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Mineral water? Bornjomi or smth? Very tasty.

THAT is just fabolous! I am really happy to hear that and I am really happy for you. Would love to hear you jam, although it's optional. You got a good 30+ minute run last time, hope to hear new stuff from you and collaborate in the future. I really think you might be missing a bit of self-expression on the instrument you clearly know how to play and are good at it. Cheers! I also have good news, I have my song almost ready, the demo I sent you.

I could suggest going to events you love and attracting people due to your interests/hobies. I have found the best relationships there.

What about just playing some chugs?

I am REALLY curious what do you really think taken the consideration various topics you have covered over the years, like stage turquise problems, self-bias, cult-psychology, religions like islam, limitations of logic, various mystical traditions, guru-disciple tradition, radical openmindedness e.c.t You will probably write something else here and be careful of your words. This is not an attack, i would be genuinely interested, but I guess I will never know, no matter what you write here. For example, if you look at him or watch his videos, you will feel it. Whatever, i guess this is waste of time, let whoever wants to argue and criticize to argue and criticize whatever. But I will say this to other forum members, sadhguru exclusive enters this territory of "illogical bullshittery" which is pretty much the same territory as a Nithyananda speaking and he is merely nothing but a modern version of Osho.

@The Buddha I tought I was the only one here endorsing him. His akashik readings and personal akashik readings by his kids, the practices of completion, samhara daghana kriya, third eye meditations (yes plural), living enlightenment book, and other books... where do I begin to describe his years of work from 2004. This guy literally saved my life 95% alone compared to the rest of self-help industry. I totally endorse him, bur secretly. I don't want any arguments, I have enough already. He is like shiva to me, he is the first guy I will listen to and I cannot explain why. It is surreal, but it's true.

Absolutely, and more intense backlash, because a retreat is something else than sitting at home.

I think we shoul DM or chat or maybe talk. I do have relevant topics for you. The only difference is that I am a virgin. I have the same tendencies. Periodically i get to transform more and more of that desire to what I want. It has to do with alot of things. Also in this particular field - you have to find what really works for you. But the reason I would like to chat e.c.t. is to hear your story. If you want to be a high-achiever creatively, I think you need to look into this issue to get more time in your day to gather exponentially more possibility to be a really expressive and well rounded artist. Also this can come from other things like loneliness, confusion, not being artistic e.c.t.

How many?

Guys, guys, please stop... or I will call my daddy.

Life seems different and the facts of truths about life, objectively and subjectively, usually are different if not much different ot r the opposite from what it seems. For example, what healthy food is, and what people around you say healthy food is, see if they are healthy and trough self-inquiry and struggle you will start to know, or at least go in that direction. This is true for pretty much everything - what is reality, what is the most important thing for you to know in your life, what is possible, how much should you believe your current beliefs about life, how good can you get at certain life's skill. Nothing is set in stone and definetly what it seems to you currently or what others tell you. They might aswell have no idea, but they love to project that they know, most of this come from insecurity about themselves.

Well, lazy people are dangerous for a dude who wants to be active and active people are danger for lazy people's laziness. Both get challenged. Don't bother, do your thing. Let that pain lead to transformation and Self-acceptence. Over time you will develop more and more self-trust, when you act and see your models working.

Well, whatever Leo pulled of, that must be next level mental chess right there.

I would turn to @Emerald for more details.

Well, I have one or two examples that go aginst it. In games like Dota 2 or Starcraft 2 where the meta is constantly evolving and in Dota 2 especially, the playstyle is so versatile and there are so many strategies, so that some very high level players do come up with a really out of the box strategy and win tournaments. Alot of starcraft cheese comes to mind, proxy nexus in enemies base and stuff like that. Some Dota 2 strats come to mind for example Topsons diffusal gyrocopter, satanic weaver, carry aghanim's wisp, and alot of very intetesting pro level hero drafts, item choices and very subtle cheesy strats I have never seen before. These games with patches, there the rules somewhat changes, except the main goal, which people do forget and lose alot of games to that. But to think outside of the box, you gotta ha mve a gaming practice routinewhere you sit alone in a lobby and look for holes in the meta e.c.t.

Yes, but if I showed you the teacher, you might aswell tought he is a scammer. But there is and I am practicing it.

