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@Hojo not a psychiatrist a psychotherapist, isn’t it possible to go to a therapist not because you have serious mental problems but because you recognise that some people are a step ahead of you and they can help you on your journey?

If all that exists are states of consciousnesses how can self-realisation or truth realisation not be a state of consciousness

Can insights be deep but subtle? Or does a deep insight have to be mind shattering

@UpperMaster not having read the book myself I’m not exactly sure haha but my feeling is just that there would be more developed people to learn from, one of her male therapist read it and said it made his ego bigger

Check out cam Fraser on YouTube or Instagram not purely this at all but he does a very very good job

Pretty much sounds like pure performance anxiety. Sex isn’t a performance and your not responsible for her pleasure.

Who says u need an erection for sex?

I asked my therapist about this she hadn’t read it but had heard from others that it’s a bit egotistical and adolescent

God Dosent see any such distinctions

Vipassana and psychedelics is a good start

If your good at game and your state is high girls will be just as nice if not more nice to you regardless

Honestly meditation + psychedelics + game = getting girls

I haven’t had deep solipsistic awakenings but my feeling after the initial horror was along the lines of no others no need for shame no need to cringe

Was just listening to Andrew huberman on joe Rogan and he said that mdma is most likely actually not Neuro toxic, not sure what the context was I’m sure taking too much is not good

I feel like mixing mdma with 5meo could be good but could be bad idk

Haven’t smoked it really before and had much effect. I put some In a joint and as I was smoking it remembered that dmt has been shown to help with depression, I decided to watch closely what the mechanism of action was for this and felt myself getting pulled into a contemplated flow of ecstasy I smiled in a way that I don’t usually and after about 30 minutes later in the dark I saw very subtly the MOST BEAUTIFUL image I have ever seen of a garden and it made me so happy I felt there was a part of me that was so deeply longing for this was being satisfied

was this with a IFS therapist?

A Vancouver company has created a ayahuasca pill and Dennis McKenna has made a post about it on instagram. I personally had no problem with the idea of it being a pill but after reading some of the comments I realised that I’m definitely not the majority of people at least not on Dennis mckennas instagram. The way I see it and what I’ve taken from actualized.org is that this really shouldn’t be a problem and all of these people that are outraged are kind of delusional, after all isn’t it just a way of ingesting dmt? I honestly thought more people in the aya community would be of the same persuasion. I was using cannabis to contemplate this last night and what I got was that yes all is sacred including pills made by pharmacist haha but some plants have a spirit and that needs to be respected, I then had the vision of people doing aya and deluding themselves that the plant has spirit unaware that it’s just there imagination. I’ve never done aya myself so I can’t talk from that experience. What are some of your thoughts? I’m curious what this community thinks of the aya pill and the comments people have about it on Dennis’s instagram post? Is the general aya community quite a bit less conscious than the actualized.org community?

Sometimes people ask me this and I’m just like ahh god what do I say ? I guess because I haven’t had a god experience but I believe it when other people say they have in this form so I guess in a way I do believe in God haha so I just say yes

I’m always sceptical of Netflix documentaries and after falling for cowspiracy I’m not sure if I have much hope for seaspiracy haha

How did you hit on her?

Bio energetic therapy also really helps try doing this before your dates or daily if you really want to become more relaxed

I recently started using a shakti mat and was actually quite impressed haha

Also I think if you’re struggling to get laid no fap can help allot if you just decided like yo I’m not going to masturbate anymore I’m just going to have actual sex you will start to seriously evaluate your life and why you can’t get laid and will move towards fixing that in a very organic way.