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Personally, just have it be your dying unforgiven debt. Imagine God owes you an apology for being born; do what you like. Follow an instruction manual, or make your own.

I remember feeling this way when attending youth group in high school. I was, admittedly, an undercover Buddhist at the time. I even joined in their nondenominational worship group, as the backup singer and lead guitarist. That was very cringe. Those Protestant Christian songs suck. Hopefully I'll sing in this Gregorian Chant choir soon. Here's a thought experiment. Does "Domine" as the Latin form, or even "Deo" make you equally cringe? If it doesn't, possibly consider that the word associations constructed out of this upbringing of yours has tainted the sounds and utterances of your life. I remember, more recently, attending different Latin Masses and finding some priests whine the Latin Mass in an uncomforting timbre. I also remember a distinct LSD experience where I felt the "nonduality talk" as equally cringe. Nowadays, I still get nauseated at the vocal phrase "we are one" because it invites a deep level of psychological ingratiation in social situations. If I say it to somebody walking down the street, I will feel the cursed detriment of the Most High God. Too "on the nose" perhaps. Yet, I don't find such cringe when saying "we are one in Christ." Might a spiritual-but-not-religious identity make you cringe, or is it more a deep piety that causes ick? In other words, do you think it may have to do with an unsubstantiated understanding of God? Or, rather a deeply conformed knowledge?

I have not came upon crystallized 5MeoDMT yet, but psilomethoxin is another story. It definitely feels different than mushrooms--more visceral in bizarre ways--but not Godlike. Before taking a heroic dose tonight, I'm wondering if anybody can help confirm or deny my suspicions about this substance? Is it the same? Is it different? My first ingested psilom trips definitely glided close to my smoked N,N experiences, but I've drifted away almost since mixing it with LSD ...i guess you could say i'm having a self-reference problem

Mark Laita has an extremely nuanced perspective towards homelessness and societal conditions from talking to countless people and unearthing the embedded life many street people live.

Sweat drops of blood much?? Success is about dying a happy death, and whatever it takes to create it is where your effort should lead you.

Control isn't about sharing, and it isn't about eliciting responses from others to achieve it. Just reach off the couch and grab the controller dude

Having an awakening is a narrative that psychonauts follow like emerging minnows, until reality just surrenders to me

Haha, try to only use "we" when with other people, see what happens

“Men are afraid that women will laugh at them. Women are afraid that men will kill them.” ― Margaret Atwood

Yeah the self-reference problem everyone is getting at is that God predates/precreates being before we get a chance to suffer separately. We can't truly assume any truth is higher than God loving everything. Does that make sense? God already is the highest assumption of consciousness.

@Leo Gura How have you reflected since upon being on Charlie's "Dropping In Podcast" some two years ago? Has it aged well? Does it stand fairly in retrospect as an honest representation of your insights upon consciousness? What would you honestly say differently if you were given an opportunity to be on another podcast?

@Vladimir Jesus is a brother to all tired and weary, and he typically is one for free.

Matthew 18:11 For the Son of man is come to save that which was lost. This is you? For $5.55 a month bro?

@Breakingthewall It definitely does not feel like psilocybin...nobody that I've tripped with have at all mentioned that it's like mushrooms alone

What happened to being born of water and spirit

Love is Truth. It has nothing to do with making life make sense. We all grasp this sensation eventually, and we spend the rest of our lives in real commitment to be surrounded by this blanket of peace.

I'm honestly not sure and I'm wondering what the actualized community has to say. I understand that Leo has been very sex and porn-positive, but I just want to know what you all think of it as a career choice. If someone were to discover God, Truth, Being, Awake-ness, then embody it, could that conceivably pan out to a life of acting in sex films for a living? There are definitely bad actors in the industry and all that, I'm just hoping to hear another take on it. Pornography can be quite selfless, regardless of personal perversion. How would it be to you? Love to hear a response, thanks.

I have a bare of vivos that I run in. I used to run around 15 miles a week before I was rock climbing so much. I'd definitely recommend it. It's quite a fun experience. You have to run like a ballerina (as in minimal heel striking) and it requires more work of your calves. You will get a serious increase in stress on the calves within your first week/couple months. Beware. No matter what article somebody will cite regarding barefoot shoes being a scam, you can't deny the growth of toe splay many users often develop. I'd also recommend them for weighted workouts, like endurance squats or weighted lunges so you can appropriately gauge and balance the holistic strength of your lower legs. Also good for jumping rope too. The only thing I haven't tried vivos doing is slacklining, but I'm not in a rush to do that, because it's already quite fun when barefoot. I'd rather buy barefoot shoes and exercise in them for longevity's sake than not. My foot strength and balance has never been stronger. I can pistol squat quite easily now.

How does it compare? LeO! What might I expect from such a combination? I'm sure the experiences would differ depending on ROA for the 5MeO... Let me KnOw! I'm curious! Thanks.

@RebornConsciousness ehh casual sex feels uninteresting as a concept without a guaranteed retainer

@Leo Gura @integral I just want to make porn that would be pleasing enough to make it onto Leo's hard drive for more outrageous experiments in consciousness

I wasn't asking for advice. Perhaps get a deeper understanding of intuition

Balance is an ideological stance. Intuitive eating is an ideological stance. Having "i think for my age" beliefs are also ideological stances. I highly doubt that people have any conclusive understanding about the cognitive differences possible in reorienting lifestyle habits. Try goin vegan for 90 days and sticking to it as an "intuitive eater" and you'll find that "intuition" was an excuse for lacking discipline and actually concrete opinions about health. But who am I kidding, I haven't even achieved 90 days of semen retention yet. I must be an "intuitive celibate"

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I've been microdosing LSD, just recently have I also incorporated some psilomethoxin and on other days doubling up. The combined microdose was incredibly profound, especially to an infinite degree of human automaticity. 5MEODMT still has the dominant personality of the trip though. I'm eager to breakthrough on Pm, yet I'm in no rush to do so.