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But also paying attention is something which is taught. And paying attention for thousands of hours could make you hallucinate unreal things. For example some people hallucinate stuff in sensory deprivation tanks. There's nothing added in sensory deprivation tanks, only removed. Yet they start hallucinating unreal things.

Ok but if you put so much effort in it, isn't it likely that you only managed to brainwash/reprogram yourself so that you are now seeing a illusion? Because your natural, unaltered experience (your experience before the thousands of hours of struggle) was that you were a separate self.

Ok in that case that decides the matter: I'm a super separate self.

Oh yes, 100%. I'm so freaking separate that it's unbelievable.

Ok so in this case you are kinda one of the "rare enlightened ones". Why should I listen to you? My own experience is that I'm a separate self. So shouldn't I give that the most credibility?

Btw if Leo would be a anti-vaxxer I would of course immediately leave this place and never look back.

I don't know if this has been posted here already but.. Jennifer Aniston says goodbye to her anti-vaxxer friends ?: https://news.sky.com/story/covid-19-jennifer-aniston-clarifies-comments-about-cutting-off-her-unvaccinated-friends-12374434 "In her interview with InStyle, published on Tuesday, Aniston said: 'There's still a large group of people who are anti-vaxxers or just don't listen to the facts. It's a real shame.'" "a lot of opinions don't feel based in anything except fear or propaganda." CNN fires all their anti-vaxxer employees ?: https://www.bbc.com/news/world-us-canada-58112125 "'Let me be clear - we have a zero-tolerance policy on this,' Mr Zucker, chairman of news and sports for WarnerMedia, is quoted as saying." "Many large firms - including Facebook and Google - say they will require employees to be vaccinated when offices fully re-open in the months ahead." I love such stuff.

@Frenk Thanks.

Maybe. But I think probably not. There's no love, mercy, peace, hope, or unity anywhere to be seen for me.

@snowyowl Thank you.

I don't think anyone knows anything about the ultimate reality, only believe things about it. And it disgusts me to see people perform mental gymnastics and then pretend to know. This observable reality is cruel. Everyone are selfish. All love is selfish. If you don't have anything to offer you will be unloved. I don't have anything to offer. And I don't have the ability to build something to offer. It hurts so much to not be liked by anyone, or loved or desired. And to be alone. And to be worthless. Worthless people gets thrown into the trash of loneliness, like if they don't have any emotions. This reality doesn't give a shit about emotions. The pain of being truly, truly worthless is unbearable. I don't find anything enjoyable anymore. So there's nothing for me to do. There is probably some things which I would enjoy but I can't have those things. There is no way out of this. Not professional help, not medication, nothing. I can't stand this stuff anymore. But I will be forced more of this stuff. And on top of this there are many living beings who choose to add even more suffering into the world. Like if what we were thrown into isn't enough. That's really beyond me. And under the "right" circumstances all people are capable of adding more suffering into the world, unfortunately.

My fucking God.. It feels like something is about to happen.. Damn fear. The wall of fear is so strong. Edit: nothing happened this time, I'll go to bed.

Yeah I'm scared when I read it, but as you can see from this thread: I don't have anything to lose. This book really feels like the real deal..

Of course it's a opinion. All conspiracy theories are opinions. It makes no difference whatsoever that he says "it's just my opinion".

And also this made me desperately want to read the book: "In addition, if you do find yourself interested, and are able to see past the words to understand at least some of what they point to, you are likely to find it quite disturbing. Few people buy books on spirituality to be deeply disturbed, so consider yourself forewarned. And finally, if you read it anyway, and what is hinted at here resonates and is by some remote chance followed to its end, then that will likely also be the end of you. So again, a warning. With any luck, you will not come back from this with a life you can call your own; you will not come back at all."

Yep ?

I.. just.. can't.. take.. the stupidity of anti-vaxxers. Man, I seriously need to stop reading this thread. You anti-vaxxers are insane.

@Alysssa@eaaaeaeae @snowyowl Okay, thanks. Well, this weekend has so far been better than usual. I even managed to do some cleaning. And I read "Perfect brilliant stillness" by David Carse. User reviews here: https://www.amazon.com/Perfect-Brilliant-Stillness-David-Carse/dp/0976578301 Officially available for free here because it's not copyrighted (good move. It gives it more credibility. Smaller risk that he's lying to get money.): https://www.perfectbrilliantstillness.org/book/ The stuff he say is radical, and I can't relate to the stuff at all, he even say "it's not difficult". So it's difficult to believe in what he's saying. Maybe it's just a rare mental delusion. I don't know.

She isn't smart or conscious. It should be obvious now thanks to her belief in horseshit. It's convenient to have things like Trump, conspiracy theories, and NATO-haters, because whoever supports Trump, believes in conspiracy theories, or is against a membership in NATO is an idiot. Btw, Sweden and Finland should join NATO.

Dude, you rather kill yourself than at least try a psychologist? Yes maybe they would give you medication and hospitalize you, so you get well. You rather die because of your false belief about some kundalini and demon nonsense than get medication and treatment which surely would cure you? That would be so unnecessary.

Beauty implies the existence of ugly.

Well said. Before you edited your message with adding the thing about parents controlling the child I was thinking the same thing. ?

Wrong. It's ugliness, misery/suffering, dispassion, artlessness and hate.

But.. supposedly also these thoughts comes from "the controller" (God). So.. I don't know..

If I don't have free will, then who does? If you say "God" does.. that doesn't tell me much. So there's a invisible man with white beard controlling me or what? Where is this damn God you're talking about? I'm God? Well, obviously not since I'm completely powerless. Anyway.. Then that means: whatever is controlling me, also controls everyone else. So whatever is controlling me, it could suddenly decide to do something completely unexpected, and it could also apply that stuff to everyone else too. So suddenly everyone, including me, would act in whatever way the controller wants. For example one time "the controller" literally forced me to yell out loud: "God is good". It was really scary stuff.