Godishere

Interesting opinions and advice everyone. I will definitely endeavour to do whatever it takes to try this compound within this lifetime!@Space I personally find LSD to be the opposite in terms of madness etc. Its very smooth compared to shrooms and I've never really had a "bad" trip. I only had 2g of shrooms and I found it quite depersonalizing and harder to surrender on the come up/anxiety.

@Tyler Durden yeah another interpretation is the perceptions through the lense is what you are(Self), and the separation between the form, perceptions and formless is self imposed, singular and imaginary. Of course this all mental masturbation and concepts.

Yeah, formless Infinite consciousness or nothingness if you like that term. So the 'you' being portrayed here as the mask or perceptions within consciousness is the 'you' which mistakes itself as human. When all along you were never the human self, you were the formless, Infinite self. Or you could say they are identical, the finite/ego self forgot it was the infinite formless self.

I know this has been posted here before, but I think it sums it up great

This can be a realization when you can literally see you are projecting the visual field of consciousness. I would almost describe it like there's a glitch in-between what you 'see' and your registering of it. It's a distinct awakening I personally had, you will realize for the first time that the visual field is not projected through your eyes. You can become aware that your eyes are imaginary and that the visual field is one.

Does anyone have any advice on how to deal with the integration period after God Realization? I've been talking to a few people and as you would expect, they think I'm fucking nuts which is ironic. I feel it's almost a lonely spot to be. I can't small talk anymore. As a single guy, game is a struggle. I get I need to loosen up and all that but I feel like there is some Truth to be told. God is Truth, but you can't go around saying this shit. Like I'm just struggling to integrate everything and find my place here within the cosmic joke. I'm sure everyone that has this Realization wants to be all Christ-like. But let's be real, this shit is not good for survival. So here I am scratching my head wondering where I go to from here? Obviously things will play out in infinite perfection, yet my ego is still playing survival games. I think I'ma just find a nice place in the country and settle down.

@MFateh ? the realizations you get from psychedelics are the exact opposite, they free you from the mind game and allow you to see the game for what it is. Completely pointless explaining it, just try it for yourself. You will never understand why consciousness is not located within a brain until you try the damn psychedelic or meditate for 10 years.

The thing I struggle with comprehending is that God doesn't awaken to itself in every dream? Like this shit is the most amazing, mind fucking blowing thing ever. As my memories are all I know(from this incarnation), it seems to me like the point of life is to awaken to yourself. Like why would God want to imagine hell and not wake up... God is love after all

You won't logically grasp this, you need to change your state of consciousness. Then you can see it from a bird's eye view, metaphorically speaking. You will reconnect with the True Self and see that everything is being imagined and held within the moment. The concept of you as a human will die and you will still be conscious. Therefore, you cannot die because you were never human to begin with and the moment becomes eternal. Eternal because consciousness is the one thing that exists and everything you imagine that exists or does not exist is within it. Hard to explain without experiencing it. Another way to think of it by imagining what's outside of consciousness? Become aware that anything you imagine is held within consciousness because that's what you are. An infinite intelligent being that imagines it's finitude. Past and future don't exist because they are imagined by consciousness to construct what you call "life".

@Adrian325 yeah I think awareness is basically indescribable. I would best describe it as what is always there and what remains when 'you' are also not there. It's just always there. Conscious of itself, no matter the change of perceptions or feelings/thoughts. Nothing but awareness exists and awareness is nothing. We all intuitively know what it is, it's just the elevations in consciousness which make you remember that's it's eternal. How fucking amazing.

@Flyboy @The0Self Yeah I can definitely resonate with that. My realizations have been deepening with every trip. For example, I have awoken to infinity many times but then fell back into the illusion(is this really an infinite void of consciousness?). However, I feel like I've awoken to Infinity enough times now where I can focus my awareness on the fact that this moment is being consciously constructed and the perceptions are God. I can tell I still have many stages and work to go through as I still can be emotionally triggered and I am still attached to this particular dream. How would you suggest to deepen my realizations? I guess there's definitely a part of me that enjoys the illusion that this could be real ya know? Is there anything particular which caused this permanent shift in awareness for you guys, or would you suggest that it's something that clicks at some point of the path? In saying that, I know that this is already perfection and God will do whatever God wants so I'm just here for the ride ?

