Sugarcoat

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  1. Yea I can see your point. It is hard to tell sometimes.
  2. Maybe consciousness allows that who knows
  3. Don’t look at his age too if you dare
  4. Interesting habits you got there
  5. @Holykael first of all where is all of what you just said, the images of it and all occurring? You guessed it, in your mind secondly ofc the idea of possibly living a life sometime in infinity being for example in some medieval torture machine isn’t pleasant (in the past thoughts like this kept me up at night) but it’s not happening ~right now~ so why not enjoy yourself and your life now instead of worrying bout some mental idea of Infinity ?
  6. LOL that’s creepy asf yet funny asf. And cool. Thanks for sharing will look into it. And perhaps it can work as a warning too ?
  7. There has been a lot of expansion since the shift. Yet also a “stabilizing”. But not like the stability before the shift which was some wacky mental reality yes dancing has been a part of the process since I have been naturally attracted to it As of now I prefer to dance without instruction as i please in the moment. But thank you anyways for the suggestion!
  8. Well I can be a bit hesitant to post here since it seems like my “journey” in life is so extremely rare that I doubt even most people here would relate and resonate with it Also the fact most here are male and older than me already makes me feel a bit out of place so I cannot deny that your comment, also coming from you who seems to have gone “deep” or whatever one would call it, was a bit reassuring to this little insecurity of mine!
  9. Where can you hear about those stories? interesting you mention btw. After this morning I realized I want to bask in this direct connection to my body so deeply while dancing to music that I need to set myself time away to do just that. I have had mystical like experiences before when dancing and afterwards so I am curious where one can go with it. Am currently with people and busy with other things but when I get the chance I will!? Seriously tho, prior to my shift I was so stuck in my head, allowed myself almost no free time ever to do what I spontaneously wanted. After the shift I discovered my deep love for dancing. It is funny to me, in my past I saw it as this meaningless but nice activity …oh boy it is so much more
  10. Presence was revealed when the shift occurred this is something else in my experience . It’s like this human vessel has different components, mind. energy, physicality etc. And it all was a whole mess before, all this stuck energy in my system, limiting beliefs , mental projections, neurotic patterns , psychosomatic tension knots, I could go on and on. Just dense and heavy and “edgy” ugh and it all gets untangled! Without doctors , no science needed just pure awareness nature healing itself seemingly endlessly, effortlessly! WOW!
  11. There is more ???? Your comment surprised me btw!
  12. What’s the purpose of being more emotional? So others don’t think you’re cold or what? Aka for your own benefit.
  13. I’m struggling to put into words what it is about. But I would say something along the lines of being exposed fully to my own undesirable perception of myself through interaction with someone else (our sense of self exists in relation to others). This someone else could be anyone that I have a desire to have a desirable perception of myself around (meaning I don’t already have it) to be able to enjoy something from them (or most importantly to be able to enjoy something within myself that is drawn to them)
  14. @Yimpa i will never forget that legendary video ??
  15. That’s because you make like 100 responses per day #exposed
  16. @Yimpa one time you said “using contraction as fuel” somewhere if I remember correctly and it has stuck with me ever since, perfect description, because it’s truly how I used to experience this sense of trying to control the body/myself . “Self discipline” it’s called I guess . Don’t know if that’s what you meant tho haha but still
  17. I was specifically questioning this control over one’s own body. And what you said could be applied to it actually now that I’m reading. Totally forgot about other things tho perhaps because I myself have no desire to control anything outside myself so the thought didn’t even cross my mind???but yes absolutely there are many ways of interpreting it!!
  18. What does it even mean to control something, if you observe it very closely? What is the mechanism of it? Can you even say for sure that you have control over this body? Also if this seeming control bothers you. There are many ways to relate to your own body. This sense of control can be experienced in different ways, more or less. The body it is quite good at taking care of itself so one can relinquish some of this seeming control and let it do it’s thing.
  19. The very thoughts asking this is lowkey what is clouding the intuition
  20. I need those masking skills ? inspirational . Maybe I have been right all this time when I’ve felt that hotness is the key to anything in life as a woman . Oh no now I’m spilling my own guts out through text..