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My diet always changes so there are no certainties in here, but I'll tell you about the last couple of weeks I guess. So I was mostly vegan, but I tried some eggs, which were actually rotten and smelled bad when I didn't cook them properly. But I thought it's ok until I noticed the expiration date. At night, when I can't sleep I would cheat and eat a pate or a jam or honey that was in the fridge. Ate lot's of sugar, unfortunately. If the world made replaced meat with green peas and beans, many of our problems would be solved, I think. Plus, green peas would be cheaper than they are here in the EU. I love green peas, so that's what I ate. But honestly, every time I eat something, I feel fatigue after that, even after eating just green peas and oil and supplement with vitamin D3.

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You are different all the time. What will live on? I swear to God this is the case, you cannot convince me otherwise with all the false evidence about past lives. It's just not the case. You have to accept reality. I used to believe in the possibility of reincarnation being real, but it ain't. You are an Avatar. The Being is different from that and at the same time, it is everything, including your Avatar and every other. There is just one Being, One. So your Avatar won't reincarnate, but there will be many new ones that are similar to yours. Do you really think that Vishnu, Shiva and Jesus are real and somewhere out there awaiting you on the judgement day? There are no deities and there certainly is no reincarnation. God does not punish himself by sending himself to hell or reincarnating itself in a terrible life. He knows exactly why you did what you did in life, He made the butterfly effect and made you do it. He did it, not you, so there is no Karmic debt to be paid or sins weighed for you to go to hell or heaven. And God does not care about being worshiped or you fearing Him because of eternal hellfire or bad Karma for sins. I don't know, but you could actually point your finger at God for everything you do or anyone else does, cause he made you do it. He moves the mountains, the seas, and all of our asses.

Nothing. You cease to exist, you're gone, your life is over. The being is gonna go through many crazy stuff down the line, but it already is going through them simultaneously with you living your life as you and everyone else living their lives as themselves, with unique life conditions making them beings that are basically just one of a time. There will never be anyone like you in the future, and there was no one like you in the past.

Yeah, this was the case for me. But when you are on the internet you get desensitized or something. So it's not like I really wanted to have sex with this man. Yeah, his picture looked sexually arousing for me, but basically everyone did when I had no sexual experience other than internet porn. So him locking me in just by talking to me over the internet, there are many factors. Maybe I was too stupid to be openly gay and look for sex elsewhere and I don't know what else. I'm not demonizing the person. If I didn't end up with him, I would have ended up with someone else. But yeah, he was really selfish. I don't think that I would be capable of doing something like that at his age. Maybe I'm fooling myself.

Well said

Yeah, I'll go to a sex shop sooner or later I guess

Homosexuality: As a child, I was in love with a woman. I had a crush on a 23 year old one. All throughout my childhood later on, I was bisexual and loved girls, I had long lasting crushes on girls that I pursued, I liked boys and men, but I never had a crush on one or at least I never dared to pursue one. Then after second grade of high school where I had my last crush that didn't like me, when I was basically 16. I didn't have any crushes on girls and stopped being attracted to them. Maybe on occasion but nothing much really. I started dreaming only about boys and men as my most sought after pleasure. How can that be? Will I ever again love girls? Is it because of my mom and all the rejections by these girls I wanted? In third grade high, a really pretty girl asked me do I want to be her boyfriend and I reacted her like an jerk, everyone was like am I gay, and for the first time in my life I actually was, but like in the past, I denied it to myself and to others. I kept it in the closet so to say. But now it is too late to become gay. I should have done it in primary school or at least in high school, or at least at twenty. I didn't realize that sex with boys back then is more valuable than a billion dollars. Yeah you can donate it to charity and help people, but buying yachts and houses is basically just to impress and attract people you feel attracted to. Pedophilia: This is for the sake of the argument... I heard from many honest relatives and friends how they fucked girls and where, some when they were 13, some when they were 14 and 15. Then there are so many boys I hanged out with who were into girls even two years younger, who were basically 12, 13, 14, and so on. When do we stop being attracted minors or do we ever stop being attracted? I'm asking this because even though I feel a strong pull to 25 year old men, I also feel that for younger boys too. I always act weird in the presence of people I feel like fucking, be they minors or adults. I'm often afraid of losing control of myself. Can't control my impulse to not fap, to not lash out, to not be lazy or afraid, to not reach out for that piece of chocolate, so how yeah, I can't control what I'm attracted to either.

I have some questions about meditation. What are some health benefits of meditation and is doing it for the sake of those benefits instead of enlightenment a valid enough reason to keep practicing? Also, what should you be thinking about while meditating and what shouldn't you be thinking about? What should your surroundings be for a perfect meditation session?

I haven't tried this yet but I want to. 400 grams of green peas + two boiled eggs (not that big of a deal) + onions fried in olive oil + lemon juice at the end Simple and easy and as clean as it gets. Maybe roasted (not fried) peanuts are also a good source of micro and macro nutrients, but hazelnuts are for sure.

