CoolDreamThanks

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  1. @Princess Arabia Hello, hope you're doing well. No need to trust, when you read it you will simply see that what they are saying is what is happening in your life. Everything will fit like a puzzle. You will know why you suffer, why there are good times, bad times, and so on.
  2. It's dangerous to think mistakes are imaginary. Anyway, I bet 10$ you will like the book and the whole trilogy if you read it.
  3. I think using it once in a blue moon can open up the mind to new perspectives. But it soo addictive. I had times where I would stay high for weeks, I wake up, start blazing and finish only when I fall asleep. Was fun though. Not the best for enlightenment, sadly
  4. Nah you didn't get it. You don't know what perfect is if you think this life is perfect. You are probably influenced by Leo too much to have other ideas stick, but I will just say that this universe was a mistake. I'll leave it at that. Read The Disappearance of the Universe if you want to really learn what is happening here. gl hf
  5. Are you not asking if anyone in your dream woke up? Just seems like a distraction within the illusion to keep your mind of what's really important - awakening yourself.
  6. I agree that scapegoating aka projection is a very important subject, because from my worldview, the whole universe is a projection, which was a consequence of denial, when the Son of God believed that he separated himself from his Father, he felt guilty, fearful and sinful, so he projected the whole universe of time and space out here, with bad people doing evil things, so he could project his own unconscious guilt on to them, so now they are guilty, not him. That's kinda complex thought, so anyway, projection as a psychological defense mechanism is sooo important to understand and then stop doing it.
  7. 1. Being God. 2. The fact that God is Love. 3. Having the knowledge necessary to wake up.
  8. There is no one to scapegoat since this is your dream. You are the cause of all of this.
  9. I remind myself that feeling is a consequence of thinking, so I stop thinking and rest in the Peace of God in which there is no suffering, only joy.
  10. Just try his stuff and see if it works. I tried and it didn't. He's the messenger of ego in my book. He promotes living a happy life within the illusion by vibraying high and attracting only the good, which will never happen in the long-run, because the universe is based on duality, so everything good will eventually leave you, die, you will die, and so on. He is convincing, I will give him that, but so are indian tech scammers.
  11. Don't accept it. Do everything that you can to break the cycle of birth and death.
  12. From the The Nag Hammadi version of the Gospel of Thomas discovered in 1945 in lower Egypt, about 650 miles from Jerusalem. The only remaining document containing unedited quotes from Jesus, according to the Disappearance of the Universe: A grapevine has been planted outside of the Father, but since it is not strong, it will be pulled up by its roots and shall pass away. Whoever has come to understand this world has found merely a corpse, and whoever has discovered the corpse, of that one the world is no longer worthy. Congratulations to those who are alone and chosen, for you shall find the Kingdom of God. For you have come from it, and you shall return there again. Look to the living One as long as you live. Otherwise, when you die and then try to see the living One, you will be unable to see.
