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@iboughtleosbooklist Sorry, I don't understand.

@Kalki AvatarThis is why I don't believe what you say nor would it help me become conscious of it if it were to be true. @Bojan V I totally agree with you. The consistency of a pathology also shows how dogmatic the paradigm because it indicates that one cannot see outside of it. It doesn't mean that it's real since there are other paradigms with the same function. I'm open to the possibility of actually seeing with this 3D/5D shift but it only seems like a projection or an interpretation onto reality and I agree with you more. @Kalki AvatarThis is why I don't believe what you say.

@Bojan V I totally agree with you. The consistency of a pathology also shows how dogmatic the paradigm because it indicates that one cannot see outside of it. It doesn't mean that it's real since there are other paradigms with the same function. I'm open to the possibility of actually seeing with this 3D/5D shift but it only seems like a projection or an interpretation onto reality and I agree with you more.

@StarStruck I don't think I can rely on that, even right at this very moment because of how predictable I am to myself. I'm probably still "moving forward" based on your method but it's really inefficient and would like to find a better one. Maybe you would just tell me to "just do it" which is too vague. Do you think that what I need is clarity? I don't really think that this is a fair question but I'm not so sure on that which is probably a sign that I need it.

@Juan I don't manage a Discord, I barely use it even. Why do you portray the internet going against my life purpose course? What if some things require research for my life purpose course? You are on the internet right now but maybe I'm being too literal with that or that you are being small minded when you say "on the internet".

Hello to whoever is reading this, yesterday morning was going so well until something happened and I am here to report what happened because I don't really know what else to do: So yesterday morning was going better than usual because of the worksheet from actualized.org that I wanted to work on. I'm ususally too tired or I get distracted masterbating. I actually made progress in the worksheet and rewatched the video about intuition to take notes so that I can fill out the worksheet since taking notes on the video partially worked for the worksheet about paradigms. I did this before meditating because my motivation was redirected somewhere else which might have been the cause of my downfall, I will let you be the judge based on my story. So I was on YouTube (because that is where I also watch high quality content, this story might indicate that I am too reliant on it or that I was coming from a place of boredom rather than inspiration). Anyways, I went down the rabbit hole (with music videos specifically). Your advice might to just be more aware but I am only aware NOW and that it probably won't stay that way. Before I can raise my baseline level of consciousness, it seems like I need to be more clear with what I want to do like with Leo's worksheet and meditate if there is resistance rather than going back to unconsciousness. Rather than going back to normal the next day, it seems like the effects lingered this morning even though I want more control over my life. Why is it that livng a conscious life takes more effort while living an unconscious life is automatic? What determines one's baseine level of consciousness?

@Linda22If you're just getting started, then why do you feel bad about yourself? Are you living not to lose or are you living to win?

@LoneWonderer How do you know if Leo can see the future?

@Leo Gura I forgot to PM you about the possibility of you creating a discussion for the high quality books that were read from other people instead of just book reviews as a sub-forum to improve the forum.

@Leo GuraMaybe you can get points and earn rewards for posting a topic that you wanted to create and having it be in really good quality and have be the first thing to do when opening the forum to get some reward. The rewards I haven't figured out yet but would you be willing for one of them to be losing warning points (although it doesn't really do anything for me, at least not yet)?

@Carl-Richard Thank you for the clarification. Could the recruitment process still happen outside the forum like usder Leo's YouTube videos with a different name or profile? How would Leo know who to ban on the forum? Also, didn't it already say in the guidelines not to recruit anyone on the forum or to create groups there? If the Discord community is toxic, then shouldn't it be obvious that there will be serious consequences recruiting people through the forum for it being toxic? I haven't seen any of this happen, have I just not been around long enough or is Leo just adding more rules to prevent this from happening? What if someone doesn't see this new rule and gets banned? Is it already added in the guidelines if it's not already obvious? Why is there such an emphasis with Discord being toxic if it's just a medium of communication?

