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No problem of all the criticisms and negative talk I had to face as a child and even now a days from my parents, they don't know any better. But i still do love them but I'm 25 years old and I am finding it difficult to express my love, Why do I feel so much resistance to hug my parents and tell them I love them? Do all grown ups feel like that? Are there any techniques in personal development To express myself better? But how come I am so expressive with my girlfriend?
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@Peace and Love hi peace and love :-) would you be interested in having a virtual friend till I can make it to the u.s.?
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I'm doing that already from more than a year I've developed more compasion and love or to be more precise I've been aware of them as they always were the case.. But I'm talking about expressing it which I feel is quite different @Capethaz
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Thanks for the information.
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@popi sweetheart why are you leaving this form being on this form is one of the most important commitments you could make.. Finding like minded people who are interested in personal development and Mastering themselves are very rare to find. Journalling can help re programme your subconscious mind. There are reviews on self help products and books which can save you hours... Don't go this forum is worth it..
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There is a rule of no negative thinking during the course. I hope you are following that.
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Hey guys :-) whats up this is Elton from Actualized.org... I'd like to journal about my last mouth. It was a very good month, everything went well I smoked cigarettes only on Saturday and Monday, I smoked weed on Friday and Saturday but this time it was more consciously and I did enjoy the trip on Friday. So at least I stuck to my commitment for most of the time in the month. I had a great exercise routine going was building myself up again after a month break it becomes difficult but you have to baby step your way back to the top. Next month I'm planning an increment in time i exercise. Meditation as usual every single day but its time to increase my session moving out of comfort will have to take place, doing the emotionally difficult thing will have to take place. I gave a interview and got selected and I'm getting more money than my current job but I don't want to take it its almost like a call centre job and it will take away my time. The life purpose course is getting intense different ideas are coming up and I can't decide which egg to give my warmth... I hope I find it at the end of the course I'm almost there but I can also see that it might take more time but its worth it..
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Heeeeeey whats up guys, this is Elton..and I would like to share one of my experience. After more than 120 days of abstinence from weed I had very little yesterday, i felt a total shift in energy levels and got a glimpse of being. I realised that how small I was in the universe, a grain in the sand. I felt one with many people I've connected to on here and even apart from here.. The state of being was also something I felt... I regret not journalling the whole trip, I was feeling guilty before but I said that I would totally surrender to this experience and I really enjoyed it. Maybe it was pleasure, lust or being and knowing I'm not sure. Please leave your comments down below and let me know what you think.
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After I did it again it was like a normal high it should be done very rarely is the lesson I learnt or even not at all would do..
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Yes because today there is a ego relapse, I have been smoking cigarettes since morning, However I did get the titillation and excitement and the funny bodily sensations along with a few insights. I'm looking forward for a vipassna retreat but I am finding it difficult to position myself to go. Now I feel anything can get you to understand being cause all you've got to do is be.
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I realized how fear and guilt blocks the flows of positive energy. The new way of marketing apart from the news papers with were only visual is now changed to sound this concept of napoleon hill hit me like a light bulb. I am a part of something bigger than me i had micro glimpses of this. And i also felt a lot of pleasure. I enjoyed it.
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I think I've come up with a new quote and I'm excited to share it with you. Your mind is made of clay and you are the potter.
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Hmmm ya, how could I be so blind to see that I'm also living on a planet :-/ A different level of experiencing life.. Very very interesting..
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@Ayla how does the platets moving around got anything to do with humans? Plants prepare their food with sunlight and we eat vegetables so what does that have to do with energy and productivity and enlightment?
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@Ayla can you give me some sources to educate myself more about this topic?
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@Ludwig @Ayla You are right Ludwig I saw beggars harassing couples for money,poverty, arrogance by the rickshaw driver opinions of people of course I was drained but what about the eclipse season it has got nothing to do with that?
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@Ayla avoid going to crowded places? Yesterday I went to a crowded place with my girlfriend and I got really really drained of my energy even today I'm feeling some pain in my back although we were just sitting an the rocks seeing the ocean in the sun... Is this because of the eclipse season? Even all these days I'm feeling a lot drained in the evenings after my routines i thought that it is homeostasis.
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@popi its about building a friend circle and training together and giving each other power my friends don't want to join even when i forcibly download the app in their phone .. a support system is a really helpful tool, specially friends with whom you can grow yourself
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@Ayla so it healed you? Wow!! that is a important breakthrough... Thanks for the information.. Why is he in jail? For making a life saver and other medical companies have sent him to jail???
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@Leon Bell I tried try various techniques mostly from Actualized.org maybe all of them are helping me simultaneously to quit... 1) future projections both with and without nicotine go 10 years ahead slowly starting from a day, a week, month 6 months a year 5 years and 10 years. 2) replacing a bad habit with a good habit 3) hypnosis I recommend Steve g jones and Michael sealey 4) feeling the emotion completely and obsering the root cause of addiction is fear of emptiness or if not then finding the root cause. 5) building awareness around it.(advanced) 6) visiting stikk.com its a site where you make commitment contracts and if you don't stick to them you will have to pay money to charity not wanting to loose money can also be a good way to motivate your self just to get a start also you can journal about your journey in this app... I have made a commitment contract one month ago I didn't put anything on the line though... 7) knowledge of your deepest truest values, and the fact that you tend to spend your money on things you value the most. 8) controlling your impulse, (each time you control your impulse your building your will power up.) your either building your will power up or down. 9) meditation. 10) slow mindfull breathing. There is no particular priority i just stated them the way they entered my mind And also be aware of homeostasis. All the best
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@LifeLife freeletics is a great app for workouts.
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On actulized.org there is a vedio called advice for college students, in which there is an advice to not drink fruit juice... Is tang also included in that? Also why are wheat products not good?
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There was a fire in my building, and I could do nothing to put it off even though I could do something I couldn't do it at the moment, even though the small fire was put out in time by others, there is this ego reaction now, sensations all over my body, why couldn't I be the hero? This is why my ego is burning , isn't this strange?? Instead of being grateful for being alive its fucking reacting... Stupidity.
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After some time after the incident I started hitting on girls on whats app, now what was this???!