  13. The purpose of this text is to lead you towards losing all hope in your life ever working out, hence motivating you to escape from this hellish illusion back to Heaven. If you have clear vision you should be able to see for yourself that for however long you have lived, this life was never a pleasant experience. I'm saying this life is a scam because all the pleasant things here are put in place intentionally to trick you into believing that this illusion is spiritual and good. Add teachers controlled by the invisible hand of the ego that push ideas of manifestation, following your passion, soulmates and synchronicities, and you have a trap so deep you are very unlikely to escape. The Truth is emotionally challenging, if you are not in a good place internally, I'm not recommending to read this. However, if you don't know the truth you will keep suffering forever. The main idea is that as long as you believe that this life is the Will of God you will not be motivated to run away from here as fast as possible. You need to stop walking around with a fake smile pretending that everything is okay, while truly deeply suffering. Are you just so used to suffering that you find it normal? Millions of suicides annualy and most people reporting being unhappy should give you a hint as to the nature of this illusion. How happy can you be when you have to slave away in a job you hate surrounded by people you hate, but pretend not to, for all of your life and then when your body is no longer useful to be a slave you get a few years to suffer in a body ridden with diseases and pain. That is literally 99.99% of people's lives. Your's is just some variation of that. Psychadelics and other drugs are extremely damaging because they paint beautiful colors over the baseline tragic picture of life. That's the main reason Leo thinks life is a love simulator. He takes the infinite love of God from his trips and thinks that the same love is responsible for this dream. Obviously this dream is so far removed from the Love of God that it would be more accurate to say that the Devil is the creator of this domain. If God created this universe he would, indeed, be insane, because who would set themselves up for faliure, trauma and suffering every step of the way for thousands of lifetimes? Luckily, God is not insane and he has nothing to do with this universe. This dream is an attack on God created by the ego. The creation of this universe is very complex, to understand the reason behind the "big bang," read Gary Renard's books starting with Dissapearance of the Universe. Did you know that the best thing this illusion has to offer - a deep connection with your soulmate, is the strongest weapon in the ego's arsenal to keep you stuck in his hellish domain? He is manipulating the love of your life to entangle you in his web and away from God. The ego doesn't even give you a good relationship long-term. He will use your soulmate to fuck you up emotionally for years and here's the worst part - you will want another experience like that, thinking that the next relationship will be better. You might even start manifesting another soulmate and working on yourself on the surface-level to, in truth, have another fucked-up experience just in a slightly different form. Or you might not even get a good partner at all, you will be searching and hoping for the One all of your life. Have you noticed how Leo finds his body beautiful and good in his trips but when he is not tripping his body is ridden with painful diseases? Yet he keeps the idea of the body being somehow good, because the ego completly brainwashed him into believing the body is a beautiful machine constructed by the Divine. Lol. You could hardly ask for a worse instrument to get you around in life. His many beautiful trips made him oblivious to the true nature of this illusion. He's probably not going to change his stance and die without waking up and truly understanding life, hencr leading the thoudands of his students down the same path. Is your body giving you troubles already? Are you spending a lot of your time just to maintain it at a level where the suffering is bearable? Of course you are, that's how the ego constructed it to keep you distracted forever. Leo even says that death is infinite love. Sure you can taste it there for a while, but you will be back in this shithole very soon. Imagine how entrapping is the idea that if you die you will come back home forever to God, while in reality, you will come back here again and again to decay and die until you learn what I am saying. Please realise that Leo is literally the construct of the ego that shares some deep truth's about God and then mostly everything else is falsehood, but you don't know that, so for you he's a wise teacher. And that means you will suffer and die because of him, because he doesn't offer an escape from here. He does offer you drugs and a false sense of hope. Notice that the only book on his booklist that he didn't fully read and comprehend, he just took a short look at it - A Course in Miracles, is the only book that contains Truth. Lol. How funny and fucked up for his students is that. Did you know that ego uses synchronicities to mascarade this hellish illusion as something spiritual? Probably not. Did you know that ego uses the internet to keep you entrapped in his domain? Maybe you did. Did you know that what you experience after death is the same ego-constructed illusion as this life right here? I'd doubt it. Did you know that humanity will never get rid of diseases, there will always be new ones to cure, because pain and death is the name of this game? Also unlikey that you did. Did you know that this universe is a symbolic outpicturing of the traumatic separation event that happened outside of time, but was the reason for the creation of space and time? Once again, you probably didn't. Anyway.. There is alot more to say, but I will end here. If there are any of you wise enough to grasp any of this and want to work towards awakening, send me a message, I will help.
  14. I did not say it was actual, but an imaginary split at that level is very close to an actual one.
  15. Literally not true. Just cause yourself some pain and love it and see how that goes. Also, love is not something you do, but something you are. Only an enlightened being is immune to pain.
  16. A very simplistic view. It's very toxic, because it masquarades as being spiritual. Sadly, only death and pain awaits as long as it is kept.
  17. You think that way because you don't understand the split that happened within the Mind at a major metaphysical level before the creation of the universe. That would make God an insane maniac. I assure you he isn't.
