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You can't be serious, right? Who is screwed? Who does this actually affect? The farmers in Mississipi? Granted I'm a dumbass teenager without so much a metric droplet of experience in the world, but I have YET to meet a single human ACTUALLY AFFECTED by the shit that happens in government/politics/politicies/election/bills/etc... Like, if you're concerned abt the average farmer lowerclass man, I get it, but whadyamean when you say "we're all screwed?" Are we? I personally could give a fuck about this bill as my personal freedoms are seemingly untouched & can still go about my day as usual or get a job if I so please... Does this make me an uncompassionate selfish dickhead? Genuinely interested to hear abt why people even care abt this political noise...? Isn't is just that? Unless we are actually holding positions of power in government, aren't we just bullshitting around? I mean, you look at the protesters, here in SF we had the world's largest tranny carnival in History. In the name of LGBT rights. Or protest against genocide in Gaza. Activism for veganism. Stop the Hate! Stop It NOW! All this shit seems like a distraction-sandwhich. Like a BLTD, bacon lettuce tomato distractionator.

Reading all of the responses on this thread makes me think that it makes me want to cry. Gonna take that to heart. Cheers to the interest of getting our feet wet. And our eyes if need be.

And the only reason they lashed out is because they want closeness and intimacy, to be held. Gently. In stillness. Forever.

Very difficult just to look at someone's face without judging them. I agree with you, James. Being able to hold the other in your *center of awareness* WITHOUT the usual judgements & expectations, AND WITHOUT your own mental clatter, can change much more than the universe... No joke, I think hojo method work. In heat of moment, when notice yourself playing social game, reassure yourself that you hate all these people, that you have nothing to prove them. This is really love, which is why the word hate is problematic, but anyways, all I'm saying is Hojo got a point, and it's crazy it kinda works lol, "hating" people. Works because it is such a recontextualization from wanting to prove to them something or even caring about their attention LOL

I have tried the Hojo technique. It works until a homeless man running after you with broken bottle.

Please see @Carl-Richard's thread, Autonomy as a Virtue: Why Being Yourself Matters, to better understand the purpose of this thread. Here I want to make a mega-thread dedicated to sharing empowering concepts to help you become your higher self & tap into the vibrational-energy-frequency-wave of the peace and love of the oneness of God! Thank you!

@Someone here I mean you could just say thank you for acknowledging me and move on. But instead you get all suspicious like a Kashmiri

@Someone here You are unable to say thank you and shut the fuck up. So, to answer your question, yes, I am a fucking spy. I am spying on you right now, but you are too little to see that.

I mean that you can't stand being still. I know something about you that you don't.

It's super fascinating how *retards* are sometimes super conscious beings, like they are tripping all the time. Can anyone come forth with an explanation for why tards are some of the most intelligent people out there? This is just my experience, but they seem to be more in touch with their nature, and this comes at the expense of functionality and effectiveness in the world.

Thank you all for your responses. I am fixated on the idea of crying but I'm totally just out of touch with my experience! This All boils down, time and time again, to not getting distracted and staying with this Ever GROWING Being — and Then Some More — until you're spiraling out of control, losing your mind, forgetting who you are.

@Someone here Because I feel your post deserves recognition. It is beautiful. Still, you get lost in the beauty of your creation. It is inevitable.

Are you blind, Princess?

That is undifferent from anyone else, only difference is breakingthewall has insight, and you don't, you are a fool.

See, it "got you good" It "got me good" too, like seeing a cute baby, ahhhhh how cute. But I didn't cry like a baby WITH TEARS COMING FROM MY EYES! That's what I'm concerned about. I haven't cried with tears like, ever. I mean a tear fell from my eye some years ago, but since then, nothing. (Unless I am coughing the smoke out my llungs but thats a diff matter) This why I asked if I should post on health forum. I cannot force a tear. Nothing will make me cry. Is my connection to God not deep enough? Is there more resistance inside me? If I let it go, would I be crying (tears coming from my eyes). WHAT will make me cry? If my parents are tortured in front of me? Is that really what it takes? Or getting castrated or something terrible like that? I just wanna know if a healthy, enlightened human cries, and if not crying is a sign of an insensitive animal barbarian, not a compassionate awakening human. Yes, I struggle with resolving this duality, my concern remains, about the crying with tears.

Lol is pretty funny post bro, you gotta understand that this does not warrant a response, it speaks for itself, but that being said, I do acknowledge you, right here. These fears all come from drifting away from the source from which all this creative beauty came. But you get lost and attatched to it. It is understandable.

@Someone here is not a shitposter. He is going thru sum tuff times & just wants love, but you are shitting on his shitfest. But bro, don't criticize @Breakingthewall like that, dude has got insight, after all, his name is breaking the fucking wall.

I get the idea is attractive of being a family man, or simply just having a family, or baloney fucking sandwhiches wrapped in seran wrap that you eat on the curb outside chipotle where you work while smoking crack with your friend, Bob? But the goal is never marriage itself, for that is a cultural implant — it means nothing. A woman, on the other hand, if she sticks around (after you put the ringer of the finger) can give you all sorts of things — we're talking consistent blowjobs (hopefully), baloney fucking sandwiches, affection & care, a sense of self-worth, and obviously children. So, I take back what I said. That actually sounds quite nice. Best do some game & "play around." Then, afterwards, you can get serious. Or you can just skip the playing and get right to the real deal, or reverse the equation and JUST HAVE FUN, NOW!!!

Hey, just curious — I mean, I wouldn't mind a wife myself... But WHY? What will a wife provife for you in terms of betting your life & deepening your connection to whatever it is that you are after? For the Wife is not the end goal. You don't even know what she looks like yet! That raises the question I was asking, "whatdya hope to get outta this, man?"

I think its because it is tabboo if everyone were more conscious & didn't supress their sexuality, perhaps we would inhabit a world of spontaneous orgies and increased openness to weird shit that in today's world would get your ass incarcerated. Just a thought.

Thank you, Hojojohoho I almost cried watching that video.

Because everyone is one blahblah and animals don't have seperate consciousness blah blah It is true, Princess... It is not because humans have some developed neofrontal cortex or some shit like that, but rather because the Princess is an awesome storyteller, and the evidence is above and on the pages before. You have written a cute little story within which Everything is contained. Bless.

You don't need to let her go. You were never in love with her. You were in love with the fantasy of her which is still very much alive so you can either choose to fall back in love with that or choose a new fantasy to envelop yourself in, or go for a ride and hit one out the ballpark, since there is a possibility of leaving all fantasies behind you indefinitely, especially if you trip on shroomies

@UpperMaster Your OP is VERY relatable. It seems an apt description of our human condition: getting confused. In short, your problem is that you exist still, and you need to remove yourself from existence by doing nothing, but this is anotjer story. I comment on this thread to say how grateful I feel for all the above posts from the kind, insightful, imaginary folk of Actualized.org who extended their hearts out to you with such simple and illuminating explanations that I sincerely believe will, if you follow them in earnest, lead you to the well of gold that you have been searching for. It is easy to see where another goes wrong whom we do not know well or are already aquaintded with, since we aren't familiar with their habitual iosyncraticic tendencies & behaviors: it's like, "Oh, that's where your going wrong! Obviously!" But it is so much more difficult for oneself because one is totally mired in his habituation. To get out, he has to become someone else. That is the Only way to see what it is that you are.

Lalala Peace