Relationships to me are the most important part of life. I cannot live without people I love around me. I'm thinking of moving someplace new one day, but I still don't know where. It's not about the money, many countries have great salaries and living standards. It's about people and culture. I don't know where to find the people that I will absolutely love and the place where I can fit in. I'm thinking of a place where I can feel at home, safe, secure, happy in peace and harmony with others.

I love the way you put it. I love socializing and dating, but I'm actually just looking for one good person. Socializing on the other hand just for the sake of socializing, I don't know, I guess it could be fun, but it depends on the situation. It could grow me for sure. But a bunch of sex is not necessary. I just want one long-term relationship with a person I fall in love with, deeply. With someone I get a big crush on. So there is the possibility of working in Scandinavia and flying to London over the weekends. You get the best of both worlds. But I'll go with Paris, because Rome and Madrid are less safe and have much worse working conditions. French is the hardest language. It's gonna be a tough challenge learning it and moving there in the next 4 years, but if I succeed, I can't imagine how happy I'll be once I'm there and well. It will be my dream come true.

Italy is a very fun destination, but the job market doesn't have many possibilities, not high enough salaries, there are weird types of contracts and weird types of shifts. The language is easy and you could say pleasing to the ear. It's a perfect place for dating. Everything is beautiful and elegant, although I don't know how do we measure which language and culture is more beautiful. It's a great place. I would have to think about it more before deciding. I don't know, it appears that no place on Earth is perfect. I saw some YT videos with Italians of my age, and they're so charming.

Great advice, but it's like I have to make that decision this month and stick to it. So there is United States, Canada, UK, Ireland, Italy, France, Spain, Germany, and Scandinavia (Norway, Sweden, Denmark). China, South America, Eastern Europe and Africa are out of the equation, as well as Australia and New Zealand. What are some really important factors to take into consideration when choosing a city? I mean, there is job opportunities, pick-up, language difficulty, security, openmindedness, development, education level. Norway seems to be a good bet, but I have a gut feeling about going there. By the way, does anyone know how to find that video documentary about some businesswoman selling toxic salmon farmed in Norway to the French? It appears like it has been taken down.

That's it, great. Thank's to everyone. So it correlates to health behaviors by producing an effect of immediate internal feelings that healthy behaviors produce and the feeling bypasses much of the problem of delayed gratification usually associated with investing in health behaviors. It improves mental health and performance. It does it by connecting you with Being which animates and is the source of life in you as you, and everyone else. So a pair of noise cancelling earmuffs, and preferably a quiet, secluded, hidden from view space with no one around distracting you on purpose and very little stimuli so that the mind can just feel at ease and comfortable, that's how to work on a do-nothing meditation for well-being. Could self-inquiry meditation be even better for well-being or is it just for those who can seek awakening? You should meditate at least 2 hours after your last meal which shouldn't be filled with gluten, refined sugar, hydrogenated/refined (other than cold pressed) oil or even soy, corn, pork, etc. So meditation is basically working on strengthening the prefrontal cortex muscle and increasing gamma waves which improve memory, undistracted attention and mental health. Although, I have another question related to this: Can you be angry and irritated from someone distracting you on purpose behind your back, let's say, while working on the do-nothing meditation technique, preferably on a hard surface? Can annoyance be good for meditation and still produce the benefits or is it going to ruin them?

How fascinating! 爱他们 You think that's possible?

Yeah, thank you for reminding me of that buddy

Not for a billion dollars

It's gay, but I don't feel comfortable being gay in a girly sort of way. But I would love to be gay in a manly way, it's just that I'm not man enough, not a provider of value and I have problems with strong competition that's crushing me

Nobody is gonna investigate after the sentence is ordered. This is exactly right. Sad, but why not let it suffer? It makes absolutely no difference in the end. Suicide can be called a ''mercy killing''

Exactly what we need to start treating the law seriously and be careful not to convict innocent people. Otherwise we are gonna say ''life in prison'' or something like that as an euphemism for a death sentence. But I don't know, I mean, just think about it. Prison is like hell on Earth.

When later? When you convict someone for a life sentence, you destroy their face and life forever. Jails are places where people get beaten, often they don't get enough sleep and there are issues with nutrition as well. The person who walks in there often comes out handicapped, humiliated and utterly destroyed. Prisoners are at the mercy of people that are not so conscious and compassionate and don't want them to change for the better. Often times on the contrary, the ones running the prison want them to stay the same or get even worse. So the death sentence is way better for them in most cases if we're gonna be honest. If these people end up convicted, often times there is no hope for them in life and they are gonna be in a cell, praying to God to take their life.

That is so true. There is a big difference between law and justice. Many times innocent people get hurt by law the most, while it protects the vilest of all man. That's why it is important to have really good citizens for a good society, not laws that get enacted often times by some of the most cruel of all people in the service of businessmen and capitalists outside, interfering and corrupting the system.

How do you mastrubate if not by watching some form of porn? Maybe not on the internet. Instead you use fantasy and imagination. That's porn, but still way better than the online version.

What if you can't quit it like a drug addict can't quit using addictive drugs and the only way to stop is for someone to basically tie you up and not leave you out of their sight until you basically get back your consciousness to a stable enough level? Porn is one of the biggest drugs there is. Read ''The Easy Peasy Way To Quit Porn''