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I’m curious how he dealt with that

Those minds are so fascinating I don’t understand

Reading this triggers 100000000 things in my mind to ask and say which maybe means I’m chaotic but honestly instead of trying to be simple if one is naturally chaotic one can just get so extremely accustomed to it that it ends up becoming simple which is kind of spiritual and wise in itself to kind of surrender to the chaos, use it to your advantage and flow with it i wanna edit this 1000000 times too but I’ll just let it be. Good post!

The past can be a teacher. The future a mystery. You only have this moment guaranteed, which can be full of opportunities. But it doesn’t seem like that when you don’t trust yourself and your own abilities. So you feel bound to repeat the past instead of change from it, thus the future seems predetermined based on the past. And the present moment has nothing for you. But that doesn’t have to be true absolutely. You might not have anything but at least you have yourself and this very moment. Sure you can wallow in sad hopelessness if you want. And sometimes it’s not a choice it just sweeps over us. But you can also bring yourself together and do something about it, whatever that would be only you can know. Or completely allow this sad story to play itself out and the negative emotions to shower over you and you might find peace in surrendering to it . Or both .

the intelligence catching onto the tricks is lowkey the same intelligence tricking you I swear it’s all one thing but we feel we have a say in it lol ?

Maybe you don’t feel connected to most people?

You have a deep point there. Will see what I do with that info

I like that authenticity. A great therapist in my opinion should be able to work with that lowkey They aren’t radical enough. That’s why I don’t go to them. Maybe a bias but I feel most of them wouldn’t understand me and maybe there is someone who would but why bother making effort finding one in a million

It do be like that

It would be bold if you hired her and told her that

Yea so I would say from my experience. The many different facets of you don’t have to be problematic in themselves. Actually it’s positive imo to be able to access many different vibes. But trauma, health and other problems in life can affect how we experience this so the improvement lies in working with things around it, for in itself it’s not really a bad thing. And also not resisting these different facets of us/our mind, letting it flow by itself a little, that can be healing in itself. Just saying. When we heal in ourselves we become less bothered by what others think of us too

This might just be one of my many wild theories but I feel one part of this can be if you’re the type of person that is very “in their head” it can be that you aren’t deeply grounded with your awareness in your body so too much awareness in head /face area not sure tho .

So you have a bunch of different potential vibes/personas of yourself in your mind or ? you might wanna check out “internal family systems”

As in bad and good version of you or? Or more different personas

Same! Openness is what allows those things to happen I believe in a way. It can totally feel like some intelligence speaking through you !

Oh where to start… First of all. You are not the only driver in your life trying to do the best for you. There is intelligence at work trying to do its best for you in each and every moment but people are worried about doing it all themselves

I feel a lot of them couldn’t even if they tried. They just see this narrow mental projection of you. They don’t even see you at all. You might have too much dimension to you whatever that means , too open etc for them to grasp onto you and fit you into their little narrow experience . Not that it’s of concern as you say yourself - but just sharing perspective . and yes totally. It’s like people in society don’t see how their love for someone is so limited and conditional.

THIS!!!!!! 100x It’s a fundamental change in how one operates in the world. While at the same time not losing anything, as ones logical ability is still available. One is just not limited by it as the only mode of operating.

How does this express itself for you?

Not gonna lie I feel this about some women sometimes as a woman myself. Thanks for ranting on my behalf . Feeling cleansed reading that???

You can have a deep sense of guidance and passion in life without knowing what the hell it’s about at its core so it’s still deeply mysterious as to what you are ultimately achieving and pursuing. In a way I don’t see any other way. To know what your life purpose is sounds very fixed and limited to me in a way. Where is the mysticism in that? What would that knowing even be? Some kind of definition in your mind or what? If you know what the hell you are doing, where you are going what you are becoming that sounds like it’s not very profound then for me because it’s able to fit into some fixed idea in your mind. When in a sense a fundamental aspect of deep work is dissolving this very mind that predicts the future and knows . Idk tho…which is lowkey my point

Music in the head is trying to make you get up and DANCE

Oh yes you could. Watch out , I’m telling you…

Sugar/high carb is great for this in my experience . Does something amazing to one’s state. Even makes me more sociable, so @Chives99 pay attention to how different things affect your state

Energy in you is ~already ~trying it’s best to heal . In my experience. This tendency to want to listen to music and perhaps dissociate has been profoundly healing when I’ve “went along with it”. The very resistance to it prevents this flow of energy. When fully embraced energy can flow and does something to us that is beyond simply mental, even the physical body is affected positively. also of course in addition to this, “root cause” work as you mention! but I feel people in society have a tendency to see compulsions as just either a symptom of something deeper (aka no value in themselves) or an enemy to try to win. But these compulsions are serving a purpose (which you pointed out) and have much more to them than what’s usually painted .