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@Tyler Robinson I think you're right

Hello, I don't know where to write this but I need your help. For the past 3 weeks I have been opening my heart, smiling at people, loving people, being less judgmental and fearful. I had a sense of inner peace that I carried with me and my desire was to be present & loving wherever I was. I recently started training to become a masseur. Training that lasts 1 year, 3x a week. We are 12 to follow this training, I met 3 great person, very nice. But yesterday my instinct spoke and I realized that 2 of them are narcissistic perverts (a man and a woman) they focus on me because I appeared for them probably as the nicest and manipulable of us. Fortunately I discovered quite quickly that they have bad intentions and feel hatred towards me because I represent for them what they hate the most: spirituality, love... or maybe they see me as the most vulnerable. Since I know they're not what they try to appear, I will be difficult to manipulate but I am afraid and I am lost because I will have to spend the rest of the year with them. I'm going to distance myself and I know they will take it badly, I'm afraid they will try to hurt me by manipulating the other people in the class against me. I don't know how to get respect if they try to disrespect me, besides the narcissistic pervert man is into combat sports and is physically stronger than me. On the other hand, they hide behind an image of kind & honest person etc... and I tell myself that maybe they are afraid to show their bad side by taking it out on me in front of others? Here I am lost and disappointed because I thought I discovered two beautiful people and they turn out to be very malicious towards me. I don't know how things will turn out but I don't want to pretend and keep talking to them/ sitting next to them in the classroom. I want to distance myself as soon as I see them again but I am afraid of the consequences. And telling the truth in front of others: that they are a narcissistic pervert and trying to prove it would only make things worse. If you have an idea that could help me, I'd love to hear it. Thank you EDIT: I think I projected a lot, maybe they're narcissistic pervert or not but they're people that I need to avoid for my well-being. I think the best solution is to avoid going intimate / sharing personal things with them. And just respect them like colleagues.

@Ulax update, I sent an email to the center to explain the problem and they agreed to put me in the other classroom, I feel relieved This helped me to realize how much I was naive & too much open to people I don't even know I will work on setting my boundaries & letting go

Thanks for your help! @Bojan V Indeed, after this hypnosis, my psychologist told me that she's not experimented enough to go deeper with safety so she gave me information about another professional that I will see next month.

Why is suicide discouraged in religions and in general in spirituality? Would there be bad consequences? What if we commit suicide by self-love because we are stuck in a situation of great suffering for example? Would it be okay ?

Deep inside the silence staring out upon the sea The waves are washing over half forgotten memory Deep within the moment laughter floats upon the breeze Rising and falling dying down within me And I swear I never knew, I never knew how it could be And all this time all I had inside was what I couldn't see I swear I never knew, I never knew how could be All the waves are washing over all that hurts inside of me Beyond this beautiful horizon lies a dream for you and I This tranquil scene is still unbroken by the rumors in the sky But there's a storm closing in voices crying on the wind The serenade is growing colder breaks my soul that tries to sing And there's so many many thoughts when I try to go to sleep But with you I start to feel a sort of temporary peace There's a drift in and out Drift in and out Drift

Beautiful, love the lyrics!

Omg I have so much sad music to share, can't wait to discover new tracks Let's begin with: Where are you now my love? My sweet one. Where have you gone my love? I'm so alone. I only think of you. And it drives me down. I only dream of you. I'll come to you. Take my hand. Hold me again. Please take my hand Please hold me now my love. Where are you now, oh my sweet love.

Thank you for your support

Thank you I will. Sometimes I am able to see this situation as a gift instead of a curse. It's uncomfortable but it's a kind of situation that will help me to grow and I really need to set boundaries with toxic people. It's hard to keep this positive view on it but I'll do my best to learn without too much resistance and worrying

@Ulax Hey, great idea! I used the letting go technique for almost 2 weeks everyday and soon after, I forgot about it...

@Loba Thank you, I'm not ready to face death I think the first thing I need to do is to respect myself, stop trying pleasing people or thinking I owe them something very touching video..

I live in Belgium and the price is 350€ (+- 300$) I'm a bit disappointed because there's too much useless theory (sometimes useful but rarely) and not much practice. I will practice on a friend to get better

@Ulax Your videos on grayrocking is a gift! It seems to be a great technique and it will help me for not being their cible anymore and also helps in the process to become more grounded

@Ulax Thank you I'm watching her videos tonight !

Okay thank you !

@Thought Art Great, thank you for your help !

Thank you for you caring <3

@Tyler Robinson Thank you, this topic will be very eye-opening I'm awakening from the fact that I was in total illusion, seeing everyone too brightly, always thinking I'm the problem if someone dislike me, culpability etc... it's painful but I know it's here to help me grow

@Thought Art Thank you, I will read it ! I'm realizing that I'm very naive... seeing only the good in people

@Lila9 Omg your message helps me so much... I'll do my best thank you

@Galyna Thank you

@Galyna I don't understand why God would put in Hell or bad conditions people who commit suicide... if someone commit suicide, it's because he's in deep suffering so why would God punish him even more ??? It doesn't make sense

I don't believe the Law of Attraction the way it's teaching. I believe everything that's mean to happen will happens no matter what you think. For example, you can spend 5 years using LOA to find a girlfriend and if your destiny was to be alone, it will be, no matter how much efforts you've put into LOA. It's about Love, how much can you love reality as it is ? How much can you love all the things that are happening to you ? The more you open your heart, the more you'll surrender and you'll feel more connected to "other people'. Being open to the invebitability of Life (you could die tomorrow, you can have diseases, not getting what you want,...) is very freeing

Hi, this "teaching" can really help ! Listen with all your attention