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Admins give them points @Salvijus @bebotalk to both of them.

City where I live:

Today I received 2 000 euros from good friend of mine.With that money I will start business together with my brother. Networth:2048 euros

I lost desire for personal development work.I beated all addictions I had and this morning I woke up unmotivated.

Journal is open for anyone to write here.Thanks for support wishing you well too.

Didn't worked as construction worker these days,had some expenses now I am at: 89.85 euros

Today I woke up 5:30am.Worked until 3:30 pm as basic construction worker.For these 3 days I earned 102.42 euros . Nothing to be disappointed about . Networth 152.42 euros

Ever since I quitted smoking cigarettes I started to experience panic attacks.What to do?

Today I woke up at 9am.I have no job anymore.Maybe in future I will work as construction worker more.But I am planning on opening my construction company myself. I don't have any vices like smoking , coffee, alcohol and drugs.It feels good to be healthy. I read how taking off of benzos is hard so I bought 2 packs of lorazepams so that I don't run out on them.

Woke up at 6:00 am. Was working as basic construction worker.Job started at 8 am and finished at 3pm.I am feeling sore muscles .

Woke up at 5:30 am. Was working as basic construction worker.Job started at 9 am and finished at 4pm.I am feeling really tired. Have contemplated how important is my free time.

Today I received 50 euros to my PayPal.

Yeah it does,haha.Hey I am an illusion and so are you lol.

Can't wait for Leo to close this thread 😞

False.

I am ESTJ personality type.

I have schizoaffective disorder. Meds I am on: Olanzapine (Zyprexa) Ativan(Lorazepam) Tegretol(Carbamezapine) Currently I am unemployed.

I managed to beat all of mine addictions and in return I got this feeling of emptiness inside.What to do?

How I managed to beat all addictions?Or how I managed to get this feeling of emptiness inside? No problem.

I think everything is BS in life.It destroys my motivation for life.I can't find any purpose or meaning.

@Princess Arabia @Thought Art Go get a coffee or something.

Thanks.

How this what are describing has anything to do with my question. Thanks guys for all your responses,I find it very helpful.

Interesting video.