  18. Don't be silly. Pleasure existed for an eternity before this universe.
  19. Good question. God created a way out of hell immediately after the ego constructed it.
  20. Leo, just like Jesus, calls the world a hallucination. It's the same as saying it's a solipsistic dream. If Jesus, the Apostles, Leo, Ramana, Conws with God and Mooji say that our experience during the day and during the dreams at night is identical, then perhaps we can finally accept that it is so? And if our enlightenment exepriences reveal that everything is our Self, then can doubt win against that? Some words from ACIM regarding this: ³What if you recognized this world is an hallucination? ⁴What if you really understood you made it up? ⁵What if you realized that those who seem to walk about in it, to sin and die, attack and murder and destroy themselves, are wholly unreal? ⁶Could you have faith in what you see, if you accepted this? ⁷And would you see it? 8. Hallucinations disappear when they are recognized for what they are. ²This is the healing and the remedy. ³Believe them not and they are gone. ⁴And all you need to do is recognize that you did this. ⁵Once you accept this simple fact and take unto yourself the power you gave them, you are released from them. ⁶One thing is sure; hallucinations serve a purpose, and when that purpose is no longer held they disappear. ⁷Therefore, the question never is whether you want them, but always, do you want the purpose that they serve? ⁸This world seems to hold out many purposes, each different and with different values. ⁹Yet they are all the same. ¹⁰Again there is no order; only a seeming hierarchy of values. 9. Only two purposes are possible. ²And one is sin, the other holiness. ³Nothing is in between, and which you choose determines what you see. ⁴For what you see is merely how you elect to meet your goal. ⁵Hallucinations serve to meet the goal of madness. ⁶They are the means by which the outside world, projected from within, adjusts to sin and seems to witness to its reality. ⁷It still is true that nothing is without. ⁸Yet upon nothing are all projections made. ⁹For it is the projection that gives the “nothing” all the meaning that it holds. 10. What has no meaning cannot be perceived. ²And meaning always looks within to find itself, and then looks out. ³All meaning that you give the world outside must thus reflect the sight you saw within; or better, if you saw at all or merely judged against. ⁴Vision is the means by which the Holy Spirit translates your nightmares into happy dreams; your wild hallucinations that show you all the fearful outcomes of imagined sin into the calm and reassuring sights with which He would replace them. ⁵These gentle sights and sounds are looked on happily, and heard with joy. ⁶They are His substitutes for all the terrifying sights and screaming sounds the ego’s purpose brought to your horrified awareness. ⁷They step away from sin, reminding you that it is not reality which frightens you, and that the errors which you made can be corrected. (ACIM, T-20.VIII.7:3–10:7)
  21. Was reviewing my life and what I was able to manifest and just in general the overview of the 26 years I've been here. Wanted stuff like everyone else, soulmate, millions, etc. Did vizualizations, affirmations, prosperity meditations and held a positive state no matter what. Did that for months with precision and dedication. Got nothing. To be precise, got opportunities to earn more and met women that wanted me, but I didnt like them and the job sucked. Mooji said that if you search for a prince you will kiss a lot of frogs. That's my life's story. The only soulmate I had was my classmate and it was all pre-destined, no manifestation was needed. There was a lot of pain in that relationship as well, so even with a soulmate life is difficult, perhaps even more so. It's a duality - you get heaven for half of the relationship and hell for the other half. That's how this illusion works. No more of this, thanks. Manifesting and doing your best to create something and not getting it is painful. There is also the theory of letting your manifestation go completly and letting the universe do it's thing. Did that as well for months, got nothing. Consequentally, decided to drop all desires and attempts to manifest except the desire for God aka Infinite Love. Interestingly, can't read books anymore. I just recoil from them. Feels like I outgrew them. Can't really teach others, because it feels like I'm lying if I tell others they are God, because I know that I am the only Son of God, they are just figments of my imagination. Current plan is to meditate for the majority of the day and microdose shrooms and see where that takes me. If nothing changes, if the dream