@puporing@Carl-Richard Also, I kind of feel bad for those who will be banned for not seeing this new rule about Discord. YouTube can be toxic depending on how you use it. Likewise, it's the same with the groups that you join on Discord. Are they helping you in some way or are they toxic? Also, how does Leo have this list of names of people who are on Discord when they can just not talk about it? Does Leo himself use Discord and find find people with the same name or profile picture? It makes no sense. I only use it for reminders about work and use it to talk to my friends mostly 1-1 that is just a few group chats, no conspiracy theories (I have 1 group that is just with a couple of my close friends), that's it. Here is something relevant to the black and white thinking of social media: There really needs to be a smarter blocking system especially for YouTube. Some videos are designed to explain concepts to me in a somplier way than I otherwise would have gotten but there are also videos that waste your time. Maybe the app or website blocker can ask if this video is actually worth your time if you're using YouTube or any other source that frequently uses videos as entertainment.

@Leo GuraWell then how does it work?

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So I started to masterbate at about 10:00 PM and then woke up at about 2:00 AM. I was still resting but was still awake masterbating and I didn't know that would finally get up at about 9:00 AM. Simply imagining someone who I find attractive is enough to trigger masterbation without pornography. I tried setting my alarm on the other side of the room but I turn it off and go to bed without thinking twice. The reason I want to get up early is to have deeper mediation, contemplation, and self-inquiry sessions without having to worry about my Mom interrupting me. know that she would try to add biblical answers to my contemplation sessions when really contemplation is about discovering and thinking about the answers without any sources. It doesn't matter where the truth will lead me, and it will lead to the Bible if it's really true. Also I've listened to this kind of music before, do you think it would help if I kept listening to it?

@Tyler Robinson Do you have anything else that you have to say about what I posted besides me not getting notifications? It's difficult to find I said or didn't say because of all of the screenshots you posted. I said that my health is just disregarded as procrastination when it comes to homework and that it's "just a part of life". There might have been some techinical difficulties sending that since I cannot fin it. What did you say about seeking support online or offline?

@aurum Got it.

Leo says that that I can either see my hand as 1 hand, 5 fingers, trillionsof cells, etc. but aren't they all just fractions of 1 hand? 5 fingers should be 5 fifths of 1 hand and therefor the answer is still one right? How is what Leo said comapible with Oneness or the Universe?

@Tyler Robinson I didn't really know what subforum to put this topic in but I don't want technical difficulties to be the main topic of the discussion, thank you.

@Tyler Robinson @Tyler RobinsonAll of these steps seem familiar to me and I even went to the Chrome settings on my computer but nothing. Also I am on my phone since Bluetooth File Transfer isn't working right now for the screenshot that I posted so if my responses look ugly then that is why. I can see more information with what is currently on the forum index then I can with my phone. Also, I saw that you replied to my comments but I didn't receive them since I was finishing my rsponses and that I was going to press "show reply" later but couldn't although I got that you don't know my device's settings and that you want me to contact a friend. Can you please send the other replies again?

@Tyler RobinsonNo, it's disregarded as procrastination.

@Tyler Robinson Probably, something always goes wrong with doing my homework earlier which would include taking a nap after school or feeling tired randomly without a known cause to the point where I have to stay up all night to do my homework. Because I have problems with twitching and none of the doctors seem to fix this problem, I would like to be tested for heavy metal toxicity. How do I convince my parents about heavy metals and how can I feel comfortable seeking out support for masterbation? I feel comfortable talking about it online. Do you think that problems with masterbation is coming from the inability to burn through karma? It's considered a sin to have sex before marriage but the thing is that I don't feel the need to have it at all except for masterbation. Also, do you know why I am not getting notifications from replies on the forum? I have it turned on in the settings.

@Leo GuraSome new posts that I might want to create can be difficult to categorize since it can have spirituality, mental health, sex, and family involved like with this post for example: I would like an "Unsure" category for the forum please.

@Tyler Robinson I did everything you said here but I haven't found a solution yet.

@Leo GuraAs I have said before, I don't have the option to have notifications. I have it turned on in the settings, what is it that I am doing wrong?