@Flyboy yeah I do understand that all states are equally God if that's what your implying? Would you consider that you have become permanently enlightened? What does that even feel like? A permanent heightened shift in consciousness or Non-duality? A conscious surrender to what IS maybe? What I can say is that I understand now that this is God and the external world has been recontextualized. I am aware that awareness Is eternal.

@Leo Gura thanks for the advice man. I'm grateful that you take time to answer these questions from all of us at different stages of development and maturity on this path. I will work more on what you just mentioned and focus on enlightenment on the side. After all there is no rush, I have an eternity here. I'm just so blown away and in awe of what psychedelics have done for me and I appreciate your transparency with everything. It is a difficult pill to swallow that these substances are still demonized especially within the spiritual community and including on this forum. All the facets are starting to come together after 20+ trips and it just fills me with so much joy and contentment knowing that God is Love and I have nothing to fear apart from fear itself. Cheers

@Gregory1 yeah, but in terms of judging and comparing my own development, I personally don't feel the need to utilize a model for that. Once you realize God, everything is understood at the Absolute level. What more could you need.

@Tyler Durden thanks former or future self. I genuinely appreciate that, some very sound advice. What more can you say really? I guess that's why we all gravitate here, I wish I knew some conscious individuals that lived around town.

Acid crazy man. Nowadays it takes me to infinity real quick. It's why I struggle to comprehend what the big fuss is about with DMT etc. I literally can become an infinite void of love and bliss off 100ug. At those high peaks of consciousness, I become the infinite singularity, so I really don't get what's "higher" than that. I don't read too much into spiral dynamics, to me it's a bit of a joke. I don't really need a model of ego development to tell me everything is imaginary. That's just me though, I'm sure it benefits some.

@Tyler Durden yeah good point, I get that. It makes me sad man. I like to imagine that I will live out the lives of all of the people Interact with. I know for a fact, I cannot die. So it's just struggling with trying to align Absolute Goodness of the Universe with my petty selfish existence.

And how do you know your not talking to your past or future self?

100ug 1 week later would be 130ug-150ug for equivalent dose. Based on alot of personal experience.

As per the question, for example there are supposedly close to 8 billion people on "earth" and who knows how many sentient animals. Does God live through every human being and sentient creature for infinity? Or is God just imagining 8 billion perspectives from 1 perspective. Therefore only 1 perspective exists, all other perspectives are imaginary and not lived through consciousness? Because when all dualities collapse into one, it's clear there's only 1 dreamer. But how can the dreamer know that the dreams are overlapping for infinity? I mean this is a significant question and can this actually be answered from the dreamers POV?

I've found long distance running the best for negative feelings and thoughts. Work your way up to marathon distances. I'm telling you, for me personally this shit is crazy good for mental health.

@Imponderable yes but this is "my" dream. So to me, you are not conscious. You cannot prove your consciousness to me. I'm going off your word. Because at the higher states of consciousness the idea or even your physical body including mine become as conscious as a rock or a table. The distinctions are no longer distinct. So from my POV I cannot confirm or deny that your POV exists. Without going off second order proof how can we know?

@Imponderable yeah I get the first part. I understand that space and time are being projected on the moment. So if you and me are the same dreamer, that implies I am you in another lifetime or you are not conscious. So now I'm just going in circles and I'm back where I started.

Right ok.. so all dualities collapse. Whats left is nothingness/the void or infinite consciousness we will say. I come back from that state, I now believe I am human again . You are talking to me, you are human(you have to eat/shit/sleep). There is a separation between us in this state of consciousness(in my eyes anyway). I make that distinction. I believe you are me in another form. You are saying no, there is no other form, I (TheZeroself) am not conscious?

@The0Self sorry man, you have lost me. In simpler terms maybe?