Hulia

Why do you have a problem with yellow pants? You are too conservative, my freind. You need to open yourself to world, to changes, to experiments! Get out of your skin and become something else! A guy in yellow pants.

I have no preferences at all. Open for everything!

No, it getting too much for me. What they do with each other. Too much. I think what these 2 nice guys need, is to take a pause, before their passion burns out. They should go into woods, paddle in a boat without scarcely touching each other. And no sex for this day! And then..... in 2 or 3 days again! As for me I am all fro enlightenment and not for sex. Ivankiss and J cannot even imagine what they miss. Besides I don´t understand, how he breathed with her on his face. I almost suspect Ivankiss made it all out. This crazy stuff.

Who??? Schneider? :)))))))))) Hey, his J just told her coworker. And Ivankiss is telling this story to the whole world while publishing here.

I am really sorry for that. It won´t be all the time so. That´s why I want a cat and not a dog. A dog would make me crazy with his attention seeking eyes and waving tail. And I am really more like a cat than like a dog.

This is a good point. Why are there no women on this tread? I´d like to discuss this stuff with my female co humans. For my understanding it´s getting too much. Need another opinion.

@WaveInTheOcean I like your poem. Especially one line.

About what? It´s ok, if there is only one center in our town. Imagine there are 5 or 10 of them. How should I know, to which one you are "quickly going to run down"? To the one 200 m away, where your are actuall running or that one 10 km away where some vehicle is needed? So din´t fool me with your facepalm ?

There are better things in life than this. I think, I ´m going to pursue enlightenment again. Well let´s begin...

Why not make for a living with high quality content, like Leo? To bring into this confused world even more confusion is not good for karma. She won´t have it as good as me in one of her reincarnation in 100 years.

Ok, I thought she is giggling in a desparate attempt to look more human. But you mean, sh´s giggling over her audience. It´s a totally new perspective.

I am calm and serene, I am dead steady. In expectation of next entry

I wonder, if modern psycotherapy tries yoga and different breathing technics. These tools are very powerful when exercising regularly and for a longer period. Probably psycodelics could help too..

Liers, you both. You want a relationship with her. Because with her it would be possible - a relationship on completely new level. "It is commitment. Dedication. Loyalty. Sacrifice. It is a sacred partnership." From her you would get a whole list (isnt´t what you like?) of necessary sacrifices for sacred partnership. You fools

What is about Teal Swan? What do you want more with her - fuck or relationship?

On the right side I have a Schneider - a right wing guy ON the left - a Schmidt - a left wing guy. I like them both. A Schneider has solid family values and he is a solid craftsman - he is constantly building something at his yard with his buddies and bier. A Schmidt (the left wing) has solid equality values. He is for peace and for all the the good things. Divorced with 2 cats and one dog and motorcycle and bier.

Yeah, yeah.. the sayings..common folks.. (I need to listen to Jung again) Have you one of them in your status on social networks?

I had a depression in this intensive form for 2 year, and it was almost unbearable, the worst thing that ever happened to me. This girl has got it when she was 12 and she died with 26, if I´ve got it correctly. 14 years!!! The problem with this state is - the longer your are in the harder it is to get out. It is like a bog. Your psyche forgets how it is - to be happy and alive. I don´t know, if it was so wrong to let her die. After 14 years of no improvement.

the men of this forum post her videos

My ex-husband wasn´t hit by this virus. It´s a paradox. He was very conservative about a role of a man but completely loose about a role of a woman. He even despised the image of a brave loyal house-wife. That was his mother btw. He was biased in many ways but also somehow indifferent to public opinions. He just followed his biases thoughtlessly not to reach some purpose but.. well.. they were just engraved in him. And he wasn´t pathetic.

So let´s draw conclusion of what I´ve learned. Not exactly learned, I might have known it already intuitively but I wanted to hear it from a man. And now I did. For men there are 2 cathegories of women: 1. Women making impression of being IN control of their feelings 2. Women making impression of being OUT of control of their feelings To a group No. 1 they want to build a perfect relationship. This one: "It is commitment. Dedication. Loyalty. Sacrifice. It is a sacred partnership." (Ridiculous.. but Hulia, please stay matter-of-factly, we are exploring) To a group No. 2 they want fuck and talk. If you think of some popular movies, like "Lucifer" for example or "Helen and the boys", these are always the most rigid and biased women who get the best men. (And of course always blonde) By the way, now I understand why the guys of this forum post the anti-male videos of Till Swan. She is a perfect dream-woman for a perfect dream-relationship. She knows everything about relationships. What can go wrong? These are the things like they are and there is nothing to do about it. It´s like a virus hitting all men, even the smartes ones. In one of my reincarnation maybe in 100 years the mindset will change. And my strong wish presently will be the reason of this change. I´ll get what I want but it takes longer.

He killed me with half an hour massage. Not sure, you could do the same. Honestly... When did we speak about politics? Maybe I should really go to Serbia instead of Brazil?

Nice. Be ready for many disappointments. And I am not going to control myself! ? And I am also not saying that disappointments is not a right thing for you. I don´t know.

It´s not me! I don´t know. But I see something illogical, and explore Geat sex. And great talks. ? What does a relationship imply for you? I mean if you would decide: ok, it´s a relationship, what whould change compared to how it is now? What is the difference?

:)))))) It´s exactly the opposite!! I don´t have any feelings about relationships! Neither how they ought to work! No! Either you have a relationship or not. That´s all. Ivankiss HAS a relationship with that women, a relationship that he denys. And his denial will hurt, not his unwillingness of a relationship which is already established without his will. No choice. They have already entered a relationship. I have no idea what you mean under "serious". Well where they have a choice is how to handle it. Nothing is wrong, except of the attempt to decide about what you might feel or not feel.