samijiben

Forget ethics; it's just a dumb move. Best jerk off. Going for prostitution is not only slimy, disgusting, and probably "immoral" according to a standard notion of morality, it is anticlimactic as hell, for what you are looking for is never sex: if it were that easy, then we would just fuck our problems away, wouldn't we? Going for a prostitute is like going for neo-advaita when you can just see God directly. It's also a waste of money when you could buy a fan or leather jacket instead, something that will provide value over time.

Yes, all those attempts are useless if goal is God.

Yes, it is true, you are imagining that you kissed a beautiful girl that is no longer with you, and you probably added a bunch of random shit to the story to make it seem more real. "This work" is about illusion busting, and if you do it right, your problem will have nothing to do with "beautiful women," that I assure you.

No read study. Those people did not recognize God. no one has realized God yet. Especially those claiming they have in a "mystical group setting" in this case, 5meo works as an illusion-amplifier Demonstrable empirical claim? Prove it. Sure, yes, but that is not God -- more creativity? better coordination across multiple dimensions? sure. But God? Ha! no chance you are getting any closer to THAT no matter WHAT you do.

Any of you fuckers in Nepal by the way? Hit me up!

I would say that psychedelics are fool's gold, and if you cannot see God right now, then you never will, not even if you take all the LSD in the world, that will just make you go crazy, it will turn you into some kind of rambling bafoon of "enlightened speech." The truth is that you only need food, water, and a little bit of warmth to protect you against the inevitable fate of death, and that is a possibility always creeping around the corner, not so distant as you THINK..............

This is pure, fucking gold! Goddamn! I thought you were a robot! But an intelligent robot?? Such has never crossed my mind, Oh Boy, HERE WE GO AGAIN! And yet even your finely spoken words cannot touch the untouchable isness of Allah, blessed be his Rotten soul, as it cries off into the distance, never to be heard again, INSHALLAH! And so we begin on a fresh page of insight and wonder, the devil calling us forth. And here on Leo's forum, all is permitted, for all is God, and, hey, why not, humour me some more! Give me something TO CHEW ON! I am laughing if not only for myself and to myself, because the magical corpus of all possibility is a clown-faced icon of spirituality, a 3-eyed, 4-faced. 5-headed demagogasuperdevil! Yes, self-deception is real. But without our lies, what more is left? Answer me that, and you shall be freed forever from the grip of nothing.

Lalala enjoy bro. Same here bro, used to smoke a lot, now am sober almost a month, but I wouldn't say that it had anything to do with "how I ended up where I am now" anymore than the other countless variables at play (family, genetics, geography, blahblahblah) But yea, glad you asked about me, answer is: I ended where I am now because I was born into this world. Mommy and daddy had sex and out came Swamijiben.

Feel free to answer in whichever way you please! I am not looking for a specific answer! Nor is there a "correct answer!" Please refrain from resorting to past-beliefs, presumptions, or even "premonitions" while answering this question. Aim to be simple, as my mentor always says: BE BRIGHT! BE BRIEF! BE GONE!

Beautiful, sad, enormous, a fleeting detail, a poetic drauma, either to be ended or entered without a glance in any other direction.

@ExploringReality I hope and pray that your insight leads you to a place that you've never seen before that cannot be unseen.

You are sure to find many a surprise and serendipitous anomalies and ecstatic pleasures and crazy, wild experiences that break your paradigm of reality wherever you go, especially if it is a new country, a foreign culture, a new routine no matter how organized or unorganized it is. This is going to be an educational and developmental journey for you, and it is sure to endure the throes of life that you are all too familiar and apparently fed up with as well, albeit with different content, characters, and more! BUT THE IDEA that you will find "IT" (what you are REALLY LOOKING FOR..) This is a fantasy. This is not true. Be honest that you want a better life for yourself, a change of pace and scenery, a new excuse or garment to add to your identity, your notion of being a person, your desire to fulfill that lack of attention, validation, and approval from other people. This may work. "To Each Xis Own!" But, again, I remind you that moving places and changing scenery is nothing more than a gamble in the interest of facilitating the Same Sudden Shift that will have to occur wherever you Find Yourself Now if YOU are to FINALLY "GET IT!"

