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@lizz_luna There is lots of masculinity already in you. No need to enforce it. It's rather a question of how good can you let go of your feminine identity. Becoming more conscious of my inner nature, let me, as a man, be more open to my feminine side. I think this works for females as well.

Psychedelics are far superior to any other form of work, if you want to have insights into the nature of yourself and reality. It's a peak experience. So keep up with the normal consciousness work to integrate the insights.

It's quite difficult to think about this questions objectively, since we are all surrounded by partners and people searching for "the one partner". But what, apart from the obvious "kids making process" puts 1o1 relationships on this towering pedestal? For me there is literally zero reason, why a female or male should restrict its intimacy to just one other human being. Is a mother only capably of loving just one child? Here are some "social matrix" answers I get, when I ask this question (followed by my objection) "Its just nice to have someone to talk, when you come home from a stressful day..." Aha, and why can't I work on ALL my relationships to be that trustful and authentic? Why this restriction? Why do you think only this specific human being called "partner" is worthy to relate to? "She/he will understand you more than anyone else..." Bullshit. Self-understanding and self-love cannot be delegated to anyone else. This can only happen trough deep inquiry and still observation of ones nature. Especially if the partner herself/himself is not deep in the process of self-understanding, which literally no-one is. I'm sure this forum will provide more answers in a similar fashion. I strongly believe this conditioned "the one partner"- mindset is created, because most experienced this scenario their entire youth with their parents. But just because it has always been like this, doesn't mean it's useful or natural.

Excuse my western logical brain here, but: There is this popular advice that living in the "territory" or direct experience is more important than living in the "maps" or mental experience. At least if you want to live in truth and love. I totally agree with that. In fact you can verify this by yourself, if you sit in still presence right now. Reality seems more peaceful and loving that way. On the other hand, living in your thoughts and mental constructs causes the exact opposite. Doubt and dissatisfaction may arise. But according to my own experience and Leo's teachings, thoughts and direct experience are sourced by the same consciousness. So how can there be this stark difference of Love when you switch between map and territory. After all non-duality means there is no difference between map and territory.

Thats super paradoxical. God only has one substance to create. Itself. Consciousness. Love. And right now this love is accessible through awareness (for example) of my right hand. But if I attach thought (also part of infinite Love) to this hand, reality feels like shit. This stuff should be illegal.

Why can't I experience flatness without thinking? Maybe you mean perfect flatness, roundness, lines ect. True they cannot be experienced. It's only the mind "claiming" to experience such a thing. The only perfectness is infinity itself, but thats another topic. Also: Time and causality cannot be experienced directly. It's pure mind made illusion. So I insist that you give me an example of something, that can be experienced, like my left thumb, which has to have an "a priori" map, in order to be experienced.

Can you give me an example of such an "a priori" map?

No. A trained meditator can observe his environment without any knowledge or interpretation of what he is experiencing. You can live fully in the territory, without any maps what's so ever. Every new born lives like that. Making maps is a sub-function of consciousness.

That's the paradox in it. So logically we can frame the advice the other way around. "Live more in the maps, than in the territory - they are the same". But if that was true everyone would dwell in truth and love. You see my dilemma here?

Holistic fitness.

Your body should be prepared for a workout. Drinking water is absolutely okay, and even necessary for your throat. My best experiences were always in the evening.

The example of psychedelics shows perfectly the profound intelligence how God operates his Love into existence: So God can't just reveal it's true nature with some cheap "5 minute meditation app", but he also can't deny it's realization entirely. So it chooses it's realization through substances, which cannot be obtained so easily, but are also not impossible to get. After that, it installs a social paradigm in which all experiences, which come from these substances are "hallucinations", and therefor not "real". Furthermore, the paradigm says, that people arguing about the illusory (hallucinating) nature of everyday reality have just lost their mind due to psychedelics Perfect logic chain, to never run out of rationalization why you are NOT God, even if you have awoken to it. But in the moment of re-awakening, you get rewarded with the realization of your infinite intelligence. Thats why this part of consciousness called "psychedelics" are the most intelligent solution to this dilemma.

