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Hey man, that fkn sucks, I also am in the dumps. I am dealing with perpetual heartbreak, infinite libido, and NO WAY OUT! I have no money, no friends. Hella earwax stuck in my left lobe. The shit is like CAKED on there, man. Think it was from my earbuds. I feel like a social retard also. I cannot make genuine connections with people. I feel like I am always manipulating them. Even if I am honest about me being manipulative, it is more manipulation. This has me stuck feeling like monster. What is more, mother is going through emotional crisis out of which I cannot help her. Father is dealing with a longe-term anger disease, now some 20 years & counting. Sister is fat and won't slim down. Weight watchers seemed to have made her fatter. Grandpa battling cancer of the nuts. And those are the only 4 ppl in my life. So how do I deal with all this? Man, I don't. Try not to be thinking about all that BOOOOlshitterooni, man. Will make you sick. Might even vomit. Whatever my problem is, whenever I write it out, helps me be conscious that it is projection I am doing in Real Time, which means I can stop. Try this method out. Be ruthlessly honest as you write. No one else gonna read it, so why not? Spell out your problems. Even if it makes you sound like a chimp. Then, you might just reach the realization, if even for a SPLIT second, that your problems be fake, dude. Scam! Just like those shady dudes in Pahar Ganj.

Hojo gives insight. You ask how to balance this and that, it reminds me of going back to square one: defensey mechanisimo. It is suspected that your mind will prepare elaborate story of variables and other people so that you can UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH! You ask, "I wonder how different I would be at the opposite end of this pole?" You already are! You mentioned having the ability to fine-tune and suit/tailor your personality to whichever one you are with. That just goes to show that you are a shape shifter at core. You do not belong anywhere, as you have suspected. So take that feeling and ride it like wave. Jump on Rumi's Caravan of Love. Sacrifice everything you know. In a place close to home, floating in the ethereal mist of the immediately obvious, is the possibility of gaining immortality, instantaneous teleportation, and Jesus Christ being just as worthy of worship as Donald Trump, Satan, or another celebrity. At the end of the day, night comes. But what is missed is most essential. That is the spontaneous erection of divine light, Muhammad's Fable of wisdom, and Abraham's Ejaculation of knowledge

I agree what @theleelajoker said. Focus in on the resistance that is left within you, use it as springboard to dive into deepest aspect of yourself.

Fasting works because it makes you hungry. When you are hungry, you are not thinking about your problems. You are HUNGRY! I AM FUCKING HUNGRY!

@Davino baffling. You are a well of gold

Powerful. I like the way you write. The problem with chatgpt is that it would give a synopsis like: blah blah blah this is a technical explanation about how energy underlies the apparent desire blah blah But this is really pure comedy. And no chatgpt can comprehend cosmic humor.

As I have suspected, it seems that my news source is boonk. All this time I've been getting my news from one obviously biased news source. I am a victim of unconsciously buying into its rhetoric. Now, as I truly know nothing, I beg for your forgiveness, renounce all that I have claimed or opined, and seek to free myself of the debaucherous chain-links of political identity, propaganda, hatred, and delusion. This subforum is not for me. I shall return once I have something positive to add. God Bless You All

I got news that American troops have entered Iran. On foot?? Can anyone confirm this?

@Anton Rogachevski ok.

@Anton Rogachevski I am mindfucked. Don't know what to say to this. Doesn't make a lick of sense. Ohev otcha habibi, adayin mamin sheata kayem btoch tarosh sheli

@Anton Rogachevski man, this is too good. Yall are the best. Such sweet illusions. Savory. Like milkshake. Yummyummm

@James123 hajur, yes, that is the ultimate question, very good work. Now plunge your finger into the immeasurable depths of your own anus and SEE, for the very first time, that YOU, SIR, have won the greatest prize of them all: a ONE-WAY TICKET TO NOWHERE!

@danniel definitely does not justify attack on Iran, totally with you there. My point was just that Iran was tryna make dem Nukes And also my point is that Iran making nukes = threat to survival of Israel.

Israeli military technology is baffling. The precision. The sophistication. The intelligence (lowercase i, lolol) What if that intelligence was used for peaceful stuff?

By the way, you also know the Truth directly, you just don't know it yet! So I can also flip the humility card onto you, or better yet the Chutzpah card, and I ask: what makes you so sure that you are arguing with a kid on a forum? Bro, I EXIST IN YOUR MIND!!!! DIG IT!

Yes bro, have solved all of philosophy & science. Wasn't even that hard. No-sweat. You can also solve all of philosophy and science. 1st step = realizing that it is not epic riddle to be solved by figuring shit out 2nd step = see that you are imagining that ALSO, and nothing is left unknown 3rd step = collapse all steps into tbe aforementioned ever-present singularity of nothing, my dude.

@Raze uhhh, simple google search? Hello? (Edit: see that they enriched uranium ALMOST to weapons-grade, putting them days away from making dozens or so nukes. But what does that matter anyways? Does your argument of Iran making nukes being propaganda hinge on this turning point that is a matter of days?) Point is, Iran is tryna make dem nukes. Dat's why they be enriching da uranium, man.

@Anton Rogachevski you claimed that physics and ontology is reality's most basic ground. I am claiming that reality's most basic ground is nothing, for reality is groundless. Physics is just as real as unicorns — Just as tertiary an arising — Just as mental as any other imagining in the MIND OF GOD.

@Raze how is it propaganda that Iran was making nukes? They have nuclear facilities??? Is that also propaganda?? "But No!! The Nuclear facilities are just so that they can have a safe space to talk about peace so that the Evil Zionist Entity doesn't destroy them!"

@Twentyfirst when an Iranian tells you that he is upset with the Aytolla Regime, and he is LIVING there, and you still double-down on your pro-Iranian position, does that mean that open-mindedness has flown out the window?

@BlessedLion you seem to hate Israel very much. But Iran: JUST FINE! How does this make sense? You leftists are framing this war as good vs. Evil. It is not that. It is evil vs. Evil.

@Twentyfirst the matter is not women choosing to dress a certain way, but them being forced to dress a certain way. They are so brainwashed that they cannot decide for themselves how to dress. They can't even see how it MIGHT BE just slightly illogical to wear a full head covering and hot ass clothes during the summer????

@Davino had a blast reading this. Took me through 9 stages of grief and beyond! I better try some 5meo.....

Sure, man, whatever works best for you!

I also feel the need to worship, to pray, to venerate, to bow down in tears and gawk at the ineffable glory of isness! I think worshipping someone or something, however, can quickly lead to delusion. And that is what worship is, after all. It stands on the duality of worshipper and worshipped. If the goal is to unite the two, I think that's great! What a cool practice! But if the goal is to "pay your dues" or respects or whatever else to some deity or entity because it is great, then what's the point? You even said that God is within you. So the only one to worship is yourself, your majesty, your great, big, lovely presence, Someone Here.