Bob Seeker

If she’s hot they all are prob posessive unless they already have a chick or are more feminine

I wouldn’t assume that

That takes some serial killer level nuts to approach. don’t think I’ve ever done that. for a newbie there are so many factors at play with group approaches it’s like being put on a sales call to sell a product without having received any training. chances of success basically zero

Leo’s vid answers my question: if only my bubble existed, why would an infinite God only choose to stare at a stupid computer screen all day and nothing else? I don’t think it does. the theme song to Leo’s new awakening: “we finally find, you and I, collide. Doo doo doo doo. Doo doo doo doo.”?

Yeah but does this awakening stay with you? Or do you just have insights from the experience? I imagine a simply enlightened person like Exkhart Tolle can look at himself and know that he is God. he may not know all aspects of God but what he is aware of is probably more pointed than what a psychedelic user would be aware of.

Jed McKenna says the same thing. i wouldn’t be surprised if Ralston is largely correct here. I don’t think they awaken you or increase awareness. They can help you awaken by showing you how to deconstruct the mind, and it is your choice to do that or not.

Gonna watch this. then sing Bob Marley

Another day working sales. Don’t know what I’m doing, where I’m heading or why. thought this post would be more worth it than jerking off on company time lol i am surrounded by people I don’t give a damn about and who will never know me. even if I could get a girlfriend, what would I do with her? Talk about bullshit. I hope she wouldn’t expect me to have friends. Anyway, is it worth paying this ridiculous rent just to dick around with her… let’s see if I end up in Mexico.

Need a strict no selling/dealer contact exchange policy. I wanted to ask a sourcing question this morning but had to stop myself a guy got indicted for 20 years in Texas for planned DMT distribution like yesterday. Put a banner up that this stuff has real risk.

If you go 100% integrity you will lose everything. that’s called the spiritual path

@Terell Kirby How’s the dating scene and night life in Charlotte?

Good to know. What kind of women have you run into in Austin? Lots of young girls, like all the yuppies work out and have good bods. A lot of girls have boyfriends in this city I find, but plenty of singles, or course, especially at the bars. They aren’t total hippie girls like in Boulder CO, I think they’re more orange than that. They want to have fun dating. lots of Latinas, which I like, personally. Good amount of LGBTQ culture tons of girls have dogs, which I don’t care for.

I answered my own question. it’s when you know for a fact you are prepared to go all the way.

Is there a point when you know you are ready to shift focus to almost solely spiritual goals? How do you know when you can handle the burn of letting your ambitions and attachments go without huge backlash or self-destruction? When it comes to dating, when is enough enough?

It sort of matters what part of town the job is in. The domain is like its own little city north of DT. Take into account distance from venues or parks or DT or whatever you want to be near.

@Terell Kirby Just spent a month in the boonies but I’m headed back to Austin for dating. Working remote tech sales. Rent is pretty high so I’ll have to get a co-signer. I think Austin is one of the best dating cities, esp. if you’re not psycho enough to live in Vegas.

Peace is about what you can let go of and what you can be aware of. What you do may help you get there but not necessarily. some things you do can be a distraction, more or less. For most people, intense Hatha yoga would not be a great investment of their time, if they were trying to become enlightened

Your views on this are unclear. You share videos of Daniel Schamchtenberger and also say things like this. These seem to contradict each other. I would like to understand your views. Also, what about price increases and large economic disruption?

David Bohm: it’s not a problem per se, because a problem implies there is a solution

Related question- if my frame of existence is the only thing that exists, why would God choose to stare at my computer screen all day, when it could otherwise fill that frame with an infinite fractal of all possible experiences at once?

When I get backlash I usually get all bummed out, lose will, and binge on porn, food and YouTube. anyone have an approach they take to deal with it/mitigate it?

Yeah. I didn’t notice this one. I think it’s just like I start making little excuses and then it snowballs. gonna take that as one sign from now on. excuses/rationalizations is probably a trusty sign

@Leo Palhano good stuff. Got to give this a try today

Would it be valuable because of the perspective it gives you or is it not worth it because of their ambition-destroying nature?

Please be careful to take some time to calm down and have a cool approach to investigating the issue. Reach out to people who can support you.