It's exciting to think about the moment, when you realize, how you as God imagine clouds into existence

Everyone got roasted. This stuff is probably super funny, if you understand all the references.

Fruits, nuts, cold tea.

The YouTube Channel "PictureFit" does super compact and informative videos about everything related to muscle growth, general fitness and nutrition. His rule of thumb is, that you need to do approximately 1/3 volume of your muscle growth training routine, to remain muscle size. Less volume means, less weight, less repetitions or less training duration. No training at all will downsize significantly you after 6-10 weeks or so.

@Jannes I wonder why most "dramatic trips" are connected to mushrooms or truffles. They seem to be quite wild and unpredictable. I've also rarely hear that someone reached God consciousness and awakening with them. I suggest that you work your way up to breakthrough dosages with LSD. Also do a lot of sober consciousness work like breathwork or meditation. You have to be 100% serious about it. Psychedelics are not your casual trip to goodness. You have to work for awakening.

The title even said "April fools" at some point

This thread is about how I tame my ego and create selflessness and love. Because thats the ultimate goalless goal. The embodiment of absolute selflessness. However it's absolutely necessary to participate in this journey warm-hearted and non-moralistically. There is no should and should not. I just want to document my journey daily and see what factors play into selflessness the most. Here are some examples how I want to measure this progress: 1. How much greasy, salty, meaty, convenient food have I consumed? 2. How much caffeine have I consumed, to overplay my laziness/sleepiness? 3. How much porn have I consumed? 4. How much porn-like media have I consumed? 5. With how much media have I let myself get distracted? 6. How selfish was I against others? Examples are: Starring at them dominantly. Not looking at them at all. Being impatient. Being harsh. Not listening to others. Always thinking about myself in contact with others. Not helping, when help is needed. 7. How much have I worked on my vision to let others participate in conscious work? Selflessness can't be described in numbers. But for the sake of this progression thread, I want to include three parameters, in which I determine "selflessness", "authenticity" and "happiness" on a scale from 0 to 100. Lets start with today: 31.03.22 Worked out, but not to maximum failure every time. Got distracted way too much on my phone. In the morning, during the workout and basically the whole day. Watched porn, fapped and listened to music for myself nearly the entire day. On the other hand I did holotropic breathwork and started this thread. Selflessness: 32 Authenticity: 74 Happiness: 43

Session Twelve: 45 minutes Longest session so far. Felt like work. But not in a bad way. During this session I had the realization that being selfless is my ultimate goal. To nurture others with unconditional feminine and masculine love. I decided to make a blog/thread just to document my journey to ultimate selflessness. Now I'm calm and relaxed. Not as loving as I wished, but wishing for love usually creates the opposite.

Being aware of enlightenment or actually being enlightened does not mean people won't break up with you. You are mixing up the ego's perspective with God's perspective (infinite perspectives).

Always imagine yourself in the driver seat of the universe. If you erase the possibility of suffering and fear, peace would not be any good. Only because suffering and fear appear to be real, peace can be felt as something good. This is just two sides of the same coin. You don't want a boring universe, you want a REAL universe. Here you go!

As a biased german I really want to advertise this country in a good way. But to be totally honest, the dating game sucks in comparison to other countries. Socializing isn't as authentic, because people do not have that much experience in it. Hard work and family are more valued as it seems. This is especially true for the east (new part) of Germany. If I wanted to live in Germany for a year I would live in Freiburg (very left and young), Cologne (very open and tolerant), Munich (healthy, clean and beautiful city) or Leipzig (also young and not that expensive). The war will never come to Germany, as Russia would have to declare war to all NATO states, including the US and Britain.

Session Eleven: 20 minutes First session in the morning. Did not have motivation to go for the full 40 minutes. Relaxed and calm. Loving.

Session Ten: 42 minutes Nothing spectacular per se. I could not breath so well, because there was a lot of dust in the air. Time went by super fast this time. Refreshing ideas for my business came up. Nuanced insights how my thinking creates hell and consciousness heaven. Beautiful silence and relaxation at the end. Love.