Sugarcoat

i mean i dont know if you have a conrete plan, what skills you have since you barely answered the question, your situation etc but this sounds very fantastical to me, you keep coming on here asking these questions like you have no autonomy yourself. Are you ok? Don´t seem very mentally stable from all your posts ive read, im not being rude im genuinely asking

you start by watching, then you start applying, then its like, wait a second, my intelligence that decided to do all of this , is independent of all of it, so you go directly to it instead, your own inner authority, yourself you could say, your own mind/intuition/awareness whatever, and you go your own way, also realizing your leo gura period was also a part of "your own way"

do you have skills in this area?

self/body awareness

yea I think taking a break if you can from all that stimulation to make space for your own mental activity, (which is already peaking through all the noise to you evident by the post). Also this could make space for repressed emotions, stress and mental stories to become more obvious and rise to the surface so you can deal with them rather than being numbed down by all the stimulation, which can create more mental clarity. Also consider wether this desire is more an self image need so perhaps you wanna feel good about yourself for being someone who creates like some ideal (not bad thing just observation),or if you are actually genuinely passionate about it (both can be the case ofc ).

Id never deal with such people unless I’m forced (for being family for example) if you’re content alone no need to make such compromises

Let’s keep it that way ?

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Yea I see I have also spilled my guts out on this forum but I was just curious how it works in his mind because for me it was like energetic attraction to this place but it doesn’t seem to be the same for him like it’s coming from a different place

Absolutely I agree . yea it makes sense why you would be attracted to this place, I’m just curious how it works for these people who write this hateful stuff, what’s it they’re drawn to about this stuff . Like they feel they’re outside society or something, which they are in a way but it’s a different way if I’m making sense… lol

why are you attracted to this forum?

Love a man of purpose ❤️

Wholesome ???

You should be glad women like your authentic self ❤️ must be hard to be nice when you’re monster inside ?

Yea you’re def gonna be lone if you do that

What are you able to do then?

There are women who are into that you could probably find one if you ever consider engaging that desire

I like how you included exact threads that’s funny to me ?

Sometimes it can be soothing for the mind to just pour all your focus on one thing you’re working on (flow state) as it takes it off of something else that’s hurting you , and at the same time is productive and moving you towards something better. win win It can create a cleansing effect

I don’t think there’s should or shouldn’t feel for yourself what you wanna focus on

I’ve yet to see someone swimming after drowning

I stumbled across this quote today and it has been replaying in my head since. Just fabulous In short I see it as related to the internal world. Otherwise I think it can speak for itself. just wanted to share?

Or at least becoming more and more aligned with it if that makes sense

Whaaat swimming is marvelous . But I guess some fears can be just biological . I’m glad to share ?

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