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Alan Watts for his ability to "to say things that can't possibly be said". In his way he was able plant the intuition in me that if one were able to think things through to the end he would realize that its all good.

@mmKay @Michael569 What do you think of brain scans in this context?

@Michael569 thanks for your wisdom. Just like every vegan, low-carb, carnivore, juicing, .. whatever-group thinks it has the cure for all illnesses

My mom had concentration problems her whole life so could be that she has a lot of heavy metals in her system and gave some of them to me. But there are a ton of other reasons why I could experience these symptoms. My mom gave birth to me when she was 36 then had 3 miscarriages and then gave birth to my sister when she was 39. So lots of potential that I got some brain damage. My dad doesn't have concentration problems but a weird way of understanding things. Maybe his brain function is impaired or maybe he is just different idk. So I am probably a weird genetic mixup. Then adding my emotional problems I got from years of social isolation which also have a great effect on concentration. All of this combined could explain my symptoms. I just don't want to put false hopes into it that's all.. I want to set my expectations reasonable.

@mmKay thanks for the information mkay. I would do so much for that. But I was insanely dreamy since birth. I think its more of a genetic thing. And emotional problems also play a huge role. So I am not confident that heavy metal chelation will cure me of that.

I want to reprogram my mind to be more social and so I want to use AI to create a lot of pictures of me surrounded by a lot of people. I would use the pictures like affirmations. So I am looking for an AI software that works with pictures that I feed it with and which creates the most realistic looking pictures. Any recommendations? I also thought about AI voices. I would put my voice in there and then ask it to give me comedy or something with my voice.

That’s what I would think too. If you set aside your human bias you probably become vegan. If your health allows it of course but most people could do it if they plan properly. Treating other conscious being with the same respect that you treat yourself removes an ego double standard and so makes you more conscious. I would bet that clean conscience makes spiritual insights/ awakenings more accessible.

@Chives99 hate and selfishness is part of absolute Love

@Chives99 When absolutely nothing is wrong, seeing something as "wrong" and trying to change that also isn't wrong.

Are they trustworthy? Don’t know what a provoked urine test is. So I am guessing unprovoked. In the test it says heavy metals are harmless up to a certain amount. Why are you so sure that they poisonous in any amount?

Where have you heard that?

@OBEler Oh okay yeah that makes sense. Could you ask it?

How could it access these studies then?

Thanks. yeah I hope so too. I hope there is enough strong evidence that the case gets resolved quickly.

I worked in a kiosk for about 84 hours as a side job which makes around 1k in euros which is a decent amount for student standards. I recently found out that the kiosk owner is probably a giant cheater and a few times I saw his behaviour towards customer which showed that he doesn’t have a lot of morals. He told me all kinds of stories about how he inherited a giant 75 million fortune and that he manages all kinds of businesses including this kiosk as a job and I believed him like a naive sucker. A coworker of mine who is an ex criminal talked to me about it in private and basically explained to me what kind of person he is and that he has a lot of intuitions that he does some kind of shady businesses or plans to do them in the future. My gut feeling tells me that I can trust him way more then the kiosk owner especially given the most likely lied story about the 75 millions. The ex criminal said that he basically has his old criminal days behind him and now wants to do legit shit. Tomorrow is pay day where I am supposed to get 252€. I will reduce my working hours on the following weeks to see how things unfold. I really like my job. It’s super chill so I can do philosophy and it’s 4mins away from home. What do you say? Should I quit asap to not risk getting pulled into something illegal or should I wait a bit and let things unfold?

He didn’t say his trips are deeper because of the meat consumption, he says his trips are deeper and he eats meat. Maybe his trips could be even deeper without meat consumption or maybe meat consumption enhanced the depth of his trips or maybe meat consumption doesn’t have anything to do with the depth of his trips. It makes sense that his trips become deeper over time because trips build on top of each other.

@TheAlchemist Jordan Peterson says that the Bible is a pointer to truth not actual truth. You know fairy tales? Of course they are complete fantasy but on a meta level they point to some insight. The good ones at least. Jordan Peterson would probably say that the bible is the ultimate fairy tale because on a meta level it shares some of the deepest insights.

@supremeyingyang Yeah it’s a good lesson for me for sure. Sure when I have news I will inform you.

in English: „I gave him a job because he just came out of prison and needed a job really bad. I guess my heart was just a little to big.” What a fucking degenerate lol.

Yes exactly. Their mentality is so different it’s really fascinating. I am so naive I actually construed scenarios where this would make sense. I thought because he is still very young he might not want to risk his money on big projects and just wants to collect experience with smaller projects. That’s what I would probably do. And I also thought it’s not the only project. Maybe he does it for fun so his friends have a place to chill… A coworker joined a few weeks ago. He just got out of jail and says he was a cheater his whole life and knew my boss was a cheater the second he saw him. And he was right. My boss didn’t pay me or my coworker any money. So my coworker made an indicate at the police that my boss opened packages of customers which he appearently saw. The kiosk is now closed. My boss changed his phone number. The story of the opened packages is in the newspaper. My boss reacted and now blames my ex criminal coworker for the opened packages. This went to shit really fast lol. He owes me a bit more than 1k which is quite a lot for my standards. I read through the whole employment contract because I had a bad feeling about him but completely overlooked that on the first page his name was missing. It is a contract between the kiosk and me not him and me. I have his signature at the end but idk if that counts. I have WhatsApp, customer and probably camera evidence that I worked there but idk if that’s enough. I will go to the police and ask them tomorrow.

What is Tates "higher vision” lol ? He doesn’t provide value. If anything he provides negative value. The guys that follow him become ignorant retards and the guys he exploits become bitter and resentful.

@Dioxide2533 Yeah totally. Connor Murphy made a video about it ? he says that through the stretch new tissue is build.

Damn, we need more cake in the world!

Exactly lol. Dogs are actually omnivores because we fed them veggies for so long. So veggie dog food works. If that breaks your heart then I would go for organs because that’s often wasted. Also it’s about human nutrition. How we feed animals would be another ethical discussion.

Useless animal cruelty is forbidden. So it’s not like you can just buy a pet and then torture it legally. That’s why most of society is developed enough to see it as wrong. If society develops further we could illegalize eating meat for sure. I agree with you theoretically but practically it doesn’t work. When I switched from veganism to vegetarianism I spent a bit of money to third world countries every time I bought some milk products or eggs. Over time I got used to buying animal products again and lost the interest in spending that extra money. I stopped being aware of some of the animal cruelty once I switched from veganism to vegetarianism because it would interfere with my self worth.