@Zigzag Idiot I wholeheartedly agree with you. I think the main goal is to not take your own tantrums and others tantrums seriously, because there is no reference point of you. And if you entertain the emotions related to complaining they will deepen and if you cultivate gratefulness then that will deepen. From all the other ways of looking at it, even pratically, when my sleep is disrupted night after night, I don't really complain and if I do it's not genuine. I see tremendous worthiness in my life. How much I can contribute despite everything. And what is there to complain about? You will take however many births you want, you will surely experience everything you want, again with the reference point problem, because we are not remembering the past lives e.c.t. But even if you feel complete, your complaint is for others. Enlightened beings are pretty disagreeable if you start digging. If you just look what kind of sheninigans George Gurdjeff pulled on his disciples. Sometimes you have to tell a criminal that he is a criminal or an idiot that he is an idiot, but yes, complaining can fall of very quickly and victim mentality is the problem #1 in our entire existence perhaps.

Sadhguru has told alot of info about breath on youtube, particularly on his sadhguru exclusive. If you want to inquire about the breath, alot of yogis and monks generally are the way to go. A bhuddist monk also has alot knowledge about the breath, shinzen young comes to mind.

May I add to this. I would say that objectifying is a masculine tendency that is unfortunatly expressed too much in men and women. It is usually about, well I have this, what do you have? If you are a young male you should be having this and this by 25, or I will not value you. Alot of older generation has this, conservatives especially. They will not accept you for who you are and want to be. You have to do what they were doing and have what they were having and even then, you will not be accepted as an equal.

It is quite incredible how consistently and with how much tought and effort you try to dismantle such posts.

Hey, hope I relieved you! Thanks for your feedback, it really means much to me. IMO, you shouldn't quit guitar or leave metal influence out of your playing. Or stop doing something because it seemed frustratinf at that time. I am acctually try to solve that exact problem by looking at it from various angles. How should my lifestyle be, to make such music, what are most efficient ways of doing it when I am with the instrument, what can you do without the instrument. How to keep consistency from the very basics, stabilizing how you feel or the amount of say you have in how you feel so you can choose more often. What are the best things to resolve to do creative work and how to. I will do series in my journal of making all of that as efficient as I can. Stay cool, keep calm!

I had soreness too when I vaccinated against mite encephalitis, I think that is very normal.

@Preety_India well i am sorry to sound a bit harsh, but: - the worse the situation gets, the less rules people will follow; - the more the need to work, just to survive, the less rules people will follow; - with poverty, overpopulation and limited healthcare resources, meaning different antibiotics for different fungi, this can potentially go out of hand really fast, taking in the fact that it may uncontrollably spread, meaning there is another curve to flatten and some fungi can become resistent to antibiotics that are used in the treatments for patients currently; - and if people die and they are thrown in ganga, animals eat those fungi infected bodies and then people eat those animals, because they have nothing to eat will contract the fungus, because of high dose of fungi and supposedly lower immunity, covid also being the direct reason; Countries around the equator are really screwed in my opinion. But a covid vaccine can possibly eliminate all of this, though there is no 100% guarantee, however the fungi infections rise to those, who are sick, freshly treated with covid and have their health already compromised due to diabetes e.c.t. This is what I meant with that prase, unfortunately.

If you are in india, please please please do, ASAP. There is also white fungus and other kind of fungus infections happening there. I think people will die like flies over there. https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.bbc.com/news/world-asia-india-57027829.amp https://www.google.com/amp/s/amp.theguardian.com/world/2021/may/21/mucormycosis-black-fungus-disease-linked-covid-spreads-india

Yep, but I do underestand, really. Keep visioning it in great detail and see that it provides such peace and timeless feeling. Life celebrates you when you make it as you want. It is your birthright to wish and get something, unless it is dangerous for you. Also, I think you can adress the low-paying job things with different strategy. I think you can send your work application and get interviews left and right, even if they don't have any wanted signs, i think better job is pretty much an assignment away. Sure alot of jobs have different pros and cons but what I would do/am doing is to just bounce around to see what options are there. You probably can smoothly between jobs, no need to quit right away. AND if you do take spiritual development "all the way" seriously, your main concern wouldn't be your circumstances, because for THAT, everything can be a stepping stone, then your practices and desire for the truth is important.