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The bigger problem here is maybe you did not actually have any enlightenment experiences but thought that you did due to the overconfidence provided by the drug.

@Consept I don't get why you think it might be hard, except with finding a quality woman. Quality people are rare, especially the higher quality you are, so that might be a struggle if you want to be very selective. Otherwise, if your finances are good and you have a good personality (judging from your podcast), then finding a partner should be relatively easy for you.

There are no benefits in watching YouTube aimlessly. Just like there are no benefits in scrolling down TikTok or IG. You either follow useful content, or you're just wasting your time. If you think there are benefits, then with the number of hours you have under your belt, you've probably exhausted all the benefits already, and there's really not much point for you in consuming any more content. Personally, I don't use YouTube that much, mostly just to watch what is necessary for my goals/growth. Remember that YouTube is a tool. Use it, but don't let it use you.

@Ayham Hey, man! Hope you're doing great! Yes, I would recommend starting here: https://www.youtube.com/c/ProgrammingAdvices I wish I knew some of the stuff this guy is saying when I first started, even though some of it might sound discouraging at first. So before starting to learn programming, try to get a general overview of the path you're about to take. Don't worry about the details for now. They will work themselves out automatically as you go through them. But just understand the practical steps (what you need to know) and the route you want to take, e.g. Web development, mobile app development, game development, etc. Many people are talking positively about CS50, I haven't personally seen it, but you might want to look it up. Ideally, I think it's best to have a mentor or something like that to tell you what to do step-by-step, but I don't know if you can find one. I know a couple of people in IT, and they helped me a little, but it's not the same as having a mentor. It's a huge field with a variety of routes/options, and it's quickly evolving. Moreover it's becoming more complex everyday. Of course, feel free to ask me anything, and I'll try to answer as best as I can. Anyway, there are countless courses and resources on the internet, and most of them are free, like on YouTube. You can also find paid Udemy courses on torrent. But what I didn't know is that they assume that you are already an IT student or graduate, so they assume that you've got the basics out of the way, like understanding the difference between programming and programming languages, algorithms and problem solving, all of which are a huge part of any programming path (but not all of it). But they don't mention that in the courses, because it'll discourage people, and they want more views/sales, not less. Also, I don't recommend doing something just because of parents. I did that, and it didn't work out well for me, cuz I lost all motivation. It's hard to stick to a path that does not resonate with you, especially if it's a long path.

A human myth.

My logic is improving. And my thinking speed, too. And I'm finally over the learning curve. Everything is flowing smoothly now. All the concepts are making sense. All the puzzle pieces are coming together. And the bigger picture is forming. Time to build that fucking portfolio! But I have medical school exams on my ass. I'll probably deprioritize the exams for the portfolio. I don't care about the medical certificate. I'm not gonna use it anyway.

@Zeroguy

Nice one!

I'm yet to see someone benefiting from politics except politicians and the bigger heads.

I know that thinking is limited, and that I don't really know anything.

For example, you did not specify what you want the accountability partner for You need someone who at least shares some struggles that you currently have so that you can work together on resolving them as a team. It can't be just an accountability partner for your every carnal need Although, either ways, I'm off the table

@RMQualtrough In theory, every possible thing exists. In practice, every possible thing COULD exist but does not necessarily HAVE to. Just make this distinction, and you're free to go. You can verify this in your direct experience. Notice that you can't imagine every possible thing even though you can think about this concept in an abstract sense. So in this sense, infinity is just a concept that could be actualized any moment but is not. And whenever it gets actualized, it must has form, so it becomes limited and finite.

What do you see?

Language is important, but it's also limited. It's just a tool/pointer/medium for sharing thoughts, and thoughts are not the truth.

Existence is a concept.

Done.

@Preety_India Cuz you're licensed.

It's not her disorder per se. She's not the first person who's having it, nor last, nor did she create it. But people can attach and make identities out of anything, I suppose. Still, by no means mental diagnosis is a license to constantly/regularly play the victim or act in a nasty way.

Even if someone is officially diagnosed with something, it's not a license for them to act irresponsibly. You can't control how you feel, but you can control how you act.

I don't know who this guy is, but I just checked out his channel, and found this: I have seen this documentary a couple of years ago, and it was really insightful. It helped me understand mental illnesses better and gave me some directions for dealing with psychosis.

I don't have anything to contribute for now. But wow! Looking forward for this episode.

Teal actually used to model. Not sure about her current job status, though.