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  7. Posted · Edited by Alex_R

    On 3/2/2024 at 4:33 PM, Javfly33 said:

    Nothing, I literally feel the same around people sober now than before I tried oxy. Is just that if I take it again  I again will verify that I´m still ages sober from feeling that carefree on my own. But it has helped as a reference experience to see what is possible within myself if there is the right 'inner chemical soup' as sadhguru says 

    The myth that once you do an action with something (like external chemical help) you are not going to be able to do it again sober doesn´t apply always. At least in my case. 

    It might seemed that way but actually not the case, I currently do not use any drug as a social enhancer anymore, and overall I have faith and hope there is possibility of feeling even better without drugs. 

    But...the OP was literally asking for a drug. So I avoided paternalizing him by saying do not take drugs just work on yourself.

    I don´t think I´m below the other persons. 

    I never denied that already sober Im as carefree as the most social dudes. Is just that the meter of carefreeness and confidence of the most social dudes is still anxiety in my meter. Is still some level of uneasiness. But again, as I said, my meter is high because I´ve gone to peaks of comfort and inner peace, so anything below that I already see it as friction. 

    After taking a lot of lsd, mushroms, benzos and dmt i can get close to that outgoing happy mood that i got from benzos while Sober. Its difficult but possible. Fasting, no fap and hard excersise help a lot

     

    Direct experience of happyness from drugs + self inquery is key

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    On 2/5/2024 at 9:05 PM, OBEler said:

    Very interesting.Can you tell how these effect you when going out?

    For example: I know modafinil you are more focused and awake, but how can you use this for going out?

    How to do this with nn dmt

    LSD is classic, I think everyone knows about that one 

    On modafinil you will feel more positive and happy, see, i think the main reason that we do not socialoze enough is becouse we are so much on our heads, like having ocd thoughts. Modafinil temporary erease that thoghts and you will not care about anything, just to be present and happy

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    On 3/7/2023 at 5:25 AM, LSD-Rumi said:

    Most Psychedelics are generally safe with antidepressants. LSD felt much gentler and cleaner with less body load but you have to take more. A 200ug is a solid dose with antidepressants. I took LSD without antidepressants and it was more chaiotic with waving and hefty boadload but with antidepressants it was so clean. Also, I have OCD which tends to be excaerbated with LSD (LSD activates glutamate receptors) to the point where I couldn't handle it and I couldn't control my mind. But with antidepressants I felt much calmer with no OCD.

    If you are on antidepressants and you want to use psychdelics for healing, don't be afraid, it is totally safe unless you are taking some MAOIs and for god sake stay away from 5-meo dmt, it is not the substance for healing traumas.

     

    I feel like the EGO is a giant OCD disorder and what LSD does its triggering you to the point to surrender and breakthrough to see reality as it is.

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    On 4/25/2023 at 5:58 PM, OBEler said:

    Why Do you sometimes see unimaginable disgusting scenes like brutal slaughter, sex orgies, being killed or war scenes on psychedelics? Are these archetypes just being shown out of your subconscious mind? Past lives? What to do with these scenerys

     

    This is the reason, pay attention :

     

    When you trip you are getting Very Very close to Ego-Death, so your Ego in order to not let you go starts to point to your deepest fears and traumas in order to trick you with the concept of that this life is Real instead of what really is : Infinite imagination.

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    It is not particullary thougth loops, its more like that you start to go with the flow and just acting without thinking until you realise that you have completely loss control of yourself and your thoughts and actions, that is where you realise that there was never a "Self" and it is only this "Movie" wich is always projected in the present moment.

     

     

    To reach No-Self awakening you will need to accept that you were never in control of your thoughts and actions

     

    In my case i was able to grasp it at 150ug of lsd but only after consuming like 2 years of non dual theory lectures and videos.

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    On 3/22/2023 at 4:46 PM, Yimpa said:

    So I got into nonduality back in 2015. However, ever since I began doing therapy with my current therapist a year ago, as well as Leo calling out nonduality, I’ve been slowly chipping away beliefs and concepts I’ve gathered from it.

    One of the biggest traps that still controls me to a certain degree is the idea that since there’s no doer, I have no way to change the trajectory of my life and to make my life circumstances better for myself and others.

    Do any of you still believe this? It seems like this concept has been a major copout for why I shouldn’t make any effort to change.

    Edit: heh, this is my 420th post on this forum. 

    Did you ever try psychedelics? it is a must if you want to understand what is going on here

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    3 hours ago, Moksha said:

    That is the spiritual journey in a nutshell. You reach the point where the suffering created by the mind's constant manipulations becomes so suffocating that anything is preferable to it. It takes that level of desperation to leap off the crumbling ledge of certainty, and plunge into the unknown.

    When you do, your demons will test you. The mind doesn't let go easily. Liberation requires absolute courage and sincerity. When you prove true, you will discover the essence that is who you actually are and nothing will entice you from it. 

    @Yimpa

     

    I highly highly recommend to both of you to read/watch The Disappearance of the Universe - by Gary Renard,  it's about a story that teaches you that you are not a Victim to the Universe, instead, you ARE THE UNIVERSE, it will literally shatter all your neurosis and suffering creating by your EGO by pointing to the real YOU.

     

     

     

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    46 minutes ago, Michael569 said:

    Yeah, there was some inflation adjustment but that doesn't count for much (definitely not 10% :D) so I ignored mentioning that 

    well, this forum for once! But also pretty much just anything that pulls me out form the pain of deep focused work. I just get exhausted really quickly from any form of intense concentration practice, probably years of playing video games, scrolling crap on social and constantly hopping between two jobs. Cal Newport says that once neurons become dependant on constant distraction it is never fully possible to reverse that...so maybe what we got here is like when you break a bone and it regrows but never gets back its former strength and resilience. You get 70% of functionality but never quite the same. 

    That's how I think about it now, I'll probably always be distracted but it is about controlling the degree. 

    For me major switch was eliminating 90% of my video game time and time blocking my day into slots. 

    Use the Pomodoro Technique in the morning before your formal job, problem solved. Start with 2x25min with 15min breaks and grow from there. In my experience i was able to do 3/4hours of deep work constantly for about a year using that technique