Never would have thought that it would take so long to read through the entire journal and I only quoted the most important things here, I didnt even make sense of them yet.
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For some reason I cant make new posts in this journal anymore. Maybe the fact that I quoted so much blocked the mechanism of making another post.
Oh this is not just blocked from this journal but in gerneral I cant make new posts or start a new thread. That is shitty.
Wanted to write a PM to ask for help and it said I reached my posting limit, I should wait 24 hours. No problem I will post tomorrow then. I can at least work with this post editing it again and again.