Sugarcoat

I meant more when I think of consciousness I think of duality so a self being the one who is conscious of .. something . So that being the “illusion” of separation so to speak . But maybe it’s just a different use of the word.

Ok I understand. But “infinity that is conscious of itself” is that not describing a self? Isn’t consciousness associated with a self?

What do you mean by this

Smelling them is nice too it can be weirdly comforting

One time during sleep paralysis vibrations I heard this lady voice say something alluding to how even the worst suffering is love and I don’t think I hallucinated that must have been some spirit so freaky. Don’t understand why everything is called love it doesn’t sit right with me ofc from the human pov

Idk about that stuff honestly

High iq doesn’t necessarily mean high self awareness. What I mean by retarded is someone with some condition so they’re probably less self aware idk tho

How come

Aren’t people with that low iq clinically retarded (if that’s the right word)? So they probably have low self awareness too, which is a factor to awakening I’d say

All that sounds like over complicated conceptualizing . I don’t know tho

Why would something like IQ that is like this logical pattern solving intelligence have anything to with awakening? awakening in terms of permanent no self I believe is incredibly rare I believe the so called “neo advitans” or however it’s spelled when they say there is nothing the illusion of self can do to achieve it it’s spontaneous. Even most people who try to awaken in that way don’t . when it comes to just detaching the self from the mind entirely that is due to self awareness which makes you hate your existence because you’ll be aware of the tension of the mental self. That will lead to that kind of awakening but the total non dual is another thing entirely and seems almost impossible

Infinite memory of what? Your past reincarnations or? If there is such

Maybe it’s only a conceptual realization and you’ve made it into identity and lack of social skills to some degree

What is the godhead?

@Yimpa 👍🏻

@Yimpa I was being slightly sarcastic maybe not so obvious just so you know

Serious answers only..

How did you realize this?

How would we know how you perform in bed?😂

People are like this in general. Hive mind. Not independent judgement. How others perceive someone will affect how they perceive them and thus themselves in relation to them or something idk

I can be audience for fights if you need

I have had this kind of habit naturally since early childhood. It’s a type of brain that does this I feel. There are people no matter how they feel they won’t daydream to cope. I’d say if you are inward and very introverted you’re most prone to it. I do it today sometimes for other reasons but I feel this above is most common. Then if you have trauma too, any insecurities in your sense of self. So it’s not an issue ~in itself~ it’s more a symptom of something else that needs fixing. In some cases that are very extreme yes sometimes actively removing the music can help. But usually the urge will keep coming back and your brain will be doing it as long as those underlying issues aren’t addressed.

Mm my intuition must have been true then

@Schizophonia I have asked this question once if men are naturally more horny and also if it’s more intense for them the desire for it so maybe it’s true although isn’t it an over exaggeration what you said tho

Can you say what the point is I don’t have mental energy to focus and look into the video I saw a little she got all sexual right? I understand your point I think