self so something very deep in there has to be shaken maybe spontaneously or through extreme practices and drugs .

Jim Newman , Tony parsons, Lisa cairns are three examples of people who seem to me to be genuinely speaking from that place of “no self” or “source” or non duality, I cannot know with 100% certainty, but it’s just the way they speak, it’s so direct and clear and with no hesitation, it doesn’t sound to me like they’re speaking from a place of having read about non duality then adopting it as a world view. The self seems real to me yea, so I can’t say it’s illusion. They all mention how the self “veils” oneness His message is really simple yea and basic,

73: Women will literally tear all the way through their anus during childbirth yet still decide to have a second and even third child

Who ? Schizophonia?