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Elton replied to Elton's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@ProblemSolvingi don't just want to be a wannabe. @Beam i did thank the people but that made me more reactive... -
Elton replied to Elton's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@ProblemSolving but thats okay the deeper issue is wanting to be the hero, see it doesn't matter who did the heroic act, whoever did it that great and the end that everybody is safe is the main thing but this ego wants either approval or wants prsise or is jealous of the real hero, I'm having a little bit of difficult time trying to accept this... But I will accept it, it may take time but I will.. I was going to write I will try to accept it but I remembered that thats victim language. -
@soniadoll_ if cutting hair is what you’re passionate about then why discriminate?
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@actualized1 no but can you elaborate more?
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@Choks my story is very similar to yours. Except I didn't go back to my x Turning inward.
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@Res Ipsa Loquitur i have a similar story like yours instead of alcohol I induldged in tabbaco and weed however I'm a recovering addict using a lot of Leo's advise and also falling in the traps, I'm doing the life purpose course too but too much content I'm on the 4th exercise but will complete that after thonk and grow rich... All the best in this journey
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Last month was going to make a big landmark for change, but things did not go the way I had planned, today one month has passed and I feel that even though I was lagging a lot in my goals I can let go of one month and learn from my mistakes, today I feel a new type of confidence and will just do it more of doing and less of theory and the next step will be more of being and less of theory but a lot of time to go for that, this month will focus on being a better Athlete in my sport freeletics, mindfulness will be one of my main focuses, sub conscious training ( funniness), life purpose exercises, values embodiment, think and grow rich embodyment. Because I really want the next month report to be positive, it will happen. However I learnt a lesson last month, awareness is curative however it should not be used as an excuse and always listen to your own authentic voice and not the voice of society or family or friends. Stage 1 is just do it, it may take years to go to just be it but till then just do it and do it and do it and do it.
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@Yukise99 so you want to start a new life? JUST DO IT, JUST DO IT AND DO IT AND DO IT AND DO IT. Just fucking do it.
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@FK can you try for one year daily affirmations and visualisations and journalling? This might be very powerful I've been slacking off a lot these days on all this but I'm starting tomorrow again have got a great app goals tracker check for something like that that makes you keep a journal of this stuff I think I know about all this but when I see massive results I will know for sure I'm starting tomorrow in a sense I've already started but going to be more disciplined and organised
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@Leo Gura but leo isn't the content in the life purpose course enough and the recommended books in the course and the core principles enough? And your videos on affirmations and visualisations and the forum public journal and the forum itself and your weekly videos That we will need a whole different course?
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@Hardik jain start off with a meditation habit,after few months check out the video how to master and control emotions on actulized.org then after few weeks check out understanding emotions part one and then practice observations of emotions for a very long time.
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Hi guys, I would love to hear few stories of your life on when you felt really happy.
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I admit to not being very aware maybe I'm a baby in this awareness field but things were so much better when I was totally unaware, I didn't know about the potential inside me I thought I would just do a mundane job earn some money start a family and be happy, I didn't know how needy I was, how unsatisfied I was how unfulfilled I was i didn't know that I could systematically engineer my life, quit not only external bad habits but internal bad habits too, I didn't know how much of a victim I was, having knowing all this leads to frustration more than the possibility of making these thing happen, and that even all this is not going to give me happiness, oh my fucking God! Such a big gap in the vision I'm so far behind. I just wish I was unaware, and ignorant to all these things the people all around me thats what I was before they seem so happy. If I would tomorrow, I will definitely die with a smile on my face not because I have accomplished all this but because I have escaped all this!
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Elton replied to Elton's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Arik @Atom @Mal @Salaam @Piotr thanks guys a lot for hearing me out and giving some advice thanks a lot. Thanks @Leo Gura for this forum really appreciating this. -
Elton replied to Elton's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I'm going to sleep now into the ocean of unawareness thats the only place I find peace. Away from reality, away from the world, in my real fantasy land. -
Elton replied to Elton's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Mal what is this curitive aware? I am doing consciousness work but this awareness is fucking my head more aware of emotions, mostly negative, more aware that I'm assigning meaning to my emotions, more awareness of no control over anything. But its not curing, seems like I like being miserable :-( I just cannot allow good feelings except for pleasure. -
Elton replied to Elton's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Elton@MalI cannot help being angry and frustrated am I'm aware of these emotions. I don't remember being happy, happiness I cannot feel.i just cannot. -
Elton replied to Elton's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Mal Looks like you are pretty aware.. Then why don't you give me some techniques to be more aware? And also tell me how to judge weather others are really aware of their emotions or they are just taking Leo's words and shifting it around in a dream? -
Elton replied to Elton's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Its hard to accept things as they are when you realise that you can be so much more, it becomes even more hard to notice that you can be so much more but you don't have clarity in what exactly you want to be. -
Elton replied to Elton's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
But aleast I quit weed and Facebook and sitcoms and TV I had quit cigarettes too but now I'm using awareness as an excuse to smoke but i really hope that awareness will cure me. -
Elton replied to Elton's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Sorry guys these are not the things the forum focuses on, i could not help posting,I'm neurotic,starting my own business that ain't meeeee, consciousness work that ain't meee,being more positive that ain't meee, non of that stuff is me these are the things that I don't say but my emotions act like this the emotional mind is going bonkers. I'll try to focus on positive stuff though,I don't know what to do patience hope and faith and Actualized.org is all I have along with the life purpose course, but the more I do this work the more frustrated and disappointed I get. -
@MrPeak thanks a lot for sharing
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@jes action should be taken to avoid procrastination, I read a book recently by Martin medows he says that procrastination can be used as a tool to identify what you really want to do.. For eg if you are supposed to study and you procrastinate studies and do some painting then maybe you should be an artist and not what you are studying. However it all connects to your life purpose, if you've found it and your really passionate about it you won't fall in the trap of long term procrastination.
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@Muhammad no books but Actualized.org a video on this topic I don't remember the name but it will be very helpful if you search it.
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@mattZ start with a public journal here at this forum, every month update it,every day update your personal journal at home, I downloaded this app simple mind so that I can categorize and keep stats of my day to day activities and at the end of the month journal it here. I've been slacking off a lot lately but i know I will get back on track.