funkychunkymonkey

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  1. for the first time ever i stepped out of my comfortzone and went to a nightclub. i had a fucking blast! i used to be afraid to dance i was terrified, but felt the music said fuck it and i had a fucking blast that was a phobia i really was afraid i could never face i did now i wanna be a great dancer lol ANYWAYS! what do u guys think a newbie to clubs should know? and how the hell do u properly navigate a dance floor? i had to take a fucking piss! ended up holding it for like a half hour till a tiny hallway opened up. much love guys!
  2. @something_else thats the sense i got, just have fun. if you look stupid a good smile and having fun will drown out anyone pointing and laughing anyways (which i dont think anyone would unless you were going crazy to a point where the bouncers r called lol)
  3. @D2sage <3 thank you, success can be taxing on relationships, guess thats how the ball rolls (im sure for ego and selfishness reasons, jealousy(i know i would be!)) but thanks for the reply, i feel better :]
  4. :C i have a best friend who i would always drink and smoke weed with. Now that i am chasing business, sales, entrepreneurship, marketing, i can tell if i am with them its literally almost like a slow downhill. lol its numbing my mind that i need to be successful. i guess the thought of cutting friends out makes me sad, i did make some new more professional friends, i have the boxing club. but a lifelong friend im struggling to drop :C
  5. whats twin flame? this is the first im hearing of this, please @ me sounds like a fun concept
  6. im bouta start working in sales but i always struggled socially, i wonder what Leos thoughts are on the communication process and how to diffuse situations, how to catch yourself trying to manipulate and all that good stuff.
  7. shame he acts like this, i wish people would just b honest and hug each other instead of exploiting each other, but i know thats a stupid pipe dream. i try to play devils advocate telling people on facebook or whatever that he just doesnt know any better hes too selfish to be a good rolemodel and man tates cult is frickin aggressive! they wanted to crucify me!
  8. im starting to take my first steps, im scared lonley confused and lost, i really wanna make an online business work, but i know its gonna test me, but my heart longs for it. Its scary putting yourself out there, trying to learn marketing and how to sell, its scary! especially when u have a stutter :[ its kinda funny tho
  9. as someone exploring affiliate marketing, i purchased one of his courses im happy with it so far im learning seo and all that good stuff, i guess i wanna hire him to help me actually take a first step and guide me at least to the start line without even making money yet. has anyone worked with him? would he be a trustworthy mentor? if not, who would you say is a good coach to hire?? much love all, wish me luck its scary out there
  10. trying a youtube / online boxing-coaching blog, i feel this is what my life purpose points too. if anybody has any advice on getting social media attention or just any advice at all for anyone putting themselves out there for the first time
  11. i was the best dancer then! i was all smiles and giggles.
  12. I have experienced enlightenment from doing kriya yoga on a high dose. Once the energy gets pulled up into the brain your perceptions and feelings of having a body vanish, at that point you just are, not as anything just are. The field unifys and if u can sit with half decent concentration you'll get some insights
  13. i practice zen buddhism. im just curious on what the community think about zen and sitting zazen?
  14. Is ayahuasca a good tool for god realization?
  15. @Kksd74628 thanks :D. I def want my baseline to be higher. I think it will help me go deeper into my trips
  16. @Leo Gura do you think zazen is a waste of time? I still practice your practice of deconstructing the mind, wouldn't zazen help?
  17. @SourceCodo can u elaborate on that? That sparked my curiosity. I know zazen can lead to cessation but I don't know how much deeper it can go, what's your experience?
  18. @Leo Gura I leave that to psychs
  19. I'd love to chat and trade some words of wisdom how you guys fuse consciousness with your art. I was a boxer for a long time but tryna start a kickboxing run. The fight sport world brings me to tears it's so beautiful love you all
  20. It would be awesome to have another guided meditation or deconstruction of the mind or something of the sorts!
  21. @Leo Gura my opinion is if its illicit like mdma or lsd dmt then no sourcing but if its a RC then sure, this comes to bite me in the ass because i still struggle to find MALT :[. but you DEF should lookout for yourself and your org before anyone of its individual members
  22. So i heard once from somebody. and this was a topic that is kinda serious it was about whether to join the military or not. This person said. "do it why not nothing matters anyways. but from reading this i was so.... shocked that some people see it this way, like thats literally your life your gambling with! i think some people just take it too far. like if someone asked me hey should i do drugs? and i responded sure! go for it! nothing matters! (now i dont mean to demean the military in anyways i was a marine.) but like. your life matters. YOUR LIFE MATTERS. and i was so shocked to hear someone say "oh it doesnt matter" if you have a drive in you to live a beautiful life and live in a way that brings tears to your eyes. your someone special! (which at this point i know everyone has that in them its just about working to find that.)
  23. no need to think ab existential shit, it does matter as were just humans thats ur life ur talking ab
  24. i was in the marines, i enlisted afterhighschool, now heres my HONEST opinion. what really keeps people in is the collective ego of "being part of the worlds finest fighting force". of course theres feelings of being a hometown hero and all this which makes it VERY appealing and especially if combat is something that always intrested you (like me) but when your in you get treated as a number not as a human yes you get bonds with your platoon and all of that good stuff (if ur lucky enough to get a good command) but at the end of the day the government owns you are your expected to act accordingly. you gotta wake up early for PT work long hours (if ur infantry) and what u make really isnt good day as an example i think as a private i made maybe 300? or less every two weeks. which kinda sucks. but what really kinda bothered me and sickened me in a way was how everyone is completly sucked into an ideology of tribal thinking when it came to countries. constant ego inflation. oh dont let me forget to say brainwashing in bootcamp (which has kinda payed off for me cuz now i have a iron solid work ethic) but it changes u man. i didnt feel i fit in i was too caring for everybody i joined to help not to kill, but your constantly surrounded by killers. thats from my experience but if you have a life purpose this world needs you you cant serve the world in the military the military is sheeple. i wouldn't waste this opportunity of life yes the military is VERY LOW CONSCIOUS
  25. @hello1234 i thought that was funny as fuck i nearly pissed myself us russians have a different sense of humor please understand that xDDDD