doesn't become something I enjoy, I will be going to a monastery in Sri Lanka to go for MahaSamadhi. David Hoffmeister said that trying to improve this life is like re-arranging chairs in a sinking titanic. Feels very true from current POV. Not feeling depressed or detached, just seeing clearly what's hapenning and what's the best way forward. Jesus says that in the end, nothing satisfies. That's exactly how it feels. Because I visited Heaven in this life and remember it clearly, this dream experience feels so limiting and boring in contrast. In Heaven there is something new and spectacular every microsecond, in this dream, something kinda fun might happen a few times in a 16 hour period and for the most part, nothing fun at all is happening or something sucks. There is no effort at all in Heaven and everything is perfect, while here, you have to exert effort to do stuff that doesn't even bring any real happiness. Not trying to paint a positive or a negative picture, just describing exactly how the experience looks and feels. Seems like you do have to have a clear and unwavering intent to wake up for good or else you will be in this in-between place that is kinda annoyong, since you're neither awake nor asleep, you get glimpses of heaven but there is a lot of illusion at play. Thought that perhaps you can be in the world but not of it and wake up, but I did that for years and found that only when I go for a deep deep isolation and meditation retreat do I get glimpses of Heaven, otherwise it's just maintaining a peaceful state whilst dreaming.
  22. Felt inspired to allign my life with the higher, lighter vibrations to become a clear channel for the Divine Flow. Already had some experiences of Communion with the Higher Mind, but I want to make it deeper and more consistent. Diet is definately important. I tried to go against life thinking - oh it's all in the mind anyway, no need to worry about nutrition, just maintain a positive state. Wrong. Act according to the rules, stop headbutting life and hoping it will work out. Eating only light and organic foods now - rice/veggies/peanuts/apples/juice/honey is the baseline diet. Manifestation - I think that relaxing, surrendering, trusting and following guidance from the Higher Mind is the best way to manifest, because it's not coming from the ego, but from the Divine. In my experience egoic manifestation does work to an extent, but it always has a negative aspect to it, like effort, stress, burnout and just in general it tends to fail in the end. I will spend the core of my day sitting in silence in an Asana contemplating life and trying to establish a connection with the Higher Mind. No more listening to music 24/7. It tunes out the Spirit. Immersing myself in the teachings of Jesus as channeled through Jayem and his books Way of Mastery, Way of the Heart, Jeshua Letters and all others. Feeling like it's exactly what I am supposed to learn now. Does learning ever end? Dropping weed and psychadelics as well, I want to achieve those states naturally now. I learned a lot from tripping, it served me, so thank you dear plant and chemical teachers. 🙏 Flowing with Spirit also revealed that I truly want a deep, intimite connection with someone, not just a fun night at the club and meaningless sex. It definately has to be spiritual, I won't vibe with someone whose not on the path. I'm letting go of the desire for BMW M8 and a very luxurious house. I'm content with my living situation now. Letting go of wanting diamonds and designer clothing as well. I've experienced a flashy life and it was okay, pride has an attraction to it, but it's shallow and temporary. Still plan to go to clubs to meet people and dance, but the frame of mind from which I approach going out has changed. I will try to maintain a deep peace and conscious awareness of the breath throughout the experience. I will try to stay in tune with the Higher Mind and attempt express the Love that it is. I was also thinking about my work in the world and I am quite certain that I will be a channel for the Higher Mind to flow through. Feeling like it's the only valuable and meaningful thing to do for me. Not sure about the specifics yet, first I need to purify my body/mind vibrational complex, as they call it in the Law of One. 😊🙏
  23. Yep, and I find that surrendering and flowing with life is the deepest transformation possible. Have you arrived at a place in your understanding in which there is no doubt about the nature of life? Leo and other masters I mentioned say that life is a solipsistic dream, an illusion or hallucination, and it aligns with my experiences and conclusions.
  24. So in love with creating these videos. I think the new one is an improvement over the first one: