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@Something Funny duck ur head and hope for the best

@Jannes lol i was gonna say do squat plyometrics with good timing

@Something Funny bob weave- little punch here a little pnch there keep that head movement or the balls gonna hit the bell youll hear the ring

alone or all one? big dif and from my experience yes god is all alone but hes cool with it

i was on one where i was only eating raw greens and meats chicken not raw but no seasoning or anything. GOT SICK RESULTS! but maybe theres a better way a way that doesnt leave me so tired afterwards or starting as a matter fact. missing those carbs but im tryna be in the best fighting shape i can. got big moves to make once my surgey is over! wish me luck!

i love fighting!

@Schizophonia Yes, more muscle = more strength. NEGATIVE! im a reativley slim light heavyweight but i got power that took me YEARS to develop now i got a punch that landed me plenty of opportunities to help pros spar. a buffed dude who never trained on proper fighting technique does not possess the power a slim jim like me can produce. size can actually be a limiting factor less movement in your arms and shoulder joint. more meat to move around... more meat to slap

@StarStruck HA! funny shit thats what i should be doing, battling a shoulder injury ill meet u in the ropes in few months, step up!

ive sparred gym dogs and i never lost but again i was 14 beating up adults and blackbelts. strength doesnt get you wins in fights (well caculated precise measured fights, from like kickboxing or boxing mma whatever ) big arms tire quickly carry weight takes energy if he doesnt bear hug me then yell timber i would say a fighters chance to beat a guy who thinks he can fight (size and weight not irresponsibly distrubed) are 90-10 hes not taking the fight, maybe with a a lucky punch and opponents lazy guard

i dont like what tate teaches hes a cocky sun of a bitch, plus he hits ladies my mom would hit me with a spoon if i ever did that! Anyone here muay thai fighters? boxers? MMA? thats my thing i LOVE to fight and train, itll make me cry if i visualize too deeply. whats your excuses to fight?

these past two awakenings, i get this desire to simply sleep and rest in peace forever. anyone else feel this way? It was like my checklist for life was complete and there is nothing else to do. just rest happily in peace. of course im not talking about killing myself that wouldent be at all what im saying. its literally like theres nothing else to do I AM complete, whole, everything, everyone, nothing much else to wanna do. of course afterwards my ego came back and i started doing stuff again, and here i am cant wait to go back my reaction is something like this D: .... YEOOOOOOOOO! YEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! IT GETS ME EVERY TIME! HOW DO I KEEP FORGETING THIS?! YEEOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! Almost like god is waiting for me with cupcakes and balloons patiently waiting forever for me to find myself again! Im so happy

I feel more tranquil and somehow more aware of the present moment while im doing something small like studying life coaching. watching the video i got the sudden realization im not watching the video. its just there.. i guess, hard to describe. i wonder what your guys opinions on this is.

@cetus lol i saw behind my eyes and realized nothing is there(didnt have an awakening)

i get a sense leo does not approve of zazen im curious why or am i just wrong about that? and if you dont like it leo, why? im just curious

dislike fractures :C LOVE the ability to form connections with people!

from what i hear it seems that the whole introspective vibe is not there with aya its more of a "let it take control", on top of that i can imagine with all the visual it is easy to to get lost in entities, spirits, mother aya. i have no experience but i have heard countless reports of this brew saving people from suicidal depression, addictions (mushrooms saved me from cocaine). If i were to dio my toes in this brew i would do it alone without a shamans guidance (unless i go back to ecuador) Has anyone been able to deconstruct the mind or access states that 5 meo would lead to on aya? would be sick to hear stories. 5 meo is one ill get to once i feel ready (years away) mushrooms i get lost in various thought loops and struggle concentrating on direct experience. meditation... meh states arent what ive seen "percing the veil" with the DMT's help.

@Michael569 damn, that list literally explains why i been feeling how i been feeling usually i can pull a uno reverse card and be okay but a few weeks ago i was so depressed i was genuinely considering just ending it ( good friends and hope saved me) its so true tho, the lack of struggle as a kid def hurt my character development, and maturity for that case. only struggle i had was hiding weed from my over protective parents

seems like i can but im going to GA(USA). hard getting an exact answer online i wonder if any fellow north americans know if 1plsd can cause legal issues if i have it mailed. im a little nervous about 5 meo malt (im not ready to have all my illusions shattered yet i have to admit that, i wanna mature and build my life back up first before i do something like that)

would love to hear

hard to other infjs... im sure here theres a bunch!

today was my first time trying this, very difficult it seems that im stuck in what ive heard other people say, yeah it way easier! what are your guys techniques for developing original thought? if there even is any, I found it kinda comes sporadically and I find it funny how when i try to observe thoughts i enter a state of no mind LOL!

jeebus?

@Judy2 <3 its okay give yourself time i believe in you

@Judy2 i found for myself, accepting my "bad sides" really questioning why i call them that (like my stutter) if u can connect dots see where the trauma came from (if its from trauma) then understanding will almost turn into compassion and you will love and accept yourself (this is what happened to me) i hope this helps