great. so we shall Leave "IT" there! The long answer hardly fills my appetite! Our grasps at explanation are indeed falling away in the Face of this ALL-Encompassing Mega-Mystery! Cool story! Have you resolved your "anger issues?" Have you DISCOVERED what "Anger" really Is? I would delight in reading a response from you, and I would die a slow, non-existent death were you to not respond at all... Ha Ha Ha! Are we talking about cute giggles here? Or are we talking about the Particular Intensity of Cackling Insanity that leaves you with lockjaw and a mind so displaced that you haven't a clue What You are "laughing" about, that you are the one laughing, that Anything is Real At All?!?!?

Indeed, this bullshit never ends. I hope that you make it out alive, Natasha. Happy to hear of your material success! Good for you. Thank God. Indeed, it seems to that we are teetering on the Brink of the Irrevocable. Yeah man, that hits the SPOT! KEEP GOING! That's a whole lot of variables! Yes, yes, yes you did. And why? Why did you ask FOR THIS? ISN'T THERE SOMETHING BETTER TO BE HAD?

Just curious. Don't judge me! Bonus question: How?

I had a friend in school who would burn his pubes with a lighter. Or maybe he was just dicking around.

Good to know — Hojo the hairless balled man. Thank you dearly for going into such depth. Best to You & to your nuts, Brother I'm sure you have a nice nest, my Friend. That is good to know. Simple man you are. God Bless & All The Best to you: Here's to a Clean Nutsack! Balance is Everything. I'm sure you have a nice cock. Nice, man! How big is your nest! Is it like a pillow? Do you have to brush your pubes?! Yes, it looks great. Obviously, the point in doing this is to get women to like me more. Thank you all for responding to my testicular question — you will all be rewarded in some way or another.

This post screams arrogance. It seems like "James" here is trying to tell teach us all something... Funny that he criticizes Leo for doing just that in the same breath. This is fake spirituality. It is hollow. James is programmed. That's why he always talks about the same stuff, in the same tone, with the same words, in the same old way. He is right about one thing, that the illusion & delusion runs deeper than you think...... way deeper......

Insomnia is a bitch of an illusion! About going to sleep — Do you fall asleep when you want to? Do you fall asleep at or around the same time every day/night? Or can you only sleep when you are absolutely exhausted, drained of energy, and can't hold your head up any longer? I fall into the second category. I am known to have fallen asleep in some of the most treacherous conditions, from Indian shared taxis to back of motorbike zooming around them. It doesn't matter where I am. If I'm not shitfaced tired, that is, so tired that I am delerious, in an altered state of consciousness & hardly capable of doing so much as getting up to piss, I won't fall asleep. This is a problem for me because sometimes I gotta go to work and need a good night's rest, but body wants to run mile or fight bull. Does anyone know the trick to falling asleep on command?

I am fortunate enough to have met two individuals in my life who are on the same level of consciousness as Leo, if not higher. They were chance encounters. And neither are interested in friendship. One is a vagabond madman. Another is a highly involved Mexican Bodhisattva. I quiver in their presence. It is not "easy" to be around such folks. It is a wild ride of spiritual annihilation in every moment. If you are ever lucky enough to meet such a person in real life, they will kill you. Therefore, what recursonininmanando said.

There IS a niche "community" of yellow folks wandering the streets of Pokhara and other small hippie towns around the subcontinent. But they are usually shy and don't want to be your friend anyways. So, what recursonsimananando said.

This response is pretty kickass. Hard to beat it. To answer your question, go to Pokhara.

It's because your attacking the question with a closed mind. Ask it with an open one instead. Who knows, the answer could very well be "nothing." Are you scared of not wanting anything? What if your desire to obtain (x) disappears? What left do you have to fight for? Realize that you want nothing, and stop fighting with yourself. Or, go to a club, do some pickup, and realize what I said is true later. You're only playing yourself. So, what to do? Leave it there & stop mansplaining.

Yall are NUTS lol

Dude, just go meet up with her and take it from there. Anticlimax and dissapointment is coming your way in any case. So long as you expect that something is to come — that there is reality beyond this moment — and that it's going to get better, You have already fucked yourself over.